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posted by bigmanguy
It usually takes me a couple of years to complete an album because I'm such a perfectionist; so Frank thinks I should start working on it as soon as possible. He agreed that I should have from October to January off because I've been working so much lately and I feel bad because I haven't been able to spend a whole lot of time with Christian.

Today's the first jour of my vacation and it's going to take me a while to get back into the routine of taking care of Christian completely on my own every day. I woke up around 9 o'clock in the morning because I knew Christian would be awake any minute now. I walked into the room just as he was opening his eyes and a dit "good morning buddy!" I think he was surprised that I was there because he asked "you're not going to work daddy?" I a dit "not for three months."

I picked him up and brought him downstairs. I put him down on the ground and noticed something taped to the refrigerator. I put the lait on the counter and grabbed the piece of paper off of the fridge to see what it was. I knelt down suivant to Christian and asked "what's this?" He a dit "those are my stickers to montrer toi how many times I used the potty daddy. The red stars are the accidents and the yellow stars are the good ones." I asked "how come toi haven't showed me this before buddy?" He a dit "I want to; but toi are tired." I felt really guilty as I looked down at him and I a dit "I don't want toi to ever feel like toi can't montrer me something just because I've had a long jour at work buddy! I don't care how tired I am; toi can spend time with me."

I looked at the piece of paper and noticed that there were significantly plus yellow stars with about 10 red stars scattered throughout the page. I a dit "it's definitely getting better. I wish some of those red stars weren't there; but it's getting better! We'll work on it while I'm on vacation. You're still having quite a bit of accidents huh buddy?" He a dit "yeah; I'm sorry daddy" and started crying.

I picked him up and a dit "it's okay Christian; why are toi so upset? It's no big deal; toi know I don't care about that stuff!" He a dit "but daddy; I don't want toi to be mad! I want to make toi happy! I didn't do good!" I don't have any idea why Christian is so critical of himself; but it makes me feel horrible!" I grabbed the piece of paper and asked "do toi see this? This is so good Christian! Why would toi think that I would be mad at you? I'm happy buddy; trust me! We just need to work on it a little bit plus until there's no red stars!" He a dit "you're supposed to be mad at me; aren't you?" I a dit "of course not" and hugged him as tight as I possibly could!

***

I'm a daddy on a mission this week and my mission is to hopefully complete this potty training thing with Christian. He is almost completely trained and I can't wait to put this thing behind us because I'm running out of carpet cleaner.

Christian came downstairs after waking up this morning and walked up to me as I stood at the counter drinking my coffee. I knelt down and gave him a hug as I a dit "good morning buddy; did toi sleep well?" He shook his head yes and I asked "did toi already use the bathroom?" He a dit "yup" and was about to sit at the table, tableau when I a dit "I'm making breakfast sandwiches instead of just cereal; so when they're finished cooking I will bring one in to toi and the two of us can eat in the living room while we watch cartoons."

After the egg and cheese breakfast sandwiches were finished cooking, I came into the living room with them on a plate. I sat down suivant to Christian on the canapé and passed Christian his sandwich. I definitely think Christian likes the idea of having me accueil for three months because I think he was getting sick of eating cereal every morning.

Christian had ketchup on his face; so I leaned over to wash it with a napkin and that's when I realized the canapé was soaking wet. I looked at Christian and he a dit "I think I need to go potty daddy." I rolled my eyes and a dit "I think toi already did." I joked "why did toi have to pee on my couch?" I think Christian thought I was mad because he burst out crying.

After cleaning him and the canapé up, he was still crying and I asked "what's wrong Christian?" He a dit in between sobs "I made toi mad!!!" I picked him up and a dit "I'm not mad at toi at all Christian; daddy was joking!" He insisted "you're supposed to be mad at me daddy!" I hugged him and a dit "no I'm not supposed to be mad at you! Do I look mad?" He a dit "no; but why aren't toi mad at me?" I a dit "because I would never get mad at toi for anything! I might get disappointed in toi sometimes; but I'll never be mad at you! I thought toi went to the bathroom already though." He a dit "I was going to when I came down here; but then toi a dit that I could watch dessins animés and I kind of forgot." I a dit "well; I'm not too happy that toi lied to me Christian. It would've been better if toi just a dit toi had to go. It would've taken just a few minutes and then toi could have come in here to watch cartoons. Doesn't that make a lot plus sense than going through all of this?" I think he started to get what I was saying because he gave me a hug and a kiss.

***

I excitedly shouted "high five Christian!" He looked at the chart taped to the fridge and gave me a high-five. I a dit "I think it's pretty sûr, sans danger to say that toi are officially potty trained now buddy! toi haven't had an accident in a week; not even at night and that shocks me. I'm so proud of toi buddy!" He jumped into my arms and was way plus concerned about the bag of Candy on the counter than what I had to say.

