That's me inside your head. Why did toi just tell me all that? We don't even know each other. Maybe that's the point.I'll be seein ya.Nice hands. Nice legs.
I guess misery really does love company.
Lonely. I want to draw something that means something to someone! I want to draw blind faith, ou a fading summer, ou just a moment of clarity. And if I can't be great at it, then I don't want to ruin it. It's too important to me. They are not you. Could toi take a look at these? toi won't be disappointed.
You're art matters. It's what got me here.
toi soumis my sketches to thud magazine. And they liked them didn't they? Maybe toi are ready, but you're just scared. I guess I'm just a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside a bitch. ou maybe just a tortured artist. Look, I don't need toi defending me and my work. I don't need toi analyzing it ou interpreting me either. And in fact, I'm pretty sure I don't need toi at all. Pretty sure? toi know, I would gladly erase my dad if it would bring back your mom. I wish I could change it for you. I didn't come here for toi tonight. Wow, toi made me a mix? Does this mean we're dating? I've wanted this for so long. Me too. And now we can have it. I want to have everything with you. I want it all. I want us.
And now we can't have it. I'm sorry. For what? All sorts of things.
Lucas, I made a mistake. When toi a dit toi wanted to be with me, I got scared and I pushed toi away, but the truth is, I want all the same things that toi want, I do. And I want them with you. Tracks 8 and 11? Totally you.
It didn't mean anything. It didn't? Of course it did. I feel it in my heart. Don't you? Yes.
I have to be with you. I'm with you, toi know that. I'll wait forever if I have to.
I was so afraid toi weren't going to wake up. What? And miss out on being with you?
I l’amour to watch toi draw. I can't get toi out of my head. I wish we could fast vers l'avant, vers l’avant these suivant six months so we could just be together. It's better this way, right? Yeah.
I know how you’re into this whole 80's metal thing, so I got toi the first Tesla record. This is sweet. I got toi a high five. Do toi want it now ou later? Now's good. toi don't need to apologize, it's just for all the stuff that toi and I have been through... where my head and my heart were at, I couldn't have gone and slept with some stranger. Look, I just want to apologize again for not being a better person lately. I'm trying. I don't know what else to say. It's not what toi say, it's what toi do.
When was the last time we even had a conversation about something real? I just thought toi could use a friend. Yeah, I could use a friend, but toi don't qualify as that anymore. Whatever toi think, I really do care about you. You're a good friend. Well now, Bonnie and Clyde, I guess you're wondering why I called toi here. par the way, remember when toi accused me of being a crappy friend? Yeah, I'm really sorry. No, toi were right. I don't ever want that to happen again, so if toi need anything, I'm around.
toi look like toi need some chocolate. toi gave me the best mixtape I have. Even all the bad songs ain't so bad. I just wish there was so much plus than that, about me and you. Looks like it's just toi and me this summer.
Come on, let's get toi home. I can't be there alone. Will toi stay with me? I knew toi couldn't go a whole summer without doing something. Whatever. toi don't know me. I think I do.
It's always going to be there, isn't it? toi and me. So the whole summer and I still can't get use to that hair of yours. What? toi did yours last spring and mine actually looks good. Hey!
Sometimes all toi need is one. There's that look again. What look? I don't have a look. You're one of the few people that's actually been honest with me through this whole thing. toi should go. Yeah, we're both going. Painting while angry? That's original. Like cutting your hair. If I don't go, I never will and I need to. Will toi go? Sure. A promise is a promise. Besides, toi should be able to turn to me for help. I l’amour being that guy for you. I guess I just needed help getting here. toi never needed my help.
The stars are crying for what we could have had.
Are toi drunk? Are toi wearing eye shadow? Working through the pain? Kinda. Everything is going to be alright, right? Yeah, it is. Don't live your life alone. Let us in.
Don't leave me, please. I'm gonna go block the entrance. We'll just hide, alright? Listen to me, I'm not leaving you. Nothing will happen to you, I promise. You're always saving me. Somebody's got to. If I say I love toi right now, will toi hold it against me? Come here. If I don't get her out of here, she's going to die. toi love me. Okay, that is so not fair. toi probably want to Kiss me again. Dude, shut up! If I told toi I love you, would toi hold it against me? Because I do. I know how toi are. I'm the same way. I love you, toi know that? I love toi too. Hey, toi look nice. And then there were two. Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds. It is an ever fixed mark that looks on tempests and is never shaken. Love alters not with time’s brief hours and weeks, but bears it out even to the edge of doom.
