Do toi ever imagine that toi knew michael and toi were at his memorial making a speech?

I did, i imagined that i was janet jackson & i was talking about all the thing's michael & I did and how much fun we had together, then the other jour i imagined i was paris saying that speech about Michael, i started crying becasue i felt that i knew michael so much that it hurt to imagine how his family were feeling. so if toi ever have a kind of imagination that makes toi believe toi knew Michael then write it down and say who toi imagined your self too be. (might be a stupid question, but i do it.) :D