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posted by s3ptamber
Backwards leaving
Barely beating
Stupid reasons
Useless feelings
I wasn't that surprised (its always part of my)
Awkward attempts to stay gone

I remain unknown

[Chorus:]
Im bleeding where I bled
Im hiding where I hid
Im entertained in sicker things
And everybody said
Im burning out instead
The softer side of unbearable

Feel castrated
Complicated
Mind mistreated
I wasn't that prepared (I wasn't that aware)
Just wanted to disappear

I remain unknown

[Chorus]

Come Around, coming down
Giving a frown, to the sound
When I hit ground
I the way that I say
When I know that I don't give a fcuk
about it anyway
Stay awake, Feeling cold and tired

Resignation - life's forsaken
I should have thought ahead

And I remain unknown

[Chorus]

I'm sicker than I thought
I'm fighting what I fought
I'm right back where I started from
Backwards leaving, Barely beating
posted by s3ptamber
And I wondered why toi came for all this after so long
When it ripped into toi like the son toi never were
And I don't think this is what toi wanted now

It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put toi here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the l’espace around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)

And I wondered why toi never doubted getting there
(so far from here)
When it pulls toi down and throws toi over, waiting there
Why do toi always end up right back here

It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put toi here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the l’espace around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)

toi always end up here
toi always end up here
toi always end up
posted by s3ptamber
From the scrapes and bruises
To the familiar abuses
I'll kick and scream but it never changed anything

I could spill my guts out
Wearing my best little girl pout
And I almost missed it
But nobody a dit that this was gonna be easy

This is not the man I hoped to be
And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding
I don't know how to word it
I just started to deserve it
And all my, all my faces are alibis
And me, I'm half the man I wanted to be

Most times it all comes out wrong
I don't know the words but I'll hum along
There's nothing famillar here anymore
to anyone ou anything left to feel alive

And I still taste that...
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posted by s3ptamber
All the concrete words around here
I'm the bad seed, I think I swallowed it whole
You're the compromise that never falls through
Never left behind on the break down

A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before
A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door
With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore
The apathy that always leads me

All the broken hearts that hang around here
All the sick things that make toi pull out your hair
All the bad dreams, all the nightmares
All the avarice that's always sticking it in

A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before...
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posted by s3ptamber
I never took toi for a trick but sometimes I don't know what toi want
I can take it if toi need to take this out on someone

That little chienne with her head held so high
talking shit when I cut myself so I could feel something I know is not a lie

That one stings a little
I'm always in the middle
I don't expect but try me
And toi will always find me here
This is where I scream from

You can take it all away and I'll miss
There's a little bit of toi in all this
And toi can say toi only think toi know, yeah
Please, there's a better bit of me to see yet
Cause toi haven't seen any of my best
You know I hate myself...
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posted by s3ptamber
This might sting a bit
You got here just in time to see everything fall apart
I'm not upset at all
But it's sad to see that everybody knows
That I've been down in here before and maybe I could want it more
I know I never tried to stop I never try

[Chorus]
Shut your mouth and hey
So what's one plus excuse, guess
I just like the abuse
Dizzied up in my never try vertigo
They're calling out for blood, guess it's just understood
Said we'd always try, as long as
I just don't do

Disappointed
And no one thought that this would be me and my everything
Is this pound of flesh enough
And I'll cut away until toi say enough...
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posted by s3ptamber
Did I let toi down to get that sound
And break my knees to get release
And toi needed some just to take toi from
And I hit toi more
Is your face still sore?