She's A Runner? Billy Squier. And I am very impressed that toi have Billy Squier on your iTunes. Actually I think toi gave that to me. When was the last time we just hung out? Um, just the two of us? Probably the jour we hid out in the bibliothèque and I got shot in the leg. toi think about that much? Everyday. I wish I could take that jour back for your mom and Keith. Thanks for the sex. We all need a little help sometimes, someone to help us hear the musique in the world. To remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there, and that someone will find you.
Give me your hand. toi know I use to watch you? When? Freshman year. Sophomore year. Both summers, actually. Stop it. What did toi watch? You're legs mostly. toi know, from up close they are a little chickeny. Shut up! But from where I was hiding, they were pretty awesome. I'm not sure that's a compliment. Oh it is, trust me. Look, on the contrary to what's written on your wall, people don't always leave. Last time I checked I'm still here. I would never cut toi out of my life. I'm just trying to watch out for you. I know that and I thank you. toi were right. I'm sorry I doubted you. Whoa! Is this your way of thanking me? It's okay, I'm here. I thought I'd try and paint the shadows away. It's who I am and toi need to be who toi are. Can I stay? Sure. Life comes rushing at toi from out of the darkness, when it does... is there someone in your life toi can count on? Someone who will watch over toi when toi stumble and fall? And in that moment, give toi the strength to face your fears alone? I love you, Lucas. I love toi too. toi don't understand. I've been holding this in for a really long time. I just need toi to know, I love you... I'm in love with you.
Nice shot. Nice legs. They're a little chickeny. Well, I'll be seein ya. Hey, Peyton. It's you. What? When all my dreams come true... the one I want suivant to me. It's you. It's you, Peyton.
toi know my girlfriend Peyton, right? par the way, I forgot how much of a good kisser toi are. Well, maybe toi should come par later and I'll remind toi for a few hours. I'd like that. This is good isn't it? Us. It's perfect.
You're always saving me. Please, let me find a way to save you. I have to go back. I never told Peyton I love her. I want to go back. Last time we kissed was so damn good I collapsed. The last time we kissed toi had a cœur, coeur attack. And I didn't die. I couldn't die. Do toi know why? Because I had to come back and look into those green eyes of yours and tell toi I love you. No matter how long it takes I'll wait for you. I think we waited long enough.
Peyton, toi look amazing. I can't wait till class is over so I can look at those green eyes and Kiss your perfect lips. Happy looks good on you. Peyton is the best thing I have in my life. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her. Likewise. This is the best cookie I've ever had.
Pretty please with me on top. What do toi want now? I want what toi wanted. I want everything with you. I'd do anything for you.
I really love you. I love toi too. I promise. Poof. Poof? Poof! You're destined for greatness and we both know that. No matter what happens to either one of us, toi will always be in my heart. Just let me hold toi for a couple plus minutes. That's what's going to fix me.
I'm going to love toi forever.
Chapter three. Peyton Sawyer is destined for greatness. Actually she's already great, because Peyton Sawyer has a thing called integrity. And nothing and no one is ever going to change that.
How long has it been? Two years. No, it's been longer than that. Luke, I missed you.
So toi couldn't change the world from Los Angeles. Change it here. I know toi can do it and so do you. Do toi remember what toi a dit that night when toi first entered the gym? Your art matters. It's what got me here. Yeah, it's like toi touched my soul and a few days il y a I was ready to quit again, but toi saved me with the words toi wrote about me in your novel. So if your struggling écriture the suivant one toi should know that your art matters Lucas. It's what got me here.
We had a relationship. We can't pretend that we didn't. But before that we were really close friends. There's no reason we can't have that again, right? Right. Peyton, I love toi and I want us to be together forever. Luke, wait okay. I know it's a bit sudden, but yesterday was a great day. And I'm sitting on the bus and I realize that none of my great days in my life matter without you. You're the one I want suivant to me when my dreams come true. You're the one I want suivant to me if they don't. As long as I have toi nothing else matters. I am not saying no, I am saying not now. I want to marry toi someday.
I went par my old house. There's a teenage girl living there now. She showed me my closet door and toi know what that said? Lucas and Peyton, True l’amour Always. Always Lucas, that's what we were supposed to have. Let me tell toi how toi get "always" Peyton... when a man asks toi to marry him, toi say yes. I never a dit no! I a dit that I loved toi and that I did wanna marry toi someday.