I passed him some M&Ms and we went into the living room to play with his toys. I usually keep the TV on and a Halloween commercial came on. I wasn't surprised that they were using "Thriller" as the musique on the advertisement because that song has become sort of a Halloween tradition. Christian looked up at the TV and I asked "would toi like to go trick-or-treating this an like the kids on TV?" He a dit "get Candy daddy!" I chuckled and a dit "yeah; people will give toi candy!" He a dit "okay" and I was kind of regretting bringing up the idea of trick-or-treating because I just realized that I have no choice other than to disassociate myself from the Jehovah's Witness religion. Sometimes I wish the rules weren't so strict because I want Christian to experience holidays just like any other child. I hope mother won't be too mad at me!

***

Yesterday my paperwork was approved and I've been officially disassociated from the Jehovah's Witness religion. My mother's on the way over and I don't know how she's going to take the news. The worst part is that Christian is taking a nap; so I can't use his cuteness as a distraction from our conversation.

Once she arrived, the two of us sat down in the living room and she asked "what did toi want to talk about Michael?" I asked "can I ask toi a hypothetical question?" She a dit "yeah; I guess." I asked "what would toi think if I told toi that I disassociated myself from the Jehovah Witnesses?" She sat there silently for a few minutes and then she asked "this isn't a hypothetical question; is it Michael?" I let out a deep sigh and a dit "no; it's not mother." She looked up at me and whispered "why?" I a dit "I'm not trying to hurt toi mother because I know how important me being a Jehovah's Witness is to you; but I want Christian to experience the things that I never got to growing up!" She a dit "Michael; you're my only good son! I l’amour my children equally of course; but you're the only one that ever listens to me anymore! All the others got sucked into the world of greed and I think any hope of getting them back is long gone now! I understand why toi did what toi did and I accept it; but toi should know that I'll never agree with it!"

She got off of the canapé and walked into the kitchen. I followed after her as she opened the front door and I shouted "mother; wait! I'm not trying to hurt you!" She didn't seem mad at me which was a good thing I guess; but I think it definitely saddens her to have me abandon one of the things that the two of us shared over the years.

I ran upstairs to my room and sat on my lit as I started to cry. I always try to make others happy instead of myself and I felt like I had to choose between Christian and my mother. I could either make my mother happy par practicing that religion ou make my son happy par letting him experience things like Halloween, Christmas, and Thanksgiving. Part of being a father is putting my son first before anyone else. I'm hoping all this will pay off in the end because right now I feel like the world's worst son.

Suddenly, I noticed Christian climbing onto my lit and he asked "why toi cry daddy?" I tried my best to dry my tears before he saw me crying; but it was already too late for that. I a dit "I'm just a little said; that's all." He a dit "you need a hug daddy" and wrapped his arms around me. I smiled and a dit "thank you; I think that's exactly what I needed buddy." He a dit "don't cry anymore!" I chuckled and a dit "okay; I won't!"

***

Christians surprised me when he a dit he didn't want to be Mickey souris for his first Halloween and I'm starting to think that he just wants the Candy plus than the whole experience of trick-or-treating. I think he finally settled on being a doctor after changing his mind over and over again. I hope he's okay with that because I just bought the costume and I have a feeling he's going to look so adorable. I got the costume just in time because Halloween is today. I came up with the idea of buying myself a costume as a disguise; so I can go trick-or-treating without a giant mob of fans knowing that I'm even near them.

I was in the living room opening up the costumes when Christian came in and noticed them. He asked "is that my doctor costume?" I a dit "it sure is buddy!" He asked "what are toi going to be daddy?" I a dit "I'm going to be Spiderman because that's the only thing with a mask that will cover my whole head." I helped him put his costume on and he looked so cute. The white veste was way too big for him and his hands pretty much got Lost inside the sleeves. I think his favori part of the costume was the stethoscope and I think he thought it was real because he kept trying to check my cœur, coeur beat.

After I got my costume on, we went outside and Tim dropped us off in the middle of town. I told him to pick us up in about 45 minutes because I figure any longer would be too long for Christian; since he just turned three a few weeks ago.

Christian was having a blast knocking on the doors. I was always trying to get him to ask for the candy; but he's way too shy for that. He didn't even really want to take the Candy because he was too afraid. He would only take it if I took it from the bowl first and he took him from me.

I looked down at my watch and realized that Tim would be looking for us in a few minutes; so I a dit "this is going to be the last house Christian because we have to go home." We walked up to the door with Christian holding my hand and the doorknob turned. The door swung open and a teenager wearing a loup mask with a flannel chemise growled at Christian.

Christian immediately freaked out and started hysterically crying as he clung to my arm. I picked him up and looked at this teenage boy as I asked with an irritated tone "seriously? That was so immature of toi to scare a three-year-old! I'm glad toi think that's so funny dude because I don't at all!"

