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Leave your secrets in the dark,
Nothing matters anymore.
Promises. Breaking.
Drive. Me. Crazy.

No. This is not your place.
No. This is not your playground.
It's my HEART.
We were stupid we got caught.
Nothing Matters any mor-or-or-or-ore.
So what?
I`m the one thing toi forgot.

toi could have been all that I wanted.
But I wasn't honest.
Now get in the ground.

toi choked off the surest of favors,
But if toi really loved me,
toi would have endured my world.

Well, you're just as I presumed,
a whore in sheep's clothing.
Fucking up. All I do.

Yeah, so. Here we stop.
Never again,
Will you, see this in your life.

Hang on to the glory at my right hand,
Here laid to rest is our l’amour ever longed.
The truth on the shores of compassion.
toi seem to take premise to all of my songs.

toi stormed off to act like my mother,
like Jésus plays mayter.
Now drill threw my hands.

The score for the curse toi have maimed me,
with l’amour and emotion.
I`ll die as I sleep.

But toi could just write me out,
A nerveless wonder.
Happy will I become.

See to, that this is no option.
So with sin, I condemn you.
Demons play, Demon Out

Hang on to the glory at my right hand,
Here laid to rest is our l’amour ever longed.
The truth on the shores of compassion.
toi seem to take premise to all of my...

One last Kiss for you,
One plus wish to you.
Please make up your mind girl.
I`d do anything for you.

One last Kiss for you,
One plus wish to you.
Please make up your mind girl.
So I hope I die!

So I hope I die.
Hang on to the glory at my right hand,
Here laid to rest is our l’amour ever longed.
The truth on the shores of compassion.
toi seem to take premise to all of my songs.
So happy will I become

I want toi to know,
that I'm happy for you
I wish nothing but,
the best for toi both.

'Cause the l’amour that toi gave,
that we made wasn't able,
To make it enough for you,
to be open wide.
No!
And every time toi speak his name
Does he know how toi told me
you'd hold me
Until toi died?
Till toi died?
But you're still alive!

toi seem very well,
things look peaceful.
I'm not quite as well,
I thought toi should know.
Did toi forget about me?
Mrs. Duplicity,
I hate to bug toi in the middle of dinner.
It was a slap in the face,
how quickly I was replaced,
Are toi thinking of me,
when toi fuck him?

'Cause the joke that toi laid,
on the lit that was made.
And I'm not gonna fade...
As soon as toi close your eyes
and toi know it.
And every time I scratch my nails
down someone else's back.
I hope toi feel it...
Well, can toi feel it?

And I'm here! to remind you
Of the mess toi left when toi went away,
It's not fair to deny me!
Of the traverser, croix I ours that toi gave to me!
toi oughta know.
That I hope toi feel it!
posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Here, sleep, at the bottom of hell
Your time has come to pick the road
You walk in this tale

Turning, as a coward you've earned
Through sickness, in health, is only won
Now go and bite your tongue

You're just of the worst of me
With the hope they'll understand
No, they know you're just a boy
So grow up and be a man

Little baby, oh, kick and toi scream, toi whine
Victims pay the price eventually
The curse that sees your lie

You've got nothing to prove, stay afraid
Young brother, you've got nothing to prove

Your answer is in there, just stare down the barrel
This sincerest apologies, won't write toi out of this...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Is there a word ou right to say
Even in this old fashioned way?
Go make your move, girl
I'm not coming home

Would things have changed if I could've stayed?
Would toi have loved me either way?
Dressed to the blues
Day to jour with my collier up

Decision sits, so make it quick
A breath inhaled from an air so sick
I cursed the jour that I learned
Of the web toi spun
You had your hold till bleeding

Hey, hey, if it was up to me
I would've figured toi out
Way before the an clocked out
Oh, I hope you're waiting

