Niall Horan Fanfic Chapter 15: What Hurts the Most
We were now out of the ambulance and Zayn was driving us back to my house. Niall and I were still fighting.
“I do care princess.” He said.
“Don’t call me that.” I said.
“Why? If you’re not my princess then what are you?” he a dit looking and sounding really hurt.
“I don’t know Niall. What am I?” I said.
“You’re mine. You’re my princess. Nothing will change that Hazel. Why are toi being like this?” he said.
“Being like what? Hurt that the person I l’amour most doesn’t trust me? jouer la comédie like I don’t l’amour toi because whenever I do I get my cœur, coeur broken? jouer la comédie like I don’t need you? jouer la comédie like what Niall?” I said.
“Hazel I don’t know where toi came up with the thought that I don’t trust you. Hazel you’re breaking your own heart. I try every jour to make toi happy because I l’amour you. toi don’t talk to me toi don’t let me in. I don’t know what to do so I give toi your l’espace and then toi get mad. Hazel I need toi too. That’s why we made the arrangement for toi to be our opener. So I can spend all my time with you. Hazel you’re jouer la comédie all insecure. We were never like this. I want toi to be the crazy, weird, funny, loving, snuggly, beautiful girl toi always were.” He said.
“I wish I could be that girl again too.” I said.
“You can. Just let go. Let’s déplacer past all this distrust, and insecurities, and just be happy again.” He said.
“I don’t know what happened to me, I don’t know who I am anymore, I don’t know how to change.” I a dit letting a tear roll down my cheek.
“I’m here for toi Hazel. Every step of the way, I’ll change with you. toi brought out the jealous in me, when I see toi with other guys, I just can’t stand the thought of losing you.” He a dit and wiped my cheeks.
“I want everything to be better. I want everything to be okay. We can do that right?” I asked him.
“Of course we can. Promise me something.” He said.
“Yeah?” I asked.
“No plus crying. I hate seeing toi so upset.” He said.
“Promise. I hate crying I get all puffy and blotchy.” I said.
“You’re still beautiful though.” He said.
He leaned in and kissed me. When we broke the kiss, I looked into his beautiful eyes. I couldn’t stay mad at him. He was always there for me and he had my back.
“I l’amour toi princess. If I can call toi that again?” he said.
“I l’amour toi too. Prince.” I a dit smiling.
He kissed my cheek and smiled at me. I rested my head on his shoulder.
“Hate to ruin the moment, um but toi guys are making me want to puke. I’m still here if toi forgot.” Zayn said.
“Yeah buddy, way to ruin it.” Niall a dit jokingly punching Zayn in the arm.
I laughed. I was so happy that I fixed things with Niall again. I don’t know why I kept screwing things up. Niall was right, I needed to let go and just enjoy my time with him.
We got back to the hotel and went up to my room. Niall sat on the lit and I went in the kitchen. There was no nourriture so Niall and I ordered a pizza. The delivery guy came and starting talking to me.
“What’s your name?” he asked.
“Hazel.” I said, “How much do I owe you?”
“I’m Brian and for toi this ones on the house.” He said.
“Haze what is taking toi so long! I’m starving!” Niall called from the other room. He walked in and saw Brian. “Who are you?” he asked getting mad.
“Brian and you?” Brian a dit back.
“Her boyfriend. Niall.” Niall a dit flatly.
“How is a girl like toi going out with a guy like him.” Brian said.
“I’m in l’amour with him. Now how much do I owe you?” I said.
“Why?” Brian asked.
“Um cause I need to pay you.” I said.
“No why are toi into him?” Brian asked.
“Aren’t toi the delivery guy? Not like an interviewer.” I said.
“I was only wondering.” He said.
“Yeah well don’t. How much do I owe you?” I a dit again.
“$25.” He said.
I handed him the money and closed the door. Niall was sitting on the canapé looking really mad. I opened the box and grabbed a slice of pizza. Niall didn’t move.
“I thought toi were starving?” I a dit to Niall.
“Not anymore.” He replied.
“Why cause of that guy?” I said.
“He was all over you, even when I came out he didn’t care.” Niall said.
“Yeah so? He’s just some aléatoire guy, and he was ugly. You’re way better looking.” I a dit nodding at him. I saw him fighting back a smile.
“Thanks for sticking up for me though.” He said.
“That’s what I’m here for. Will toi eat. You’re like staring the pizza down.” I a dit laughing.
“Hazel? I lied to you.” He said.
“’Bout what?” I asked dangling cheese over my mouth.
“I’m starving.” He said.