I carried Christian off of the property and back to the SUV where Tim was. I climbed into the car with him on my lap as he continued to cry. I a dit "it's okay buddy; I know that boy was mean! He a dit "daddy; we go home!" I a dit "yup; we're going accueil right now!" He seemed all shaken up because of what had just happened; so I excitedly asked "do toi want me to make chocolat chip crêpes for dinner?" His eyes widened and I chuckled as I a dit "I thought toi would like the sound of that!"

par the time we got back to the ranch, it was almost 7 o'clock at night and we usually eat dîner at 5; so I wasn't surprised to see that Christian was getting tired. He was practically falling asleep at the table, tableau while he was eating his pancakes. I sat down suivant to him and fed him bites from his plate as he struggled to keep his eyes open.

After he had eaten most of the nourriture I picked him up and whispered "are toi ready to go night – night Christian?" I patted his back as I carried him upstairs and got him ready for bed. I brought him into his room and put him under the covers. I thought he was almost asleep at this point; but when I leaned in to give him a kiss, his eyes shot open and he asked "are toi eating my Candy daddy? toi smell like skittles!" I a dit with a guilty grin on my face "maybe!" He a dit "you are; I can see the red on your teeth and your tongue is purple!" I giggled and a dit "alright; toi caught me! There's plenty plus left; so I snuck a couple pieces!" He lightly pecked my lips and a dit "don't eat all of my Candy daddy!" I chuckled as I shut off the light and turned the TV on. Christian a dit "I l’amour toi plus daddy!" I laughed as I a dit "hey; I'm supposed to say that! I l’amour toi plus Christian!"

***

It was weird being able to celebrate Halloween because I've never been allowed celebrate it before and now I have to figure out how to celebrate Thanksgiving because that's right around the corner. My mother still won't talk to me ever since she found out that I left the Jehovah's Witness religion and I don't know if she's mad at me ou not. I wish I could convince her to leave the religion as well; because I want her to be able to be a part of all these new experiences with us.

I was sitting at the cuisine table, tableau waiting for Christian to wake up and there was a knock at the door. I got up to answer it and my manager Frank was standing there. I invited him inside and he a dit "I just wanted to stop in and see how you're doing; and I haven't seen toi in about a month. How are toi enjoying your vacation?" I a dit "I finally disassociated myself from the Jehovah's Witnesses and now I'm just trying to figure out how to celebrate Thanksgiving. I'm thinking I should invite as many people as possible over to the house for Thanksgiving." He a dit "I'll definitely come Michael! I usually celebrate Thanksgiving with my family; but if toi want me to I can come!" I a dit "only if toi want to Frank and if it's okay with your family. I really think toi should celebrate with them instead Frank because they are your family; not me and Christian!" He a dit "I consider toi part of my family Michael; toi know that!" I a dit "yeah; but toi don't feel the same way about Christian!" He a dit "I'll be the first to admit that I wasn't too keen on the idea of toi becoming a father; but I'm slowly getting used to it as time passes." I a dit "Christian is going to wake up soon; so toi should probably go. Feel free to stop par on Thanksgiving jour for a couple of hours; but toi really should spend it with your family Frank!" He patted my shoulder and a dit "will do for sure!" He shut the door behind him and I walked upstairs to check on Christian to see if he was awake yet.

I walked into his room and he was once again hanging off the side of the bed. I ran to catch him before he fell off the lit and smacked his head on the floor. I picked him up and a dit "good morning Christian." He opened his eyes and rubbed them as he a dit "good morning daddy." I a dit "I'm going to make toi some breakfast and while toi eat, I'm going to make some phone calls to invite your aunts and uncles to come over on Thanksgiving."

I went downstairs and made Christian some oatmeal for breakfast. Afterwards, I went into the living room and started to call each one of my siblings. Surprisingly, all of them agreed to come over and I'm hoping it's not because my brothers want to ask me for money to pay for another one of their "get rich quick" schemes. I really hope I don't regret inviting them because it usually doesn't end very well for me!

***

My alarm clock started beeping and I opened my eyes just as the sun started to come up. I got ready for the jour and went downstairs to make myself a cup of coffee. I went to the pantry and grabbed a bunch of different nourriture to start preparing for our Thanksgiving meal this afternoon. I am a pretty good cook; but I've never tried to make some of these foods before and I hope I don't screw it up. I was at a complete loss about how to cook a turkey and this was one of those times when I wish I could call my mother for advice.

I know that that's going to take the longest to cook, so I put that in first and hoped for the best. I decided that it's probably best if I cook the things that I'm most familiar with first; so I made the mashed potatoes and vegetables before starting the plus difficult things. I'm not really familiar with baking things; I just hope that these pies turn out okay.

After I had gotten the three pies into the oven, I heard Christian coming downstairs. He walked up to me and I a dit "hey buddy; I've got to pick out your clothes for the day!" I turned the TV on in the living room and went upstairs to get his clothes while he watched cartoons.

I came back downstairs and helped him get dressed into his little Thanksgiving jour outfit. It was a pair of kaki pants, white socks, and a long sleeve white T-shirt, and a sweater vest with a checkered pattern of brown and orange. I combed his hair because I want him to look good when everybody came over.