Hey, hey, if it was up to me
I would've never walked out
So until the sun burns out
Oh, I hope you're waiting...
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posted by scarykids-emo
When I first met toi
I felt like I had known toi forever,
telling toi my secrets
and what I didn't want ever.
you listened to me
I bet toi thought I'd never end,
who would have thought
we would become plus than just friends.
Over a period of time,
I got to know the real you.
A boy so caring and gentle,
with a cœur, coeur so true.
You've survived your life
with hurt and loneliness par your side.
I told toi I'd never leave
because of the feelings I have inside.
I know toi
like no one I have ever known,
and sometimes I wonder
what I'd do if toi were gone?
So I have decided
time réponses all.
If it is...
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posted by scarykids-emo
I sit at the cuisine table, tableau with my coffee and nook. 
Sipping the sweet amer substance and I turn page after page. 
I hear a drip, drop and patter outside  
The stormy sky cries icy drips of rain. 
I turn around and fix my eyes on the pooling puddles. 
My chest aches and I try to breathe in the sweet scent. 
The glass door open and the screen closed. 
A gust of chilling air sweeps in and chills me to the the center of my dance induced aching bones. 
I close my eyes and think of my love. 
So far but so close. 
I miss him. 
My chest tingles and heats with the sudden thought of him
And I've never felt plus alone. 
posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
 Good Vs Evil
Good Vs Evil
A broad incision sits across the evening
The victim to our fathers Lost war
The restless children sit and mourn the graves
Of those they've never seen before
Will they be buried here among the dead?
In the silent secret

[Chorus:]
The pioneers
In dealing with it they march for dawn, of Will and worthy
The truth be told the child was born
Man your own jackhammer
Man your battle stations
We'll have toi dead pretty soon
And now
Sincerely written from my brother's blood machine
Man your battle stations
We'll have toi accueil pretty soon
And now

Awake through motion with curiosity to curtain your first move
Over arms...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
You, you’re everything I want
And I, I’m everything toi need
This night is cutting into me
You tie me down, toi watch me bleed
And we risk everything tonight

I must confess,
I’m addicted to this
Shove your Kiss straight through my chest
I can’t deny, I’d die without this
Make me feel like a god
Music, l’amour and sex
Adrenalize me

I can be your whore
I am the dirt toi created
I am your sinner, I am your whore
But let me tell toi something, baby
You l’amour me for everything toi hate me for

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Shut up, shut up, shut up
You’re gonna listen to what I say next...
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posted by Tatyana_evthing
Dear Jacob,
We haven't talked so your probably won't care.......It was hard for me to tell this so thats why im shaking on the inside.I just cant ........anymore im not going to unfan you,or hurt toi because i'll be hurt too.Im just not going to talk to toi anymore.Its not toi .........its just me a things.....again your probably dont care because your very happy right now.......im mean like i'll still be on here.......just not talking to you......Anways, i had a lot of great times with toi through our friendship but its all ended.Im sorry......hate me all toi want i'll understand.......
have fun with life

Your Former Friend,
Tatyana
posted by scarykids-emo
Saturday night. 
I've been nursing a bottle of vodka around with me for the past few days. Since i heard what happened with Jacob and Nelly. Let me tell toi a story of Saturday night. 

I was laying on my bed, letting my freshly slit wrists heal and listening to aléatoire depressing songs on my iPod. Feeling hollow and faded, I felt like a ghost haunting my own life. My phone chimes and it's a text from Lily. She wants to go out tonight. I smile weakly and take a sip from the cool glass bottle. Typing back yes. I get up and look at the clock. 9:33. I get up and grab my permit off my dresser, my...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Is this the way I want to see me?
Please, leave your memories at the door.
Why has the world gone off and deserted me?
Why, there's just no room inside these walls.

You want it all,
But did toi want it tonight?
Or toi go through in there,
As toi wait par the light.
Oh, can toi see what you've been asking of me?
With the turn of this knife, now I will take your life.

This scene, we'll cry no.
Crying for mercy.
Now it's time to pray for the end of our life.

There will be justice in murder.
There will be justice in murder.

