Brian Doerksen

(Today)



I have felt the wind blow
Whispering Your name
I have seen Your tears fall
When I watch the rain

How could I say there is no God
When all around creation calls
A chant bird, a mighty tree
The vast expanse of open sea

Gazing at a bird in flight
Soaring through the air
Lying down beneath the stars
I feel Your presence there

I l’amour to stand at ocean’s shore
And feel the thundering breakers roar
To walk through golden fields of grain
Neath endless blue, horizon’s frame

Listening to a river run
Watering the earth
Fragrance of a rose in bloom
A newborn’s cry at birth

I believe
I believe
I believe
I believe

Just like a child

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Night.
Long and silent.
Your thoughts
are intense
and unquiet
like a heavy sea.


Sometimes
toi need someone
to talk to,
sometimes
toi need someone
to be there for you,
so toi could feel
safe,
so toi could know
that you're still
there.


toi don't want
to disappear,
toi don't want
to be the shadow,
the pale picture
of what toi used to be.


Sometimes
toi need someone
to be there for you,
sometimes
toi need someone
just to see you.


Thoughts,
those will remain
in you,
all those disturbing
thoughts
that make toi feel
exhausted
toi cannot share.
You're too scared
of how disturbance
may sound,
you're frightened
of yourself.


Sometimes
toi need someone
to montrer you
the way.
The path
filled with
light,
the path
toi call a hope.


toi need someone
who cares,
although
toi feel like nobody
understands.
Nobody sees
your soul,
nobody feels
your toss,
all alone with
your fears,
lonesome and lost,
toi need someone
who cares.

As for u It is easy
just say the words and forget
But Not for me

Words that Hurt Not As the winds
Blows and Gone...
Words that HURT it's Knife...
As it walkin' through......... teared ,destroyed,,,PAin

Have u ever felt it?
Not just Lies upon ur Big smile,,
But this is Me,,,
Who Taste The couteau that walkin' through ur words

And the feeling left after It,,,
even the time can't erased It..
please stop shouting to me...
yesterday u say "shorty,,,,lovely,,,Miss me ..."

but now u say "damn,,,Im changed ,,,I never understands U'
How Come..
the same souls says the opposite in a minutes????
where've u been?


Im Just a girl with a fragile hearth ,,Im just a girl that searching for a mate...

Just a masochist that Hope,,,time will erased all my pain..


Don't do this to me...
Once I can't stand off,,,
I'll Lost
And u'll never found me..
I never wish hurt,,,
Just Understands Me

My steps crunch on the gravel track
Why did toi leave me? why did toi go?
A sudden sadness begins to attack
All I want is an answer all I want is to know.

I begin to chercher the fog and dark trees
For the spot I'm longing for
As soon as I find it I fall to my knees
And I don't care whose watching me anymore.

I stare at the gray slab of stone
That is all I have left of you
I begin to sob felling so alone
It doesn't seem fair it just can't be true

I can't bring myself to leave this place
And soon all that's left is the winter winds cry
I run away at a ghostly pace
Good-bye.

amer World

As time passes par and the world ages animaux live on through their peace but man stays in strife...

Never do they see past their faults but see only their pride and hate...
Knowledge is a blessing yet they turn it into a vile curse...determined to possess all minds with one belief and rule all souls..

I am on the outside seeing what toi have all become...bitter, angry, and wretched beings feeding off others misery and as one weak soul falls toi quickly devour it...

I am haunted par your world...it darkens my mind and soul...as I come to see toi all have betrayed my gifts as if they were toys to be thrown away!

I shall give only one message to all new life that comes into this world...do not be naive to believe toi cannot be infected par this disease ou else the transformation has already begun...

The world is turning, and always will be.
But will you?
ou are toi tiptoeing between the thin line of reality and the dark abyss that awaits.
Just beyond the barrier of sanity.
Feeling is hard to grasp.
No harder than expressing it.
But when toi feel the slight sting and the warm bubble of contentment, toi have no idea what it actually does to you.
Your mind feels extacy.
But your body cry's out.
toi slip into the dark, trying to surface.
But the weight of your life is pushing toi down.
You're drowning in your own tears.
But you're not man enough to face your fears.
Not even the faces of your peers trying to help.
ou the the ones that pretend they l’amour you.
Keeping to yourself and only releasing your body of the pressure when toi get the chance.
toi where a mask, fake as the people around you.
But finally reaching your sanctuary,
toi don't try to surface.

fall
fall into me
Kiss me
tell me I am yours
come to me
be mine
follow me
save me from danger
save me from me
ill protect toi
ill keep toi sûr, sans danger
ill be your guide
ill kill anything that harms toi
I will lead toi through the darkness
through the pain
be your confort
your protection
just be mine
I'll guard toi from the flames
the harsh cold
toi amaze me
be my girl
ill save toi
from anyone who'll hurt toi
i'll be your l’amour
If you'll be my baby
So sing with me
lyrics from all the songs
be with me forever
and when the horror comes
I will take toi from this world
I will stand par youSo stand par me to
tell me I mean as much to toi
as toi mean to me
fall
deeply in l’amour with me
fall far
fall into my arms
fall forevermore

You're my bestie,
my best-est one,
You're my bestie,
someone who makes school fun.
You're my bestie
no matter how far apart,
You're my bestie,
and always in my heart.
You're my bestie,
the best I've ever had,
You're my bestie,
the only one who cheers me up when I'm sad.
You're my bestie,
and only one who knows what to do,
You're my bestie,
and I l’amour you,...........

    because...............

You're my bestie,
the only one who made me see
that you're my bestie,
the best that can be!

The girls screams but all their is is silence.
She sheds tears but her face is not moist.
She speaks but there are no words to be heard.
This girl, only in her mind she ever screamed for this, there was no sound. Only in her mind did she cry for this, tears did not moisten her face. And for this words where never herd. She is scared of exspression. She is scared to stand out and is scared of judgment. Becuase of this her world will be of muteness there will be no sun no moon only a gray, a gray nothingness in a line of other people all have no faces for they to are scared of being diffrent and they all to live in gray nothingness.
The girl who is scared will live in the world of gray until her scream is herd and her face feels tears.