I only allowed Christian to eat small snacks because I didn't want him to lose his appetite par the time everyone arrived. When they got here, I invited them inside and we all hurried to set the table, tableau because they were really hungry. I helped Christian get up into his booster siège and sat down in the chair suivant to him. I a dit "I guess I'll say grace as fast as possible because I know we all want to eat. A lot has changed in these past couple of months for me and I never thought I would be in this position; but I don't regret it one bit because I l’amour my son so much. I'm so thankful that God brought Christian into my life because I can't even imagine what my life would be like without him; amen."

I started to fill Christian’s plate with nourriture and Latoya a dit "that was really sweet Michael! I have to say that you're an amazing father!" Jackie a dit "yeah Mike; she's right! You're a great dad!" I looked at Christian and asked "do toi think they're right?" He a dit "you're the best daddy in the whole world!" I hugged him and a dit "you're the best son in the whole Christian!"

All of us went into the living room to eat dessert and we sat on the floor. Christian is addicted to Oreo biscuits, cookies and that's his favori food; so I made an Oreo cookie flavored pie. The minute he started to eat his piece of pie, I could tell that he was going to make a huge mess. I took the plate from him and a dit "here; let daddy feed toi because I don't want toi to make a mess buddy!" Janet a dit "you must be excited celebrate Christmas with him Michael! toi and him get to celebrate your first Christmas together! Do toi have any plans for Christmas Michael?" I a dit "I don't really know what I'm going to do yet; but it's kind of irritating that it doesn't snow here in LA! Christian won't get to experience a white Christmas!" She suggested "why don't toi take Christian to Canada and rent one of those fancy log cabins; that way there will be snow on the ground when he wakes up on Christmas morning?" I a dit "actually; that doesn't sound like a bad idea!" Jermaine looked at Christian and asked "what do toi want for Christmas Christian?" He quietly whispered "clothes." All of us were completely baffled par his response and I asked "you really want clothes for Christmas? I can afford to buy toi anything toi ever want for a toy; but toi want clothes?" He a dit "I like clothes daddy" and Randy a dit "I definitely wasn't expecting to hear him say that! What three-year-old wants clothes for Christmas? My kids just throw any clothes they get behind them and déplacer on to something else!" He joked "can I swap kids with toi Mike?" I laughed and a dit "sorry; he's here to stay!" Christian a dit "kiss daddy" and I puckered my lips as he leaned in to Kiss me. Rebbie a dit "he's seriously the cutest thing ever Michael!" Christian sat in my lap and I asked "Christian; who is your best friend?" He pointed up at me and Marlon asked "you l’amour your daddy; don't toi Christian?" He whispered "yeah; I'm daddy's boy!" I a dit "and I l’amour my buddy so much!"

***

I really like the idea of renting a cabine in Canada for a few days and I am going to rent one after all. I was upstairs getting Christian ready to take a nap when I a dit "okay buddy; I'm going to go shopping for your Christmas presents and Tim is going to watch toi while I'm gone!" I turned the TV on and walked out of the room.

My other bodyguard James took me to a department store that was closed just so I could go shopping for the day. I bought so many clothes for Christian that it filled up three shopping carts. After I had gotten a bunch of clothes, I went to the toy section to buy him some fun things. At the back of the store, I saw a huge 300 piece train table, tableau with tracks and Christian has recently developed an interest in "Thomas the Tank Engine"; so I knew he would l’amour this.

This wasn't just any train table, it's a $1500 train table, tableau with pretty much every character that is on the "Thomas the Tank Engine" TV montrer and I think the cashier at the store was shocked that I was actually going to spend that much money on one item. I ended up spending $15,000 on all of Christian's Christmas presents; but it'll be well worth it when I see his face on Christmas morning when he sees all his presents!

***

My bodyguards James and Tim pulled up in front of a huge cabine that I had rented in the Canadian countryside. Christian I got out of the car and I a dit "have a good holiday toi guys; we'll see toi when toi come to pick us up in three days!" James a dit "we already had someone drop off all the gifts toi bought and they are in one of the spare bedrooms waiting for toi to emballage, wrap them Michael!" I a dit "okay guys; thanks for all the help! Say hello to your families for me!" They both a dit "we will Michael; have a good Christmas!" I quickly grabbed the cardboard box from the back siège with all the cookie baking ingredients inside it and waved goodbye to them as they pull out of the driveway.

I carried Christian inside with one hand as I carried the cardboard box with the other. I turned on the light with my elbow because both my hands are full and put the box on the nearby counter. It was way past Christian’s bedtime par the time we got to the cabin; so I carried him upstairs to get him ready for bed.

I found a room that was perfect for Christian to sleep in because it had a TV and a big lit that I think would be hard for him to roll out of in the middle of the night. I covered him up with the blankets and kissed his forehead after I turned the TV on. I don't even think he will be awake long enough to even watch one episode of cartoons.

I walked down the hall and found the room where all the presents were. That's when I realized how many presents I had actually bought because this entire room was covered with stuff. I walked into the room and sat down on the small l’espace of the lit that wasn't covered with anything. In one corner of the room, I noticed over 30 rolls I'm wrapping paper and a bucket full of rolls of tape. I whispered to myself "this is going to take forever to emballage, wrap all of this stuff! Why did I wanted do this all of this on my own?" I must've spent most of the night wrapping gifts and when they had all been wrapped I counted about 250 presents. I know what you're thinking; I'm crazy!"