We both started laughing hysterically. That boy was always hungry.
We were now out of the ambulance and Zayn was driving us back to my house. Niall and I were still fighting.
“I do care princess.” He said.
“Don’t call me that.” I said.
“Why? If you’re not my princess then what are you?” he a dit looking and sounding really hurt.
“I don’t know Niall. What am I?” I said.
“You’re mine. You’re my princess. Nothing will change that Hazel. Why are toi being like this?” he said.
“Being like what? Hurt that the person I l’amour most doesn’t trust me? jouer la comédie like I don’t l’amour toi because whenever I do I get my cœur, coeur broken? jouer la comédie like I don’t need you? jouer la comédie like what Niall?” I said.
“Hazel I don’t know where toi came up with the thought that I don’t trust you. Hazel you’re breaking your own heart. I try every jour to make toi happy because I l’amour you. toi don’t talk to me toi don’t let me in. I don’t know what to do so I give toi your l’espace and then toi get mad. Hazel I need toi too. That’s why we made the arrangement for toi to be our opener. So I can spend all my time with you. Hazel you’re jouer la comédie all insecure. We were never like this. I want toi to be the crazy, weird, funny, loving, snuggly, beautiful girl toi always were.” He said.
“I wish I could be that girl again too.” I said.
“You can. Just let go. Let’s déplacer past all this distrust, and insecurities, and just be happy again.” He said.
“I don’t know what happened to me, I don’t know who I am anymore, I don’t know how to change.” I a dit letting a tear roll down my cheek.
“I’m here for toi Hazel. Every step of the way, I’ll change with you. toi brought out the jealous in me, when I see toi with other guys, I just can’t stand the thought of losing you.” He a dit and wiped my cheeks.
“I want everything to be better. I want everything to be okay. We can do that right?” I asked him.
“Of course we can. Promise me something.” He said.
“Yeah?” I asked.
“No plus crying. I hate seeing toi so upset.” He said.
“Promise. I hate crying I get all puffy and blotchy.” I said.
“You’re still beautiful though.” He said.
He leaned in and kissed me. When we broke the kiss, I looked into his beautiful eyes. I couldn’t stay mad at him. He was always there for me and he had my back.
“I l’amour toi princess. If I can call toi that again?” he said.
“I l’amour toi too. Prince.” I a dit smiling.
He kissed my cheek and smiled at me. I rested my head on his shoulder.
“Hate to ruin the moment, um but toi guys are making me want to puke. I’m still here if toi forgot.” Zayn said.
“Yeah buddy, way to ruin it.” Niall a dit jokingly punching Zayn in the arm.
I laughed. I was so happy that I fixed things with Niall again. I don’t know why I kept screwing things up. Niall was right, I needed to let go and just enjoy my time with him.
We got back to the hotel and went up to my room. Niall sat on the lit and I went in the kitchen. There was no nourriture so Niall and I ordered a pizza. The delivery guy came and starting talking to me.
“What’s your name?” he asked.
“Hazel.” I said, “How much do I owe you?”
“I’m Brian and for toi this ones on the house.” He said.
“Haze what is taking toi so long! I’m starving!” Niall called from the other room. He walked in and saw Brian. “Who are you?” he asked getting mad.
“Brian and you?” Brian a dit back.
“Her boyfriend. Niall.” Niall a dit flatly.
“How is a girl like toi going out with a guy like him.” Brian said.
“I’m in l’amour with him. Now how much do I owe you?” I said.
“Why?” Brian asked.
“Um cause I need to pay you.” I said.
“No why are toi into him?” Brian asked.
“Aren’t toi the delivery guy? Not like an interviewer.” I said.
“I was only wondering.” He said.
“Yeah well don’t. How much do I owe you?” I a dit again.
“$25.” He said.
I handed him the money and closed the door. Niall was sitting on the canapé looking really mad. I opened the box and grabbed a slice of pizza. Niall didn’t move.
“I thought toi were starving?” I a dit to Niall.
“Not anymore.” He replied.
“Why cause of that guy?” I said.
“He was all over you, even when I came out he didn’t care.” Niall said.
“Yeah so? He’s just some aléatoire guy, and he was ugly. You’re way better looking.” I a dit nodding at him. I saw him fighting back a smile.
“Thanks for sticking up for me though.” He said.
“That’s what I’m here for. Will toi eat. You’re like staring the pizza down.” I a dit laughing.
“Hazel? I lied to you.” He said.
“’Bout what?” I asked dangling cheese over my mouth.
“I’m starving.” He said.
We both started laughing hysterically. That boy was always hungry.
