Summary:Ren's thinking when he see Fabia and Shun beside each others,and realize that they're together.
I see the clock.12 pm.
I’m in my room now,alone,without Linehalt.I a dit that I wanted to be alone,and he pleased me.He knew that I need to be alone now,and I really thank him for that.
I can guess what toi are doing now.You’re with him,do any sweet things that all the happy couples in the world do.You must be happy like in the heaven now,and I’m happy for you.
toi know,when toi came to Earth and Shun helped you,I felt that I really hated him,but I didn’t realize that it was because I hated seeing toi besides him,that he always make toi smile happily,and that toi and him l’amour each other.
When I came back to the Brawlers,I thought happily and stupidly that I could have a chance to win your heart,but I was seriously wrong.Because your cœur, coeur belongs to him.I can see the way toi smile whenever toi sit nearby him,the way toi worry for him plus than another ones.No one had realized for a long time,but I did.It’s unbeliveable,but I always can have a hunch when any special things would happen.And from the first jour I saw you,I had the hunch that someday…you would make me have to think about toi all the times,make me have to cry,and make me have to suffer.That’s why I tried my best to avoid you.But it didn’t work well,and finally,I still fell in l’amour with you.
I’m darkness,the lonely,cold and unfriendly darkness,which always make another ones hate it.Not like the wind,easy,cool,always make everyone feel so peaceful and easy,always protect another ones.
That’s why all the worlds think that toi and him are perfect match.Even I have to think like that.But my cœur, coeur still bleeding.
I don’t cry.I know I should,but sometime crying can’t solve with anything.
I still remember,you’re the one that make me cry the first time.When I Lost at the battle with you.But toi canceled your deal,and accepted me as a Brawler.I just thought that finally,you’re the light that would shine on my drak heart.I though that toi would be the shine,which always beside darkness,and made darkness realized that he wasn’t alone.
toi loved me,yes,I admit that.But as a friend,not as lovers.You always sympathize to me,always listen to me,always help and comfort me.But I know,there’s no me in your heart.In this place,the place that is only in my dream,there’s just him-the cool ninja of the wind.
I was so stupid to refuse this fact,thought that I still had a chance,then one day,I saw toi kissed him.I had never seen toi was happy like that.I understood everything.
I went to the hallway,and I saw Alice.I can see a tear from her beautiful eyes,can see suffering in her pure face,and I knew that she also saw what I saw.I knew that she loved Shun,because,as I said,I had a hunch when any special things happen.
She’s a pure and angelic girl,and she’s worth happiness even plus than me.But finally,she just ended up like me,suffer.
I really identified with her,and suddenly,I touched her shoulder and whispered:
-Finally,we’re just darkness.Lonely,suffer,it’s destiny of darkness.
She saw me.And I knew that she understood what I said.
Everyone hate darkness,although it’s the unfriendly darkness like me ou attractive darkness like this Russian girl.
I and her had a lot of Friends now,but we all Lost our love.But at least,she had her grandpa,had a peaceful and sweet past.Not like me.
The only thing I had before I went to the Brawlers was Linehalt.But I knew he can’t help me now,and no one can help me.I just can let it there,let the hurt toi gave me intack par itself.Although I know I will never can forget it complely.
Because,I l’amour you,my princess!I l’amour the way toi tried to be hard,but inside you’re soft,feminity and sensitive.I l’amour your beautiful face,and your generous soul.I l’amour the way toi ready to sacrifice for the ones toi love.
That’s why I will never tell toi about my love.Because if toi know that,I know,with your generous soul,you will be uneasy with the thinking that toi can’t repay my love.It will be my secret.There’re secrets that never should be told if it might hurt someone.
-Are toi ok,Ren?-You’re knocking my room’s door.-You have locked yourself in your room for a day.What’s wrong?
I opened a door and smiled-I don’t want toi to worry:
-I’m ok.Just a sudden headache,it’s ok now.-I have a look at Shun,sitting here and see toi carefully.He always take good care of you.-It’s late now,I think I should go to bed.
toi see me worrily,before said:
-Good night,Ren!
-Goodnight,princess!
I hope it’s just a nightmare,and when I wake up,everything will dissapear.