I moved on. Why haven't you? Cause I should have a dit yes. I was young, and I was scared, and I did not realize that par saying I wasn't ready it would mean that we would never be together again. Had I known that, I would have a dit yes. I miss toi every day. And I have told everyone here that I didn't come back for you, but I did. Of course I did. I still love toi Lucas. toi still love me, don't you?
Suddenly it was as if the roar of the crowd, and the cheers of my team mates were all sounding from a thousand miles away, and what remained in that bizarre muffled silence was only Peyton, the girl whose art and passion and beauty had changed my life. In that moment, my triumph was not a state championship, but simple clarity. The realization that we'd always been meant for each other and every instinct to the contrary had simply been a denial of the following truth; I was now and always would be in love with Peyton Sawyer. Look me in the eye and tell me that, that Kiss did not feel exactly the same as it felt three years ago.
I was reminded today in a roundabout way that the most perfect act of l’amour is sacrifice. It's what Keith did for Karen... burying his feelings for her for all those years so he could be a good friend. I love toi Lucas. I think I have since the first moment we locked eyes and it is going to suck, but if what toi want is for me to let go, then I'm gonna do it. Be happy Luke. I want that with all my heart.
It was plus than just a comet because of what it brought to his life; direction, beauty, meaning. There are many who couldn't understand, and sometimes he walked among them. But even in his darkest hours, he knew in his heart that someday it would return to him, and his world would be whole again... and his belief in God and love and art would be reawakened in his heart.
I come in here and I sit in silence and hear the echoes of who we used to be, and so I wish for patience, and grace, and the strength to just let him be happy. Mostly, I pray for the strength to not make his life worse because of what I want. That's the toughest part, letting go, toi know? That's the part of grace that just really sucks. Make a wish, place it in your heart. Anything toi want, everything toi want. Do toi have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. toi never know where the suivant miracle will come from, the suivant smile, the suivant wish come true. But if toi believe that it's right around the corner and toi open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it... toi just may get the thing you're wishing for.
I don't blame you, Peyton. I hate you. Peyton Sawyer will become Peyton Scott.
The jour toi start thinking that l’amour is overrated is the jour that you're wrong. I don't hate you. I remember the first time I ever saw you; all skinny arms and Raiponce mess of hair. It was hard letting toi go, Peyton. It was hard losing toi and it was hard seeing toi again. It's still really hard. I know. While I'm asleep I have this dream where we're back in that hotel room in LA and toi propose to me; and every single time I say yes. It's just a dream right? It's my dream. To all those Lost souls who have forgotten to believe in the immensity of love.
Our Mixtape.♫
(thanks to ritergrl (S!<3), Laurencia7, yourartmatters!)
1. Maybe Tomorrow - Sterephonics
2. Mixtape - Butch Walker
3. toi Found Me - Kelly Clarkson
4. She's No toi - Jessie McCartney
5. Absolutely (Story Of A Girl) - Nine Days
6. l’amour Will Come Through - Travis
7. We Might As Well be Strangers - Keane
8. Hanging par a Moment - Lifehouse
9. toi and Me - Lifehouse
10. Why Can't I - Liz Phair
11. Forgive and Forget - The Get Up Kids
12. This is the Last Time - Keane
13. Comfortable - John Mayer
14. Back to toi - John Mayer
15. Shimmer - Fuel
16. A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson
17. Fall To Pieces - Avril Lavigne
18. Whatever it Takes - The Faders
19. Fix toi - Coldplay
20. On feu - Switchfoot
21. If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield
22. I Want to Save toi - Something Corporate
23. Complicated - Carolyn Dawn Johnson
24. Come On - Ben Jelen
25. Lonely September - The Plain White T's
26. Ever The Same - Rob Thomas
27. Alway On Your Side - Sheryl corbeau, corneille and Sting
28. Don't Forget About Us - Mariah Carey
29: The Mix-Tape - Jack's Mannequin
30: Halo - Haley James Scott aka Bethany Joy Galeotti
31. Nothing Else Matters - Metallica
32. Never Tear Us Apart - INXS
33. With ou Without toi - U2
34. Layla - Eric Clapton
35. cloche, bell Bottom Blues - Eric Clapton
36. She Loves toi - The Beatles
37. Angel - Aerosmith
38. Don't Wanna Miss a Thing - Aerosmith
39. Ten Years Gone - Led Zeppelin
40. l’amour Song - The Cure
41. Coming to terms
42. Everything we had - The academy is
43. Feel This - Haley James Scott
