He saw Lily walk into the park, her eyes scanning the park for any sign of him.
"Sev? Where are you?"
Severus jumped from the bushes, hopin to give her a scare. To his satisfaction, Lily was surprised. He ran up to her, wrapped his hand all the way around her tiny one and led her to a large arbre in the distance.
When they reached the tree, Lily saw a small present lying underneath. Before she ran up to it, Severus grabbed her gently par the shoulders and stared into her sparkling green eyes.
"Happy Birthday, Lily. And thank toi for coming. I realize your fiancé probably wants to spend the jour with you, and that toi don't really want to see me."
"Sev, toi were my best friend and Dumbledore told me to trust you. So, as far as I'm concerned, you're still my best friend."
"Dumbledore a dit toi could trust me?" surprise etched into his voice.
"Yes. He a dit that toi would never do anything to hurt me. He knows something."
Severus looked down at the ground, shuffling his feet. He composed his face, looked up, and smiled. "Go ahead and open your present. I hope toi like it."
Lily smiled and lifted the small box from the ground. She shook it slightly, then ripped off the light blue paper. Inside was a small picture book. The cover was wood and delicately etched with a pattern of leaves, vines, and fleurs that resembled Tiger Lilies. Lily's smile grew and she hugged it to her chest.
"Thank you, Severus. It's beautiful. I l’amour it!"
He swelled with pride. "I made it myself. I find those presents to be best," he said, quoting Lily from her birthday years and years ago.
Lily's hand flew to her mouth. "Oh, Sev. It must have taken toi ages, toi shouldn't have..."
Snape put a finger to her lips, but quickly withdrew it.
"I thought toi might like somewhere to keep pictures of your life with James. Your new life. I thought toi would enjoy saving the set bits and pieces."
"Thank you," Lily whispered, and enveloped Severus into a hug. He immediately understood that she wasn't only thanking him for the album, but for accepting that James, who he despised, was now a part of her life.
He released her gently, looking anywhere but her eyes. "Another reason I gave toi the album was because I want toi to remember me. I know that toi don't want me anywhere near toi ou your family because of what I've become, but toi have such a kind cœur, coeur and are going to protest to never seeing me again. With this album toi won't have to. I'm weaved in with the vines."
"Sev, I just got toi back. I'm not going to lose toi again."
"Lily, the taunts and general dislike of our relationship will be worse than it was at school and you're marrying a man who is the complete opposite of me. I don't belong. It's better this way."
A defeated look swept over Lily's face. She had Lost the battle, maybe even the war. She couldn't believe he was already halfway gone. Again.
"I have to go now, Lily. I'm being missed. Tucked inside the album is a letter. I'm begging toi to read it. That is my last request to you, as a friend."
Severus gave her a tight squeeze and then sauntered off, Lily desperately calling his name.
A tear trickled down Lily's face as she put her finger under the flap of the envelope and tore the letter open. It was written on parchment with a border of or leaf. She glanced down at the letter and decided it was now ou never.
My dear Lily,
If toi are lire this letter, then toi came. I thank toi for that with every ounce of gratitude I have left. I have written toi this letter to clear up the years we haven't seen each other. Why that happened.
I called toi a Mudblood.
I wanted to tell toi the jour I threatened to sleep outside the Gryffindor common room, but toi didn't listen. I don't blame toi for that. You'd had enough, and even if toi had been listening, I would have made up something else to say because I wouldn't have been able to force the words out.
I wanted to tell you, other than being grieviously sorry, was that I l’amour you, and I have since the jour toi jumped from the balançoire, swing and flew through the air and landed as gracefully as a cat on the ground.
I want to tell toi now that calling toi a Mudblood has been and always will be the biggest regret of my life. Ahead of turning to the Dark Lord, which is my seconde greatest regret, because toi so despise him and everyone involved. I also wish to tell toi that since that day, I haven't called anyone a Mudblood. I now loathe the word, thanks to you. toi will always be the light at the end of the dark tunnel that is my life. Untouchable, but necessary.
I realize none of this matters, which is why I left. toi are marrying James Potter, and I wish toi all possible happiness.
I will never forget you. Never.
Please don't write me, as I know toi want to. It will make leaving and staying away from toi twice as painful.
Take care of yourself, and those toi love. Losing them is heartbreaking. Hold them close.
Love,
Severus
P.S. There is one last gift for toi inside the oak tree. Don't feel as though toi have to use it, but I thought toi might want it. Actually, I just hoped.
Lily folded up the letter, tears streaming silently down her face, and stumbled over to the oak tree. She reached inside and pulled out a liitle box wrapped in gold. She peeled off the paper slowly and opened the box. Inside was a collier with an oval-shaped locket. She unclasped the locket and found another note tucked inside.
Lily,
For the letter. If toi would like to keep it close.
She tore the piece of paper in half and gave the halves to the wind. She folded up the last of Severus and placed it in the locket. She set the collier around her neck and tucked it beneath her shirt. She would never take it off.
"Thank you, Sev," she whispered to the wind. "I already miss you."
Miles away, the whisper reached Snape's ears. A small smile flitted across his face; the last of his life.
