(A/N Well.....let's see. plus drama?? Maybe. Sadness? Maybe. Hm..who knows? Keep on reading,loves. Enjoys)

I blushed a bit as we passed a crowd of fans. We were going to this radio interview thing. Of course,I tagged along. The boys a dit they will not leave me behind. Absolutely not. I tried locking the door to my room before the boys could open it. But toi know...Zayn and Louis dragged me out.

"ARE toi OKAY!?!?" A girl screamed

I took a deep breath,"Yes. I'm fine,love"

The girl screamed even more,"OhmyStyles!!!!! Hanna Lloyd just answered me. And ohmyStyles! HARRY! HARRY!! HARRY!!!!"

I nudged Harry,"Please just talk to her."

"Oh wow" Harry whispered,turning towards the fan,waving,and smiling. He then faced the front as we walked towards the building. Harry stopped,doing his famous hairflip

Okay,I got to admit. The hairflip makes me blush like crazy. The girls besides me starting screaming wildly. Oh my Styles! Who knew that just one hairflip is like a turn on for those girls? Hmm. Haha. I find Harry's pervertedness pretty funny and cutee. Ohh...I have One Direction Infection. There's one cure for Bieber Fever.......listen to One Direction. I'm going insane. Hehe.

"Hanna,they might ask toi a few questions" Harry slipped his hand into mine.

I swung our intertwined hands back and forth,"Okay,but if they ask if I remember anything from the scene. I'm going to say no. I don't want to think about it"

"Hanna! Hanna! Harry! Look over here" A paparazzi shouted

I winced,"Damn,talk about a loud voice"

Harry laughed,kissing my lips lightly. I smiled at him. He was taller than me,so I always looked up at him. Paul started ushering us forward. Nialler opened the door,running in. Zayn ran in after him. Liam and Louis stopped,waved,and ran in. Harry walked in,his arm around my shoulders. I looked down as we went in.

"Okay,come this way. She can come with toi all,too" A lady with a cœur, coeur shaped face,blue eyes,and blonde wavy hair instructed us.

I continued walking as Harry held my hand and pulled me along. The boys all scrambled towards the seat. Louis sat in between Liam and Niall. Zayn sat suivant to Liam. I sat between Harry and Liam. They all put on the headphones and neared towards the microphones.

"Okay,let's begin!" The girl,sitting in front of us,exclaimed. She had brown straight hair,grey eyes,and a petite frame.

"Let's gooo" Louis clapped

The girl,smiled,"So boys? What's the weirdest thing a fan threw onstage"

"A tampon" Harry nodded

"A bra" Liam stifled a laugh

Louis thought for a moment,"Carrots"

"Spoons.." Nialler trailed out of thought

Zayn stared at the see through glass window,"An iPhone"

"Hanna,is it?" The girl nodded,turning to me

I bit my bottom lip,"Yes"

"How did toi meet Harry,Hanna?" The girl jumped up and down a bit

"Uh..well I was their friend before X-Factor. Then when they were formed,we all started talking. I ended up coming with them on tour. And now I live with them. Well,Harry. Hehe. We just acted like bestfriends and called each other 'friends for benefits',but soon we kissed and then it just took us from there. We were together." I explained,putting air citations on Friends for benefits

Harry smiled,"I'm actually pretty glad about meeting Hanna."

"Aw! So Liam,any crush?" The girl raised her eyebrows

Liam's eyes darted towards me,"Um,well,yes. But I don't really want to announce it"

The girl nodded sadly,"Well,Nialler?"

"Cher Lloyd" Niall smiled,laughing

"Lou,any crush besides Eleanor being your girlfriend?" The girl asked rapidly

"Hanna Lloyd" Louis flashed a smile at Harry and

The girl laughed,"Zayn?"

"Megan Fox" Zayn responded

"Okay,so now there's a...another thing. Hanna,how do toi feel after the little thing...that happened to you?" The girl's eyes stared at the table, tableau we sat at.

I slipped my hand into Harry's hand and squeezed it tightly,"Um..well,i'm fine. I left the hospital just yesterday. Up on my feet with the boys"

"We don't want to leave her behind. We can't risk losing her. She completes our life" Liam sent a reassuring look to me

"How sweet! Do toi remember anything,Hanna? What did toi all see when toi woke up,boys?" The girl asked,her face montrer interest

I shut my eyes,"No. I-i don't remember anything." I felt a tear streak down my face. I wiped it away quickly

"When I woke up,it was because of Hanna. Her scream just frightened me. I'd never in my time since I knew her,had I ever heard Hanna scream like that. I rushed towards the room. The scene I saw before my eyes..just left me with nightmares. It just didn't feel right in my heart. Her pale face...scared me. Those eyes that always had that special shine weren't visible. Her eyes were shut" Zayn shivered

"I was sleeping with her. I'm a heavy sleeper,but that scream. It just shook me inside and out. I awoke and then looked at Hanna suivant to me. Her cheeks weren't red. Those eyes,those beautiful eyes I loved,no longer shine.She was so..frozen." Harry held onto my hand

Louis stared at the floor,"It was something that just shook this band. It was a shocking thing. When we found out it was a fan,we were just blown away. How could someone do something like that to someone we love? We all l’amour her. And there's no thing we would do without her. We can't even live without her"

"When I woke up,I ran towards the scream. Then when I saw Hanna,it just scared me. I was thinking to myself who would do something like this. Why would someone do this to such a wonderful girl? It was par far the worse thing that happened to us." Niall frowned

"I'm glad you're okay,Hanna. The boys l’amour you." The girl a dit to me,her eyes sparkling

I nodded,"Thanks" I stood up and walked out,taking off the headphones

The boys all glanced at me as I took off. I walked outside and waved at all the fans. The cameras took pictures of me. I stared at myself in my phone as I slid it out. I dialed my mum's number

"Hello?" My mother's sweet voice rang out

"Mum,I'm not going to be coming accueil for a while. I'm going to stay with the boys" I whispered

"B-but your father is finally coming back from the US." Mother sputtered out

"I can't. The boys l’amour me!" I snapped

"We l’amour toi too! Hanna! Your father left since toi were 13 and now that he's coming back-" I cut my mom off

"I'm sorry. Dad never really loved me. He abused me. There it is. Guess dad just abused me to hide it,too. Bye" I hung up.

My bottom lip quivered as I ran inside. Keeping my anger inside. Those days where my father would abuse me were gone. I wouldn't go back to him. I wouldn't let him make me keep secrets from my mum. I wouldn't. I couldn't. There were people who understood me here. I wouldn't leave them behind. Not today. Not tomorrow. Never.