I know how toi feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness what so ever. toi dont want to laugh, because toi know it's not going to help, but toi dont want to cry, because it will just make toi feel worse.

toi feel like your cœur, coeur is falling appart, but not only that, but toi know soon your life is going to feel like its falling appart too. toi don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feel's impossible to stop loving them.

And everyone wonders why if they have hurt toi so much, then why do toi still l’amour them. That's the confusing part, toi don't know why, toi just do, and the people who hurt toi the most, and normally the ones that toi l’amour the most. People tell toi 'It's going to be ok....' but deep, deep inside toi know it will never be ok. It leaves deep scars in your cœur, coeur that will stay there foever. And no one understands how toi feel, and how deep toi have been hurt, no matter who they are ou what they have been through, every broken cœur, coeur is different. They don't know the true pain toi feel and carry each and everyday, so toi learn that your basically alone in all of this.

Then the feelings start to overwhelm you, and suddenly toi just break down right there, because toi know toi have had enough, the tears just start to instantly fall across your face and toi get to the point where toi dont care who sees.
After a few weeks toi look back at all of this, toi laugh to yourself and realise people are horrible. You're still hurt but toi learn to hide it so people think your okay and try to déplacer on.
So everytime toi see this person, toi know toi still l’amour them, and toi feel a slight tingle in your cœur, coeur for them to just l’amour toi back, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it.
And toi sit back and wonder how one stupid person could have caused all this ...