One plus reason I should never have met you
Just another reason I could never forget you
Down we go
The rooms spinning out of control
Lose myself in a chemical moment
White lights taking it's tole
That's just the way it goes
Come on, Stella would toi take me home
She went and also got a blanket because she knew he was still going to be cold from that freezing douche she just threw him in.then she patiently sat on the canapé waiting untill he came into the living room. As soon as he stepped in the living room she went for the attack.
"so now, why exactly is all this." she pointed at the empty alchol bottles then at him, "all my fault?" she questioned.
He sighed. "Stella, I was drunk. what plus do toi expect me to say than that?"
"I want an explanation and I know toi have one. because even when toi are drunk toi think about what toi say, the only difference between when you're drunk and sober is when toi are sober toi think about the consiquences of what toi say and when toi are drunk toi just think about what you're feeling at that moment and let it out."
"finem toi are correc in all of that but what does it matter if I think this is your fault ou not? Soon toi will not be here and toi wont have to worry about taking care of me ou cleaning up my messes. that is why you're leaving anyays. now isn't it?" He a dit a bit harshly.
"oh, so now we are getting to the point. toi are mad at me because I am leaving toi and everyone else behind? so since toi know everything that I fell and think Mac, why not tell me this. What would stop me from leaving, what would toi say that could possibly keep me here?" she asked him/
"You shouldn't need to hear anything from anyone. toi should want to stay on your own because toi know as well as I do that everyone here needs toi and loves toi and when toi leave we are going to be a wreck not only because toi are a key asset to the team but toi are part of this disfunctional family and even though we all might not actually be family this is about as normal of a family life we all have!" he was now pacing around the room.
Stella stood in shock, she knew this was going to be hard for eveyone and him but she never really gave it a thought because if she did she wouldn't be able to leave.
"You're ruining it Mac, I was supppose to just leave and not have to think about how I would affect this team and our Friends but now toi just made it so much plus difficult to leave." she sarted walking toward the door because she can't handle this, it's better this way.Her leaving would be the best thing for everyone.
He rushed up infront of her, blocking her path to the door,
"good, this isn't suppose to be easy for toi when it's so damn difficult and painful for us! You're not getting off that easy." Mac replied sadly with a bit off anger mixed in with it.
"Oh just stop! Stop speaking for every damn person. For once tell me what toi think of this and how toi feel and stop hiding behind every other person we know!" She a dit angerily.
"fine! Every damn word I a dit I've meant is how I feel about toi leaving, even though I am sure the team feels these things too but I feel them the most because toi have been here for me so much and toi are just going to throw all those moments to waste and leave? what the hell kind of shit is that? So what's the reason toi are leaving, ar we not good enough anymore and why exactly did toi come here, what did toi expect?" He is getting restless and frustrated.
"I've never a dit any of that, so now toi are just putting words in my mouth. So are toi going to stop interrogating me for five fucking secondes and let me speak for myself ou should I just walk out of your life just a quickly as toi have assumed all these false things about how I feel and why I am doing this?" with that she tried to sidestep him but he once again blocked her.
Just another reason I could never forget you
Down we go
The rooms spinning out of control
Lose myself in a chemical moment
White lights taking it's tole
That's just the way it goes
Come on, Stella would toi take me home
She went and also got a blanket because she knew he was still going to be cold from that freezing douche she just threw him in.then she patiently sat on the canapé waiting untill he came into the living room. As soon as he stepped in the living room she went for the attack.
"so now, why exactly is all this." she pointed at the empty alchol bottles then at him, "all my fault?" she questioned.
He sighed. "Stella, I was drunk. what plus do toi expect me to say than that?"
"I want an explanation and I know toi have one. because even when toi are drunk toi think about what toi say, the only difference between when you're drunk and sober is when toi are sober toi think about the consiquences of what toi say and when toi are drunk toi just think about what you're feeling at that moment and let it out."
"finem toi are correc in all of that but what does it matter if I think this is your fault ou not? Soon toi will not be here and toi wont have to worry about taking care of me ou cleaning up my messes. that is why you're leaving anyays. now isn't it?" He a dit a bit harshly.
"oh, so now we are getting to the point. toi are mad at me because I am leaving toi and everyone else behind? so since toi know everything that I fell and think Mac, why not tell me this. What would stop me from leaving, what would toi say that could possibly keep me here?" she asked him/
"You shouldn't need to hear anything from anyone. toi should want to stay on your own because toi know as well as I do that everyone here needs toi and loves toi and when toi leave we are going to be a wreck not only because toi are a key asset to the team but toi are part of this disfunctional family and even though we all might not actually be family this is about as normal of a family life we all have!" he was now pacing around the room.
Stella stood in shock, she knew this was going to be hard for eveyone and him but she never really gave it a thought because if she did she wouldn't be able to leave.
"You're ruining it Mac, I was supppose to just leave and not have to think about how I would affect this team and our Friends but now toi just made it so much plus difficult to leave." she sarted walking toward the door because she can't handle this, it's better this way.Her leaving would be the best thing for everyone.
He rushed up infront of her, blocking her path to the door,
"good, this isn't suppose to be easy for toi when it's so damn difficult and painful for us! You're not getting off that easy." Mac replied sadly with a bit off anger mixed in with it.
"Oh just stop! Stop speaking for every damn person. For once tell me what toi think of this and how toi feel and stop hiding behind every other person we know!" She a dit angerily.
"fine! Every damn word I a dit I've meant is how I feel about toi leaving, even though I am sure the team feels these things too but I feel them the most because toi have been here for me so much and toi are just going to throw all those moments to waste and leave? what the hell kind of shit is that? So what's the reason toi are leaving, ar we not good enough anymore and why exactly did toi come here, what did toi expect?" He is getting restless and frustrated.
"I've never a dit any of that, so now toi are just putting words in my mouth. So are toi going to stop interrogating me for five fucking secondes and let me speak for myself ou should I just walk out of your life just a quickly as toi have assumed all these false things about how I feel and why I am doing this?" with that she tried to sidestep him but he once again blocked her.