"Sev? Where are you?"
Severus jumped from the bushes, hopin to give her a scare. To his satisfaction, Lily was surprised. He ran up to her, wrapped his hand all the way around her tiny one and led her to a large arbre in the distance.
When they reached the tree, Lily saw a small present lying underneath. Before she ran up to it, Severus grabbed her gently par the shoulders and stared into her sparkling green eyes.
"Happy Birthday, Lily. And thank toi for coming. I realize your fiancé probably wants to spend the jour with you, and that toi don't really want to see me."
"Sev, toi were my best friend and Dumbledore told me to trust you. So, as far as I'm concerned, you're still my best friend."
"Dumbledore a dit toi could trust me?" surprise etched into his voice.
"Yes. He a dit that toi would never do anything to hurt me. He knows something."
Severus looked down at the ground, shuffling his feet. He composed his face, looked up, and smiled. "Go ahead and open your present. I hope toi like it."
Lily smiled and lifted the small box from the ground. She shook it slightly, then ripped off the light blue paper. Inside was a small picture book. The cover was wood and delicately etched with a pattern of leaves, vines, and fleurs that resembled Tiger Lilies. Lily's smile grew and she hugged it to her chest.
"Thank you, Severus. It's beautiful. I l’amour it!"
He swelled with pride. "I made it myself. I find those presents to be best," he said, quoting Lily from her birthday years and years ago.
Lily's hand flew to her mouth. "Oh, Sev. It must have taken toi ages, toi shouldn't have..."
Snape put a finger to her lips, but quickly withdrew it.
"I thought toi might like somewhere to keep pictures of your life with James. Your new life. I thought toi would enjoy saving the set bits and pieces."
"Thank you," Lily whispered, and enveloped Severus into a hug. He immediately understood that she wasn't only thanking him for the album, but for accepting that James, who he despised, was now a part of her life.
He released her gently, looking anywhere but her eyes. "Another reason I gave toi the album was because I want toi to remember me. I know that toi don't want me anywhere near toi ou your family because of what I've become, but toi have such a kind cœur, coeur and are going to protest to never seeing me again. With this album toi won't have to. I'm weaved in with the vines."
"Sev, I just got toi back. I'm not going to lose toi again."
"Lily, the taunts and general dislike of our relationship will be worse than it was at school and you're marrying a man who is the complete opposite of me. I don't belong. It's better this way."
A defeated look swept over Lily's face. She had Lost the battle, maybe even the war. She couldn't believe he was already halfway gone. Again.
"I have to go now, Lily. I'm being missed. Tucked inside the album is a letter. I'm begging toi to read it. That is my last request to you, as a friend."
Severus gave her a tight squeeze and then sauntered off, Lily desperately calling his name.
A tear trickled down Lily's face as she put her finger under the flap of the envelope and tore the letter open. It was written on parchment with a border of or leaf. She glanced down at the letter and decided it was now ou never.
My dear Lily,
If toi are lire this letter, then toi came. I thank toi for that with every ounce of gratitude I have left. I have written toi this letter to clear up the years we haven't seen each other. Why that happened.
I called toi a Mudblood.
I wanted to tell toi the jour I threatened to sleep outside the Gryffindor common room, but toi didn't listen. I don't blame toi for that. You'd had enough, and even if toi had been listening, I would have made up something else to say because I wouldn't have been able to force the words out.
I wanted to tell you, other than being grieviously sorry, was that I l’amour you, and I have since the jour toi jumped from the balançoire, swing and flew through the air and landed as gracefully as a cat on the ground.
I want to tell toi now that calling toi a Mudblood has been and always will be the biggest regret of my life. Ahead of turning to the Dark Lord, which is my seconde greatest regret, because toi so despise him and everyone involved. I also wish to tell toi that since that day, I haven't called anyone a Mudblood. I now loathe the word, thanks to you. toi will always be the light at the end of the dark tunnel that is my life. Untouchable, but necessary.
I realize none of this matters, which is why I left. toi are marrying James Potter, and I wish toi all possible happiness.
I will never forget you. Never.
Please don't write me, as I know toi want to. It will make leaving and staying away from toi twice as painful.
Take care of yourself, and those toi love. Losing them is heartbreaking. Hold them close.
Love,
Severus
P.S. There is one last gift for toi inside the oak tree. Don't feel as though toi have to use it, but I thought toi might want it. Actually, I just hoped.
Lily folded up the letter, tears streaming silently down her face, and stumbled over to the oak tree. She reached inside and pulled out a liitle box wrapped in gold. She peeled off the paper slowly and opened the box. Inside was a collier with an oval-shaped locket. She unclasped the locket and found another note tucked inside.
Lily,
For the letter. If toi would like to keep it close.
She tore the piece of paper in half and gave the halves to the wind. She folded up the last of Severus and placed it in the locket. She set the collier around her neck and tucked it beneath her shirt. She would never take it off.
"Thank you, Sev," she whispered to the wind. "I already miss you."
Miles away, the whisper reached Snape's ears. A small smile flitted across his face; the last of his life.