Now you've been for me, when no other could be.
Well, I now grow old to forget...
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posted by scarykids-emo
My tears fall,
Down onto the desk.
Jumping with sobs,
And shaking with shudders.
People ask if I'm okay,
I don't know, am I?
Wishing to slice,
As I sit through my classes.
Another visit to the hospital,
Just what I need.
My chest aches, breaks
And my cœur, coeur shatters.
Nelly Is back.
Seeking to ruin me,
Again.
He was mine,
But now I DON'T FUCKING KNOW!
Connor may have been in control,
But he's apart of Jacob,
He is jacob!
My teacher taps on my desk,
And slides me her notes.
Spacing out again, I guess.
Drowning in my algebra 3.
My mind fixes into it and the paper is finished.
The cloche, bell rings and I'm off to English.
Thanks for screwing me over Nelly.
Do I have to say it?
Alright.
Fuck toi Nelly,
And thanks for screwing me over,
AGAIN!!!!
posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Hello me... Meet the real me
And my misfit's way of life
A dark black past is my
Most valued possession

Hindsight is always 20-20
Looking back it's still a bit fuzzy
Speak of mutually assured destruction?
Nice story... Tell it to Reader's Digest!

Feeling paranoid
True enemy ou false friend?
Anxiety's attacking me, and
My air is getting thin

I'm in trouble for the things
I haven't got to yet
I'm chomping at the bit
And my palms are getting wet
Sweating bullets...

Hello me... It's me again
You can subdue, but never tame me
It gives me a migraine headache
Thinking down to your level

Yeah, just...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Black cœur, coeur number, white in line
There's no medicine that could fix that mind
Hollywood! Hollywood!
Watch out! Here she comes
Hollywood! Hollywood!
Fucking a loaded gun

Message Pad that I could write
There's no help to give this one to keep her sane
Hollywood! Hollywood!
Watch out! Here she comes
Hollywood! Hollywood!
Fucking a loaded gun

Look out boys!
She's a few cards short of a full deck
A joker in the game, oh
She's got a bullet with your name on it
No doubt. She's a mental case, oh

Better keep that girl away
Poor Hollywood!
She is Bad Goods
Poor Hollywood!

This may be the last time I say
This may be...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Believer
Your spotlight on the subject so incorrect
And suggestion suggests that I'm someone toi should not respect
Oh toi wear your facade so well
Covered up in a plastic shell
You're a liar to everyone around you
Just don't forget

Face the honest truth
You were never you

Now be defiant, the lion
Give them the fight that will open their eyes
Hangman hooded, softly swinging
Don't close the coffin yet
I'm alive

And it's homecoming
And it's homecoming

Can toi remember
When there was no wrong in what I could do
So young, biting off way plus than I could chew
And then one jour I grew too old,
And my cares were now...
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posted by Tatyana_evthing
Im no longer me when im hurt,when i want toi to be there your just sitting there while i have a gun on my lit ready to end my life. I feel like the devil has taken over me when i hurt toi but when i let go i break down into cries wondering why i just hurt you.

Im no longer me when im sleep i have nightmares of me hurting innocent humans.I wake up and i think of the evil thing that has taken over me.Im saying help me help me but its like toi dont hear me.Im so loud but toi dont listen because im evil.
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Source: l’amour
posted by scarykids-emo
The blood drips and flows.  
Anger cascades down her cheeks. 
I scream. 
It's bounces and echoes off the empty walls in my big house. 
Slicing the meaty flesh of my palm. 
Right where my palm feeds into my thumb. 
My cheeks streaked with black as I wipe my eyes. 
Grabbing her lighter
she sets a blood stained picture of her ex lover a blaze. 
Her blade trails down her arm in mind numbing silence. 
Why she does this, I don't know. 
Slicing gashes into her arm as her blood pools in her palm.
My hair creates a curtain and I incline my head. 
Her rigid spilt ends dipping into the thick crimson substance. ...
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I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy. Yeah!
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm Lost but I'm hopeful. Baby!

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working. Yeah!
I care but I'm restless.
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry. Baby!

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is...
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