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Louis tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear,”I missed you”
toi nodded,”I-I missed toi too,Lou”
“What’s wrong?” Louis reached out towards you
toi no longer felt his touch as soon as toi opened your eyes,”Louis?”
Perrie took a siège besides you,engulfing toi in her warm arms. She pat your back softly. Harry surprisingly walked in,his eyes full of sorrow. toi studied each of their eyes,wanting to hit them for not just telling toi right then and there. They made it plus difficult just looking away from you. toi shut your eyes again,feeling Louis suivant to you,holding your hand tightly.
-“I did it for you,babe” Louis whispered
“Did what?” toi questioned,wanting to just snog him right then and there
Louis sighed,”I commit suicide. The hate got to me. I don’t want toi to be like me. I don’t want toi to let the hate get to you. Being with toi was amazing. I hope one jour we can meet each other again. I l’amour you,just know that. Tell the boys to continue singing. To not let my death ‘cause them to break up. Don’t let them. Tell Perrie that her and the girls should keep it up no matter how hurt Zayn is. Tell Harry to not be so depressed about me going away. I know we’re best friends,but I need him to be okay. Please.”
“LOUIS! Why’d toi do it?!” toi practically screamed,squeezing his hand that seemed transparent
“I did it for the sake of our love” Louis muttered,leaning in towards you-
toi opened your eyes,”H-he’s gone,isn’t he?”
Perrie bit her bottom lip,”I’m sorry,baba. He loved you.”
Harry handed toi a letter,shutting his eyes and giving toi a ours hug. He tried to release toi from the hug but toi still had him in your arms.
“H-harry..I..I l’amour you,okay?” toi whispered
Harry smiled slightly,trying,”T-thank you”
toi opened the letter~
To my beautiful girlfriend<3
I’m guessing you’re wondering where I am. Why I’m not with toi in the bed. Why I’m not engulfing toi in hugs. You’re wondering why am I so dumb. Well,babe,it was for the best. The hate was getting worse AND worse for me and you. I’m the one that let it get to me. I hope toi don’t either. I just want toi to know,I l’amour toi plus than I should. Keep living. We’ll meet again someday. Tell Haz,Zayn,Nialler,and Li to continue being a band. Don’t let them break up because of me. I l’amour you. Don’t go into depression. Just know I miss toi and l’amour you. Tell Perrie to not let Zayn go into depression. Tell Dani the same,but for Liam. I miss you,babe. I’m sorry that I did this. I did it for the sake of us. I couldn’t take people hating on us together. I l’amour toi all. xxx
“No. No,this isn’t the end! THIS ISN’T THE END OF HIM!” toi screamed,clutching onto Harry’s shirt.
Harry sighed,”I know that you’re not going to believe this,but it was possibly for the best of him. He had started cutting and taking pills. I knew toi didn’t notice. That’s why he always wore longsleeves. “
toi groaned,”I could’ve saved him,but no. I was so concieded and all I cared about was ME getting hate from fans. Those fans are the reason Louis isn’t here. He could’ve came accueil and I would’ve ran into his arms..and..and” toi burst into tears,”I need him.”
Harry and Perrie both stood up from the bed,heading out the door. toi could tell they knew toi wanted privacy right now. toi shut the door,locking it. toi knocked on the door to see if anyone was passing by. No one tried opening the door,you ran to the cabinets in the white restroom sink. toi grabbed a razor,quietly slamming the cabinet door. toi never wanted to go back to the old days,but toi were doing it for Louis. toi dug the razor into your skin,pressing it deeply. toi pulled it away to see your red blood stain the white tiles of the floor. A small smile appeared on your face. toi pressed the razor to your skin once again,digging it in your skin. toi threw the razor to the ground as plus blood started flowing onto the floor. A pill bottle labelled DO NOT TAKE IF toi HAVE DEPRESSION were obviously the ones Louis took. They were tightly closed on the sink rim. toi snatched them from the sink rim and threw the top,taking most of them into your mouth. Only 5 of them were left. toi took 2 plus and felt your eyes getting heavy. toi started swaying from left to right,your vision getting blurry. toi sat down on the cold hard ground,noticing your blood once again. toi smiled up at the ceiling.
“I did it for all of you” toi whispered as your death reached you
Your eyes closed,sending toi away from this place. toi and Louis watched over the boys and the girls in heaven. toi were their guardian angels.
“I l’amour you,Louis”