***

I was downstairs cooking bacon and eggs for breakfast when Christian walked down the stairs of the cabin. He walked up to me and I picked him up as I a dit "good morning buddy! Are toi ready to have fun today?" He asked "what are we going to do today daddy?" I a dit "well, before we do anything we're going to eat breakfast. Then we're going to go outside to play in the snow and go sledding. We're going to decorate the Christmas arbre and bake biscuits, cookies to leave out for Santa Claus. Then we're going to go get ready for lit because tonight's Christmas Eve and toi have to be asleep for Santa Claus to come."

After we were done eating breakfast, I a dit "okay; let's get toi ready to go play in the snow!" I went to the closet and grabbed everything we needed. I began to get him dressed in his snowsuit, jacket, gloves, hat, and boots. I looked up at the clock on the mur and realized that it had taken me 45 minutes to get him ready to go outside. I asked "are toi ready to go outside now?" He asked "daddy?" I responded "yeah?" He a dit "I have to go potty." I covered my face of my hands and asked "are toi serious? Do toi really have to go?" He nodded his head yes and I couldn't help but laugh at how much time I had just wasted getting him ready to play in the snow; just to have him tell me that he needed to go to the bathroom before we even made it out the door.

Afterwards, we finally made it outside and it didn't look to me like Christian had ever seen snow before. He wouldn't let go of my hand and I a dit "it's okay buddy; it's just snow! It isn't going to hurt you!" He started freaking out and a dit "my boot is stuck in the snow daddy!!! I can't move; help!!!" I a dit "okay; how about we try something with a little less walking involved?" I climbed onto the sled and put him on my lap. We slid down a huge colline and thank God I was on the sled with Christian because I had to swerve out of the way so we wouldn't hit a tree. Christian thought traîneau, traîneau à chiens was the best thing in the world after that and I must've carried him up that colline over 30 times; so we could slide back down!

I brought Christian back inside and fed him some lunch before I put him down for a nap. While he was sleeping, I started to set things up so we could make cookies. An heure later, he woke up from his nap and came downstairs. I picked him up and a dit "okay; are toi ready to make some biscuits, cookies for Santa?" The biscuits, cookies were already in the four because I knew Christian was far too young to actually help me make the cookies; so it's better just to have him decorate the cookies.

When they came out of the oven, I let them cool down for a few minutes; so they were still warm but not warm enough to burn Christian. I passed Christian a cookie and he put SO MUCH frosting on those biscuits, cookies that it was overflowing off the sides. I had to stop him because if I didn't there wouldn't have been enough frosting for the other cookies. After the biscuits, cookies were decorated, I asked "do toi want to lick the spoon that I used to make the cookie dough with?" He smiled and I passed in the spoon as he walked off into the living room.

I followed after him with boxes of decorations and sat down on the floor. The smell of the pine needles from the Christmas arbre filled the entire living room as I started to put ornaments and lights on the tree. I made sure to not buy any glass decorations because I wanted Christian to be able to help me decorate the tree. Once that it was decorated, I passed Christian the étoile, star and put him on my shoulders. I a dit "go ahead; put the étoile, star on the haut, retour au début of the arbre pal!" Even though he was on my shoulders, he was just barely able to reach high enough to put the étoile, star up there!

I took Christian off of my shoulders and noticed that it was starting to get dark; so I a dit "let me switch on the lights on the tree." I think that's when Christian really got excited and I a dit "okay; let's go eat some macaroni and cheese!"

After he was done eating, we went through his typical bedtime routine and he climbed into lit afterwards. I lie down suivant to him and read him "the night before Christmas." I kissed his forehead and a dit "sleep well buddy! Don't go downstairs until I tell toi it's okay! toi have to go right to sleep after the montrer is over because if toi don't Santa Claus won't come." He a dit "okay daddy; I will! I l’amour you" I shut off the light and a dit "I l’amour toi more" as I shut the door.

I waited about an heure and a half and went to check on Christian to make sure that he was sleeping before I started to bring things downstairs. It took me about 50 trips up and down the stairs to bring everything into the living room. The final trip was for the train table, tableau that I still needed to put together. I tried my best not to make noise as I pushed the gigantic box down the stairs.

I dumped the contents of the box onto the floor as gently as I could; but it still made a racket. I was so worried that that woke Christian up; so I ran upstairs to double check on him again. Once I realized that he was asleep for the rest of the night, I went back downstairs and lay down on my stomach. I opened up the instructions and started to flip through the pages as I a dit to myself "Spanish, French, Japanese, German; where the hell is the English version of these instructions?" I found them at the very end of the manual; but that just confused me. It took me from 9 o'clock at night to 3 o'clock in the morning to put together that train table! The box a dit "some assembly required" when actually it should have read "all assembly required!” I had to set up the tracks, built the table, tableau itself, and put the trees in the area they were assigned to going par the number written on the train table. I'm just glad that I built this thing because I was worried that I wasn't going to be able to figure out how to do it; I'm not a very handy person at all and I'm surprised that I figured out how to put this train table, tableau together all on my own!