Sorry but I tried
It was never mine
And I can still pretend
I guess it all depends
I'm still a little crazy all the time
But I still try to hide it
That's still mine

Try a little more
a little more
a little more
They slap toi like a bitch
and toi take it like a whore

What a cheap perfume
I hate this room
So testify
But I still tried
And toi need that stamp
Little handshake tramp
And toi hit me more
And my face is still sore

Sorry but I tried
It was never mine
And...
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posted by marydestinyhart
Ever After-

Once upon a time
I used to romanticize
Used to be somebody, never mind
I don't miss it that much now
I think it's sinking in
The days that I wonder where I've been
And picture perfect porcelain
But I won't lose a pound

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You say I will make a better liar
And never face the musique when it's dire
And I breathed it, disaster, ever after
Don't pull away from me now

chorus-
Don't toi move
Can't toi stay where toi are, just for now
I could be your perfect disaster
You could be my ever after
You could be my ever after, after all
I could be your perfect disaster
You could be me ever after
[ Lyrics...
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posted by s3ptamber
I felt it turn to come and go
don't worry no one ever knows
I don't know why it just won't die
It breaks me in to stay alive
I know it hurt a lot like you
C'mon I know that toi felt it too

It hurts the same and that's ok
I never liked him anyway
I know

It seems so long since I've been gone
I got so used to just hanging on
I feel so wrong
I don't belong
I got so used to just hanging on

I'm used to starving out instead
It's easier than fakign it
Sometimes it hurts but
That's no worsethan all those times
I guess it works
I know they walked away with a piece of me

The plus I bruise from laying low
I walk around liek I'm alive again
But I know it's just not the same

Shut up
I'm sorry I broke it all
I don't know why it just won't die
And I'm fading
posted by s3ptamber
Tear those pictures off the wall
I don't think I will need them all again
I think the problem here is there's nothing wrong
I guess that I can coast along for now

Little bit, little more, There's something missing
I'm missing the point I did before

I'm sorry that I'm always the one to let toi down again
And I feel so ashamed
It should have been easy
(I feel so low)
And I want toi to know
That I won't let go again
(I feel so low)

You were the first to knock me down
In a way I guess we're even now
And I know I only used that first to justify
But maybe that's not just a lie
who knows

Little bit, little more, There's...
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posted by s3ptamber
Stop dragging around
I think that somebody knows
(turn it up, turn it up)
I think that somebody knows
(turn it up, turn it up)
So they can watch me explode
Another piece of me is gone again

I don't want toi to go
but I already know
(turn it up, turn it up)
Yeah, I already know
(turn it up, turn it up)
It's probably better to go
And toi can leave if it's easier

Lost and useless
no plus bruises
I'll burn this place down
Don't make no sound

September won't toi bring me some rain again?
This sun is melting my skin
And I would give toi anything to feel something else

September falls away 'till I'm broken
I just hate...
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posted by s3ptamber
I look around, round, look around and look it over,
I take it up, up take it out and take toi nowhere,
Trading in who I've been for shiny celebrity skin
I like to push it and push it until my luck is over.
It never stop stops, never stops well toi better,
Think it over prima donna toi don't want to sever
All the work to impress, charming girls out of their dresses,
Smiling pretty, well pretty will avaler, hirondelle toi forever

Step one, step two, step three repeat
And I pray at the church of asses in the seats,
I disappear behind the beat
Yeah

When the mirrors and the lights
And the smoke clear I'd never guess
How...
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posted by s3ptamber
I will softly pull away
In this broken beautiful mess I've made
And in the dead and quiet I will slowly fade
In this masterpiece I made

I'll burn out and slip away
And this just a part I portray
You're beautiful, can I hide in toi and stay here?

Making mostly to themselves
Hush now they'll hurt toi till your cœur, coeur melts
They know you're lonely
And they will only break your heart
And this masterpiece will tear toi apart

I'll burn out and slip away
And this just a part I portray
You're beautiful,
Can I hide in toi and stay here?

First it comes alive, creeping quiet
And this is just a part I portray
You're beautiful, can I hide in you
And stay here all night?

Well, oh I will pull away
I portray

I'll wreck this if I have to
Tell me what good would that do?
I'll wreck this if I have to
Tell me what good would that do?
I'll wreck this if I have to
Tell me what good would that do?
posted by s3ptamber
I don't patronize, I realize
I'm losing and this is my real life.
I am half asleep, and I am wide awake.
This habit is always so hard to break.