But I know it's not.
Goodbye,my princess.My love!
I see the clock.12 pm.
I’m in my room now,alone,without Linehalt.I a dit that I wanted to be alone,and he pleased me.He knew that I need to be alone now,and I really thank him for that.
I can guess what toi are doing now.You’re with him,do any sweet things that all the happy couples in the world do.You must be happy like in the heaven now,and I’m happy for you.
toi know,when toi came to Earth and Shun helped you,I felt that I really hated him,but I didn’t realize that it was because I hated seeing toi besides him,that he always make toi smile happily,and that toi and him l’amour each other.
When I came back to the Brawlers,I thought happily and stupidly that I could have a chance to win your heart,but I was seriously wrong.Because your cœur, coeur belongs to him.I can see the way toi smile whenever toi sit nearby him,the way toi worry for him plus than another ones.No one had realized for a long time,but I did.It’s unbeliveable,but I always can have a hunch when any special things would happen.And from the first jour I saw you,I had the hunch that someday…you would make me have to think about toi all the times,make me have to cry,and make me have to suffer.That’s why I tried my best to avoid you.But it didn’t work well,and finally,I still fell in l’amour with you.
I’m darkness,the lonely,cold and unfriendly darkness,which always make another ones hate it.Not like the wind,easy,cool,always make everyone feel so peaceful and easy,always protect another ones.
That’s why all the worlds think that toi and him are perfect match.Even I have to think like that.But my cœur, coeur still bleeding.
I don’t cry.I know I should,but sometime crying can’t solve with anything.
I still remember,you’re the one that make me cry the first time.When I Lost at the battle with you.But toi canceled your deal,and accepted me as a Brawler.I just thought that finally,you’re the light that would shine on my drak heart.I though that toi would be the shine,which always beside darkness,and made darkness realized that he wasn’t alone.
toi loved me,yes,I admit that.But as a friend,not as lovers.You always sympathize to me,always listen to me,always help and comfort me.But I know,there’s no me in your heart.In this place,the place that is only in my dream,there’s just him-the cool ninja of the wind.
I was so stupid to refuse this fact,thought that I still had a chance,then one day,I saw toi kissed him.I had never seen toi was happy like that.I understood everything.
I went to the hallway,and I saw Alice.I can see a tear from her beautiful eyes,can see suffering in her pure face,and I knew that she also saw what I saw.I knew that she loved Shun,because,as I said,I had a hunch when any special things happen.
She’s a pure and angelic girl,and she’s worth happiness even plus than me.But finally,she just ended up like me,suffer.
I really identified with her,and suddenly,I touched her shoulder and whispered:
-Finally,we’re just darkness.Lonely,suffer,it’s destiny of darkness.
She saw me.And I knew that she understood what I said.
Everyone hate darkness,although it’s the unfriendly darkness like me ou attractive darkness like this Russian girl.
I and her had a lot of Friends now,but we all Lost our love.But at least,she had her grandpa,had a peaceful and sweet past.Not like me.
The only thing I had before I went to the Brawlers was Linehalt.But I knew he can’t help me now,and no one can help me.I just can let it there,let the hurt toi gave me intack par itself.Although I know I will never can forget it complely.
Because,I l’amour you,my princess!I l’amour the way toi tried to be hard,but inside you’re soft,feminity and sensitive.I l’amour your beautiful face,and your generous soul.I l’amour the way toi ready to sacrifice for the ones toi love.
That’s why I will never tell toi about my love.Because if toi know that,I know,with your generous soul,you will be uneasy with the thinking that toi can’t repay my love.It will be my secret.There’re secrets that never should be told if it might hurt someone.
-Are toi ok,Ren?-You’re knocking my room’s door.-You have locked yourself in your room for a day.What’s wrong?
I opened a door and smiled-I don’t want toi to worry:
-I’m ok.Just a sudden headache,it’s ok now.-I have a look at Shun,sitting here and see toi carefully.He always take good care of you.-It’s late now,I think I should go to bed.
toi see me worrily,before said:
-Good night,Ren!
-Goodnight,princess!
I hope it’s just a nightmare,and when I wake up,everything will dissapear.
But I know it's not.
Goodbye,my princess.My love!