***

I heard "daddy, daddy, wake up daddy" as I felt Christian jumping on my chest. I opened up my eyes slightly and groaned in pain as I a dit "okay; okay I'm up!" I rubbed my eyes and looked over at the alarm clock as I noticed it was only just barely 7 AM. I got out of lit and chased after Christian as he ran to the haut, retour au début of the stairs. I a dit "wait for daddy Christian! Don't go downstairs yet because I want to take pictures.

I grabbed my camera as I followed behind Christian and a dit "okay; let's see if Santa Claus came last night" his mouth dropped wide open as he walked in so living room and I snapped pictures with the camera. I knelt down suivant to Christian and chuckled as I whispered "what is that Christian?" He a dit "choo-choo train!" He walked over to the train table, tableau and I knelt down suivant to him again as I pointed to one of the trains. I quietly asked "who is that Christian?" He looked at it and a dit "Thomas!" I gasped and a dit "wow; Santa Claus must know that toi like Thomas the Tank Engine!"

I grabbed the empty plate of biscuits, cookies and a dit "wow; he ate all your biscuits, cookies buddy!" He didn't even look up from the train table, tableau and that's when I realized it probably would've been a better idea to cover that up with a blanket and have him open it at the very end because I think I Lost him.

I sat down on the floor and a dit "come here Christian; look at all these presents toi have to open?" He whispered "no; I play with my choo-choo train daddy!" I a dit "you can play with your choo-choo train later buddy; look at all these presents that daddy spent hours wrapping!" I started to tear open one of the presents and that caught his attention because he took the present out of my hands. Once he realized that there were toys and clothes underneath the wrapping paper, he was unstoppable. He ripped through everything like a tornado and before I knew it, the entire living room floor of the cabine was covered with stuff.

Once everything had been opened, Christian started to come up to me and was asking me for help taking things out of the packaging. I a dit "I'll open this for toi but I want a hug first." He gave me a hug and lightly pecked my lips and I a dit "thank you; did toi have a good first Christmas with me?" He a dit "yeah daddy; but how did Santa Claus get that big train table, tableau down the chimney?" I a dit "I don't know; Santa is just magical like that I guess!!!”
posted by mjpeterpan
Far away
In a Lost world
I hear your voice
Calling for heaven
Cast away
Caught in memories
toi must believe
l’amour will come through

I’ll be your angel
In your darkest night
I’ll be your destiny
Waiting par your side
I’ll be the sunshine
When you’re feeling blue
I’m always here
For you

Comes a day
cœur, coeur on fire
When all your faith
Seems to be missing
Go your way
And you’ll find there
A land of hope
A land of dreams

I’ll be your angel
In your darkest night
I’ll be your destiny
Waiting par your side
I’ll be the sunshine
When you’re feeling blue
I’m always here
For you

And when toi lose it all
And nothing seems right
Just keep holding on to me

I’ll be your angel
In your darkest night
I’ll be your destiny
Waiting par your side
I’ll be the sunshine
When you’re feeling blue
I’m always here
For you
posted by luvauntrosienmj
The suivant jour Michael wakes up and he call bobby Michael a dit " salut good morning bobby i need a girl man a girl?" Bobby a dit " yes u do sir u are so lonely u need a girl a woman in life" Michael a dit " ok bobby u help me out go to resturants and if u see hottest tell them Michael Jackson want talk to them one on one Bobby a dit " alright Michael bye" Michael a dit " bye get to work" then Michael hang up phone and then 5 mins later door cloche, bell rang Michael open the door and it was like a lot of hottes bobby a dit " here u are boss" Michael a dit " dammmm!! bobby thats work" bobby a dit " Michael " thank...
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“After Thriller we went to Disney World and I have this photograph in my bibliothèque that I really treasure which is a really silly photo of Michael Jackson, Mickey and me. The guy took like two pictures when I heard this deafening noise and I looked and I saw this security guy *****ing out and talking into his microphone. I turned around and I don’t really know how to explain it but it was the only time in my life that I was truly terrified and I thought, “We’re dead”. It was a sea of people and they completely surrounded this island of herbe and they were held back par this little chain...
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posted by Walsh97
 Maria von Köhler's Michael Jackson sculpture at the Premises Studios
Maria von Köhler's Michael Jackson sculpture at the Premises Studios
Hackney musique studio The Premises has been on the receiving end of ‘hate mail’ after they installed a Michael Jackson sculpture.

The controversial artwork – called Madonna and Child – depicts the moment in Berlin in 2002 when the King of Pop held his baby out of a window. True to the original incident, the life-size statue leans out of the building.

Now the Premises Studios has become the target of abusive emails from Jackson fans, who say the sculpture is an insult to their hero.