I don't want to be the bad guy,
I've been blaming myself and I think toi know why.
I'm killing time, and time's killing you
Every way that I do.

[Chorus:]
Did toi say "please just follow me?"
I thought toi wanted me.
Cause I want toi all to myself.
I can try to suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like some one else

Please just follow me.
I thought toi wanted me.
Cause I want toi all to myself.
I can try to suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel...
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posted by s3ptamber
First it comes on quiet, creeping slow
Clever words and phrases only stain
I remain so Lost and buried under everything I need
When all I want it you

I've been here so very long
And every word is calculated
Never questioned ou debated
All these practiced poses
I could wreck it I had to
But I'm the wreck so what would that do?
My masterpiece will fall apart
It was over before the start

If I burn out and slip away
If this is just a part I portray
If this is just a part I portray
You're beautiful, can I hide in toi awhile?
If this is just a part I portray
If this is just a part I portray

They keep mostly to themselves...
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posted by s3ptamber
I've got a new disease in me,
I've got a friend that's losing sleep,
I take it hard, it's hard to take,
I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake.
One plus confession, discretion's not what I need to sell,
I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself
And now that's just how I tell I'm wide awake
I'll wreck this if I have to tell me what good would
That do I'll wreck this if I have to

You get separated, somebody's gone,
And I don't know how this is wrong,
I'm so frustrated, falling behind,
You were a friend of mine.
I'd be so good to you,
Because they don't know toi like I do

There's a difference from me to...
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posted by s3ptamber
Please sing to me,
I can see toi open up to breathe.
Fast words make it easier on me,
Make a point to never disappoint you,
Somebodies got to tell me what to do.
Just wish toi would've seen me
When it used to come so easy.
I like to say it's easy to stay
But it's not for me,
Cause I'm barely here at all.

Slow down now, the secrets out.
And I swear now everything is perfect.
What toi want, what toi need has been killing me.
Try to be everything that toi want me to be.
I say yes, I'll undress, I'll do plus for less.
Now I'll change everything until it's perfect again.

Coming down, coming around,
Giving a frown...
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posted by s3ptamber
Can I have your attention?
I just open my mouth
Is it clear?
Is it loud for you?

You just need me to be stable
But I won't be able
To keep it together again
Now don't pretty please me
Do not make it that easy to slow me down

[Chorus:]
It's no wonder
I'm not eating
I'm not sleeping
You say
Sing, sing to me
Sing me something I need
Sing new, sing good
God I wish that I could

Are toi hearing me now?
Hear the sad little sounds as they fall from my mouth

You just need me to be stable
But I won't be able
To keep it together again
Now don't pretty please me
Do not make it that easy to slow me down

[Chorus]

All my indecision...
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posted by s3ptamber
When your tears are spent on your last pretense
And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense.
When it's in your spine like you've walked for miles
And the only thing toi want is just to be still for a while

If your cœur, coeur wears thin I will hold toi up
And I will hide toi when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you
I'll be right beside you

When you're overwhelmed and you've Lost your breath
When the l’espace between the things toi know is blurry nonetheless.
When toi try to speak but toi make no sound
And the words toi want are out of reach but they've never been so loud

If your cœur, coeur wears...
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So here's another day
I'll spend away from you
Another night I'm on another broken avenue
My bag is ripped and worn
Then again now so am I
Take what toi want to take
What toi wanna take
What you..
I miss the stupid things
We'd go to sleep and then
You'd wake me up and kick me out of lit at 3 AM
Pick up the phone and hear toi saying dirty things to me
Do what toi wanna do
What toi wanna do
What you..

Take me with you
I start to miss you
Take me home
I don't wanna be alone tonight

And I do want to montrer you
I will run to toi to toi till I
Can't stand on my own anymore
I traverser, croix my cœur, coeur and hope to die
Cross my heart...
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