toi said...
toi said
toi would
try to make
this up.
toi said
toi wanted
me par your side.
toi said
I would be happy,
I would be
happy this time.
toi said.
toi said
toi wanted
the fresh start
for us,
toi said
toi wanted us
back,
toi wanted
me back.
toi promised.
toi said
toi would
try,
toi said
that things
would be better
this time,
toi said
I would feel
better
from now.
Remember,
toi said.
No plus tears,
toi said,
no more
empty words,
remember?
toi said.
toi said
toi wanted
a fresh start
for us.
toi said,
no plus pain,
toi said,
no more.
And no plus lies
now I say,
sell them
some where else.
Broken promises,
that's all
toi gave,
no plus pain,
that's what
toi said.
THe world is cruel,
when we are young we ride above the clouds in the bubble of innocence
but as we age we begin to sense the pain behind our parents faces
we see then that really, not everyone is nice.
we begin to understand that "your not invited to my birthday party" is the deadliest threat we can make
and that one jour someone will hate me for who I am and someone will hate toi for who toi are,
because your not a cheerleader
because I am a cheerleader
because I have brown eyes
because toi have white skin
because I have two dads
because toi have one mom and no dad
because your grandparents were Chinese
because I'm Jewish
And why will people do this?
Because the world is a cruel place.
None of these things are true about me, they are simply examples of the stupid things people will judge toi by.
when we are young we ride above the clouds in the bubble of innocence
but as we age we begin to sense the pain behind our parents faces
we see then that really, not everyone is nice.
we begin to understand that "your not invited to my birthday party" is the deadliest threat we can make
and that one jour someone will hate me for who I am and someone will hate toi for who toi are,
because your not a cheerleader
because I am a cheerleader
because I have brown eyes
because toi have white skin
because I have two dads
because toi have one mom and no dad
because your grandparents were Chinese
because I'm Jewish
And why will people do this?
Because the world is a cruel place.
None of these things are true about me, they are simply examples of the stupid things people will judge toi by.
toi seek for spark of hope.
Your life held by
darkness thoughts,
anchor is
some place else.
Bad luck follows toi
like a hook,
won't let toi go,
won't leave toi alone.
toi smile today,
and cry whole eternity,
like that's your fate,
disturbing thoughts
to lie inside of you,
to take away everything
that toi hope for.
Devil is calling your name,
leaves toi not,
toi don't see the Angel on
your shoulder,
trying to give toi a strength.
toi long for life
that toi don't know of,
toi seek for peace,
trying to get away
from misty forest
that stains your heart
into black.
why did toi cheat on me?
why did I deserve that?
I loved toi so much, I still do,
and if toi asked for me back,
I would probably come.
that's because I l’amour you,
and you've got a hold on me,
why did I have to see you,
with another girl in your arms,
your a cheat that's all I can say!!
I loved toi and toi just threw it away,
but that's it im done with toi now,
im not trying anymore,
I could of been the best thing toi ever had,
toi don't know what toi have got until toi loose it,
your a cheat and that's all I can say,
now its time for me to go my own way.
why did I deserve that?
I loved toi so much, I still do,
and if toi asked for me back,
I would probably come.
that's because I l’amour you,
and you've got a hold on me,
why did I have to see you,
with another girl in your arms,
your a cheat that's all I can say!!
I loved toi and toi just threw it away,
but that's it im done with toi now,
im not trying anymore,
I could of been the best thing toi ever had,
toi don't know what toi have got until toi loose it,
your a cheat and that's all I can say,
now its time for me to go my own way.
sorry for hateing you
sorry for everything
wish i could retrace my steps that day
now your gone moved away
i wish i could stand face to face with you
and say sorry for hurting toi sorry for everything ive done
i hope your not dead i hope your alive if toi are hear lire this my friend im sorry so sorry
i understand my friend if toi will not forgive me i chose to be mad at toi when toi tried to apolagize
just know this Friends are forever
i will keep toi in my head if i forget ill still have toi in my heart
and hopefully toi will keep me in yours now your gone toi wont see me but toi have raised me up higher than the mountains
youve raised me up to plus then i can be
i was strong when i was on your sholders
i am sorry carolyn kellar for what has happend
sorry for everything
wish i could retrace my steps that day
now your gone moved away
i wish i could stand face to face with you
and say sorry for hurting toi sorry for everything ive done
i hope your not dead i hope your alive if toi are hear lire this my friend im sorry so sorry
i understand my friend if toi will not forgive me i chose to be mad at toi when toi tried to apolagize
just know this Friends are forever
i will keep toi in my head if i forget ill still have toi in my heart
and hopefully toi will keep me in yours now your gone toi wont see me but toi have raised me up higher than the mountains
youve raised me up to plus then i can be
i was strong when i was on your sholders
i am sorry carolyn kellar for what has happend
I déplacer a hundred steps
to fix my pace
but all your love
inflicts my grace
falling
running
trying to get clean
but the confort
your love
it captures me
I déplacer behind the lines
to hide from the new
to hide from from addiction
to hide from you
falling
running
trying to hide
but the meledy
the sound
it drags me back
I déplacer between the beats
to cover my sins
but everytime your near me
The bottle of gin slowly didapears
falling
falling
sweeter than life
your l’amour is a drug
your l’amour is my high
to fix my pace
but all your love
inflicts my grace
falling
running
trying to get clean
but the confort
your love
it captures me
I déplacer behind the lines
to hide from the new
to hide from from addiction
to hide from you
falling
running
trying to hide
but the meledy
the sound
it drags me back
I déplacer between the beats
to cover my sins
but everytime your near me
The bottle of gin slowly didapears
falling
falling
sweeter than life
your l’amour is a drug
your l’amour is my high
As life flutters par on Angel's wings
The wind whips my hair as I ride through the desolite night sky
My cœur, coeur leaps with joy, and drowns wih sorrow
I'm falling down... farther into the abyss
I grab on to a passing Angel's wings
It's my Angel
I stil fall
Unable to let go of My Angel
My Angel, He's broken
Drowning his sorrows in pain
His pain in sorrows
He has seen this unperfect world
Wanting to fix it, trying to fix it
It crushed his soul, broke his spirit
I have seen this world as he has seen it
It broke me too
And we plumet together
Streatched to our braking points
As life fluters par on Angel's wings
The wind whips my hair as I ride through the desolite night sky
My cœur, coeur leaps with joy, and drowns wih sorrow
I'm falling down... farther into the abyss
I grab on to a passing Angel's wings
It's my Angel
I stil fall
Unable to let go of My Angel
My Angel, He's broken
Drowning his sorrows in pain
His pain in sorrows
He has seen this unperfect world
Wanting to fix it, trying to fix it
It crushed his soul, broke his spirit
I have seen this world as he has seen it
It broke me too
And we plumet together
Streatched to our braking points
As life fluters par on Angel's wings