One described it as: “The most outrageous sick thing that could have ever gone on in the city of London.”...
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posted by numba1MJfan
From that night they had so mmuch fun and the night went par very quickly.the suivant morning they helped cleen up thier mess,ate,packed all thier belongings,and waited for thier daddy to pick them up.they all starrdat jens because she was weraing a bikini under a dress.they all asked her where she was going
jen-well didnt ur daddy tell toi im going over to hang out with him and he a dit bring extra clothes cause we r going swimming.before they could answer BEEP BEEEP BEEEPP went the car.On the way to his mansion they talked about lastnight.michael was so glad that jen was such a good woman,good...
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Goodbye my Soul friend
Goodbye My Soul Love
I saw toi standing at the doors of Neverland
ready to pick me up and say Goodbye
You were looking at me with tears in your eyes,
I heard your voice saying ''I'll be back''
The dance is over,I was sitting par the feu missing the touch of your Neverland spirit
The Neverland doors were closing and opening
in a shape of the wind your voice was remaining in my cœur, coeur wanting toi to come back to me,but it's too late cuz you're not here with me...
Goodbye my Soul friend
Goodbye my Soul Love
The one that made my cœur, coeur lift up in the sky
Watching toi in Neverland,be blessed...
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posted by koolkat-1104
Smile, though your cœur, coeur is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If toi smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If toi just...

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time toi must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If toi just...

Smile, though your cœur, coeur is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If toi smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If toi just smile...

That's the time toi must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If toi just smile
posted by koolkat-1104
Live and sin
Ten years il y a on this day, my cœur, coeur was yearning
I promised I would never ever be returning
Where my baby broke my cœur, coeur and left me yearning

As we walked into the room, there were faces
Saring, glaring, tearing through me
Someone a dit welcome to your doom
Then they smiled with eyes that looked as if they knew me
This is scaring me

We walked up the stairs still concealing gloom
There were two girls sitting in My room
She walked up to my face
And a dit this is the place
You a dit meet toi right here at noon

Heartbreak hotel
Heartbreak hotel
Heartbreak hotel
Heartbreak hotel

Hope is dead
She thought...
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I care for Michael Jackson cause he made me believe that toi can do anything if toi set your mind to it he has made me happy rather its his smile ou musique the song "Cry" i would always listen to when i felt down ou sad but i would look up and keep my head to the sky. I know Michael tried to change the world and he couldnt do it par himself. He needes help im wanting to help the world so bad and hope that people will never forget the King Of Pop. I have learned so many things if toi compare my life with his. Well thats another story but i l’amour michael hes my idol some one i look up to hes always made me smile and if haters cant see that. Let them hate we dont care right? if toi will comet why toi l’amour and care for Michael Jackson our King of Pop
MICAEL JOSEPH JACKSON!!!!!!!!!!! THE GREATES POP LEGEND IN THE WORLD!!! (KING OF POP) many ppl just became fans of him once he died (POSERS) BUT LUCKALY FOR ME I'VE BEEN A fan SINCE I WAS 9 MONTHS OLD MY DAD USED TO BE A fan OF HIM AND HAD EVERY CD , 14 OF THEM ARE AUTOGRAPHED SO HE WOULD TURN THE musique ON AND LET ME LISTEN! ONCE I BACAME 2 YEARS OLD I WOULD STAND 2 FEET AWAY FROM THE T.V. AND DANCE THE THRILLER SONG! I'VE MET LATOYA JACKSON AND I CAN DANCE EXACTLY LIKE HIM! I WENT TO DANCE CAMP WHEN I WAS 6 YEARS OLD AND WE HAD A COMPETITION SO I DANCED LIKE MICHAEL JACKSON! I WON!!!!!! I...
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posted by awsomegtax
i was listening to a song today tabloid junkie.
(one of my favori mj songs :D)
i notes that his lyrics were strong and i knew he met it. BECAUSE HE HAD A RIGHT TO.
too many tabloids judge too many people ou have to make up crap. michael did nothing and toi all know that. He is so kind that neverland was free for every one! and i think that was so kind of him to make it that way. any way at my school i have to many tabloids who judge me about stuff and i cant take it!!. I know how he feels deep down inside and as well alot of the people are so damn dis respectable and i wish that our world wasn't...
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Michael Jackson's producer/director for the "This Is It" tour will be a étoile, star witness for the prosecution in Dr. Conrad Murray's preliminary hearing which begins today ... sources tell TMZ.


Our sources tell us ... Kenny Ortega will testify that on June 19, 2009 -- a week before MJ died -- Michael complained he was cold, had the shakes and was unable to perform ... so the rehearsal was canceled.

