a little sad fic for matt.

Mello had always been your best friend.

The only one to see toi cry, the first to make toi smile when toi arrived, the only one to welcome toi as a friend.

He was the one who whispered 'its okay, i'm here' through the tear filled nights

The one who knew what toi feared,

What made toi laugh,

And what made toi hurt.

The one person that actually cared for toi and toi cared for him.

Like brothers, just closer.

And now that hes gone, you're breaking.

Disappearing in the early morning then not returning.

toi blame yourself.

If toi hadn't Lost your temper, if toi had just listened to what he was going to say, toi would be with him where ever he is.

toi know toi cant live without him.

The one toi grew to know, like and maybe even love?

A single tear falls from those émeraude green eyes.

The ones he looked right into that night and promised never would he leave toi alone.

He wasn't usually a liar.

But where is he now?

You're alone.

Again.

Something he promised would never happen.

toi cant take it much more, as toi stand on the balcony.

A faint smile appears through the tears as toi remember the jour he demanded the haut, retour au début appartment.

It soon fades though.

Slow drops of rain hit your face, darkening your mood even more.

With another sigh toi give up.

Just another step and its over.

Taking a deep breath, closing your eyes.

toi curse the fact he brought toi to do this.

toi hit the sent button on your phone.

The last message.
'Goodbye Mello.

I will always l’amour you.

Always.

xxxxx'

Knowing he wont read it, why would he?

toi do it.

Taking a last breath.

Taking a last step.

You.

Say.

Goodbye.