if youāre lire this, youāre one of my closest friends. toi literally mean the world to me, and I never want to lose you. I feel like we belong together, it wasnāt an accident that we met.
Well, first if youāre lire this, toi should know that this was supposed to be a birthday letter. I was so worried that I was going to be late of course, thatās me I guess. Iāve made mistakes and disappointed toi for a long time, havenāt I? Multiple things Iāve done and Iām so ashamed now. I havenāt been the perfect friend but thatās assumed isnāt it? toi havenāt been perfect either, but I didnāt want perfect. I call toi āperfectā a lot because I canāt find any other word to describe you. I wanted a friend like you, canāt toi see that? I wanted toi and I got you. I know toi feel insecure and doubtful about yourself a lot,and every compliment I give you, youāll disagree with, but toi can never disagree with the fact that I wanted someone like toi and I got someone better. Iām so blessed and I will never stop thanking toi for how amazing toi are and I will never stop trying to make toi happy.
I know Iāve thanked toi a lot, Iāve written articles and a dit a million compliments. Iām Ć©criture this right now, I wish I could do so much more. But itās 12:00 a.m as I write this, and Iām putting a lot into this. Just recently, I wrote an article of 10 reasons why I think youāre unique and special. Iām so proud of that, toi see, because now toi can see for yourself all the reasons why I lāamour you.
I a dit I disappointed you. toi may have disagreed with that. Maybe toi remembered? The one thing that really stands out in my mind, that hurts me everyday, was the promise I broke. It wasnāt just a promise, I gave toi my word that I wouldnāt do that again, we promised each other, and I broke it. I had the audacity to do that? I know youāve forgiven me, but I could have Lost you. I see it in my scars everyday, and I feel the mistrust toi have in me now because of my actions. I know that I let toi down, I feel it and see it everyday. But in a few years, Iām going to get a tattoo that says āDonāt break the promise toi gave to a queenā just to remind me. Iām sorry again par the way.
But I donāt want to make toi sad, birthday girl. I know it seems like Iām trying but Iām not, I just want to be honest I guess.
I worry about toi a lot toi know, but I know that youāre okay ou toi will be. I know that youāre life has been so difficult but thatās why I respect you. plus than anything, I want toi to open your cÅur, coeur and accept yourself completely. I know thatās so tough to do, but I know toi will. And toi have to tell your story to others, okay? It would make me so happy if toi did, because through your story, I found strength and respect and hope. They would too.
This is just words, isnāt it? I want to give toi the world but all I can give toi is this. I try to do everything I can and I always will, to make toi proud. toi mean so much to me and toi need to know that. I try everyday to be what toi are already to me: Amazing and beautiful.
I donāt want toi to be scared okay? I know toi are sometimes and itās going to be that way, but I just want toi to be open to the oppurtunities that are gonna come for you. This is your last āteenagerā birthday and I know thatās frightening but thatās also kind of awesome and I want toi to dwell on that. I disagree with the saying āa positive mind will give toi a positive lifeā because thatās not true for any of us, but it will give toi a positive view of life. So for all the frightening things to come, think about the positive impact itāll give toi and dwell on that instead.
Iāve a dit before why toi mean so much to me, and Iām not going to repeat myself here, but toi remember my reasons, right? I hope so. I hope toi remember what I think of toi even if itās hard to feel it.
toi are my big sister and youāre my role model. Thank you. Just THANK YOU!
I know toi hurt a lot, and I donāt promise happiness, I wish I could. But your a Queen and youāll find your king, I swear, even if I have to coup de poing him in the face and drag him to youš And toi will always try, I know that. Youāre a survivor and toi will survive.
So Iām sorry this is short and not what Iād like, but Iām just happy to know you. I know toi lāamour me most, but I lāamour toi with a kind of lāamour I canāt place, and one thatās irreplaceable. I donāt want toi to forget that. Ever :) x.
Happy birthday queenš
kylie for youā„
kylie to my kendall :**
kylie for youā„
kylie for youā„
that's you babeā„
justinā„
harryā„
narry for my queenā„
demiā„
demiā„
5sos selfieā„
lukeybearā„