The suivant jour -- June 20 -- an emergency meeting was held at Michael's home. Kenny Ortega, several big wigs from AEG, Michael, and Dr. Conrad Murray were present. We're told the meeting was "intense, loud...
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posted by awsomegtax
idk why im typing this but hear it goes.
i have been thinking rly hard lately and saw so many magnificent poems and articles and stuff.
i feel guilty inside and want to make a big differences in the world if only i could.
i want to help the homeless and the kids that don't get much for x-mas i feel like i should do something and i want to help so bad but how.
it makes me cry every time i think of people like that and sometimes a vice in my head pops up and says "that should be me."
a tear ou two streams down my face.
i remember how michael didn't lose hope to help a little boy get a liver. without...
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posted by the_best_Lover
- Know what I also love? Mannequins. I guess I want to bring them to life. I like to imagine talking to them. toi know what I think it is?
Yeah, I think I'll say it.

I think I'm accompanying myself with Friends I never had. I probably have two friends. And I just got them. Being an entertainer, toi just can't tell who is your friend. And they see toi so differently. A étoile, star instead of a next-door neighbor. That's what it is. I surround myself with people I want to be my friends. And I can do that with mannequins. I'll talk to them.

I sit there and say, 'Please don't call me up, I am too shy.'...
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posted by kittenlove123
I just couldn't help but do a little review on the song I'll be there. Everytime I hear this song, I just want to tell someone how beautiful it is. Unfortunatly I don't have many people close to me that like Michael.

I'm sure I've talked about I'll be there before in answers. But here toi go.

I want to start with michaels voice. In the song, young Michaels voice is so magical, amazing, beautiful..,
I like to describe it as melted gold, honey, the sound of an angel... I just can't describe it in any other way

The voices of Michaels brothers in the background also add to the magic. For example,...
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11/11/2010 11:00 PM PST par TMZ Staff


The first new Michael Jackson single will be a duet with Akon -- a song entitled "Hold My Hand" that was originally leaked in 2008.



Epic Records/Sony musique just announced the lead single off the upcoming album "Michael" -- and "Hold My Hand" will be released this coming Monday, November 15 on michaeljackson.com.

Akon and MJ recorded the track back in 2007 ... a raw, incomplete version was eventually leaked to the public.

The new album will feature a total of 10 tracks -- including the controversial "Breaking News" -- when it's released December 14.
posted by the_best_Lover
Anthony: We have a question from SJ Chams who wonders, "Do toi think you'll do another duet with Janet?"
Michael: I would l’amour to! It depends on the song, the time. When she's in one corner of the Earth, I'm in another place. It's very rare that our ships pass in the night. So it's not easy to do 'cause we're both very busy. But that would be very nice. I l’amour working with her. She's a true real professional and a wonderful sister.
Anthony: Excellent. Ah, we have Sheik 33 who wonders, "Who was your idol when toi were a child?"
Michael: I always went nuts for.... I mean, I could be asleep......
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posted by CMJCMJLG
The world was in great depression,
the custody for your kids was in session.
There was too much buzz around,
all I wanted to hear your voice your sound.
I wish toi hadn't gone,
all toi had to do was sing one plus song.
I'm écriture this to you.
your death has made me blue.
Why did toi pass on June 25, 2009?
"This is it" last concert then toi had to resign.
On my continuation my friend
told me toi had passed toi were dead.
God decided he needed you,
I respected the things toi used to do.
Your songs were good, great,
to me and the musique world toi were a saint.
Jésus decided he wanted toi my friend,
toi and I know that your musique is not at an end.
The world kept talking about him,
the planet and the sun now seemed a little less bright, dim.
Goodbye toi were a story, a light,
see toi later and when I see you, toi will be a sight.
posted by ozchick
WE CONCLUDED THE LAST EPISODE WITH MIKE Jr TALKING WITH HIS LITTLE SISTER PARIS OVER THE PHONE ABOUT THEIR FATHERS UPCOMING THIS IS IT TOUR ANNOUNCEMENT IN Londres AT THE 02 ARENA. AS BRANDI CLEANS UP AFTER BREAKFAST MIKE Jr (WHO IS A SONGWRITER AND PRODUCER) IS HEADING OFF TO THE STUDIO DOWNTOWN TO DO A RECORDING WITH THE ARTIST P!NK.

MARCH 2 - 10.OO AM

BRANDI - Did toi talk to your father baby?

MIKE - No I couldn't, He was busy down in the studio with Prince

(Brandi gives him a filthy look)

MIKE - WHAT??? (Mike exclaims)

BRANDI - toi could have called his cell baby, toi know he would have answered...
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TMZ has learned Michael Jackson's tomb has been defaced par a stealth band of vandals -- who have marked the walls of MJ's mausoleum with hidden messages ... and it's all in permanent ink.


Security at Forest Lawn in Glendale, CA is on the lookout for "fans" who have been écriture messages in hard-to-spot places outside the main window of the building in which MJ is entombed.

The écriture is mostly hidden underneath ledges -- ou in spots covered par bushes -- and contains messages like, "Miss you" and "Keep the dream alive."

Reps at Forest Lawn are pretty ticked off -- telling TMZ, "Activity such as this, is a prime example why we are evaluating the level of access to the various entrances of the Great Mausoleum."

Forest Lawn also tells us that anyone caught vandalizing the cemetery will be banned for life.