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End of Chapter 15
***Edward's POV***
A seconde later we heard the doorbell ring and Emmett run down the stairs to see who it was. He returned a minute later holding a pizza box, the most confused look on his face.
"Who ordered pizza?" He a dit as he scrunched his face in disgust.
"Me, thank toi Emmett." I a dit as I stood up and took the pizza from his hands.
"You owe me 19...wait 25 dollars. I tipped him good seeing as how I think I scared the daylight out of him.
"I'll pay toi back." I a dit as I thought of the poor delivery man.
"Let's go, toi have to eat." I a dit as I offered her a hand and helped her stand.
We were just walking out the door when I thought I heard something. I turned and looked at everyone, wondering who was messing with me.
"Edward, HELP ME!!!" Alice's voice screamed in my head, surprising me to the point that I almost dropped the pizza.
I turned back and looked at the lit where Alice lay, still as she had ever been. I was about to start walking back out of the room when she screamed again and this time everyone ran to her side, the scream out loud.
Chapter 16
***Alice's POV***
When the red light would come on there was no way of knowing what would happen. One minute I was being chased par things I couldn't name, things I had never seen before....but those were the good things.
This time I was standing in my bedroom, everything exactly like it was when I left..well like it was before this happened. I heard someone coming up the stairs and knew it was Jasper before the door opened. I turned and faced the door, waiting to see him in what seemed like it was forever. When the door opened I launched myself at him and was surprised when he reached out and stopped me, setting me on the floor a few feet away from him.
"Jazz?" I a dit as I looked up at him, noticing that he was not looking at me at all.
"Alice, we need to talk."
"Jasper, I missed toi so much. Hold me, please?" I a dit as I reached one hand out to him.
He looked at it for a minute before turning and looking at the door. He took a deep breath, his entire body tensing up as he reached for the door handle.
"Please don't go." I a dit softly.
"Alice," He a dit as he turned and looked at me. "Alice, we can't..I can't pretend anymore. I have to tell toi the truth."
"Jasper?" I said, my body freezing in fear.
"Alice, I can't do this. toi need to listen, please. Alice I know the things we promised on the colline many years ago, and I had all intentions of honoring it. But, things have changed. I can not pretend anymore, Alice...I don't l’amour you."
I shook my head, not believing what he was saying...thinking that this was all wrong. We knew each other better then anyone, how could I have missed this? I looked up at him to see him staring down at me, his eyes staring into mine as if he were looking for something.
"I l’amour you." I a dit softly.
"I know, and I am sorry. I will leave, toi always felt this was home. Take care Alice, I won't bother toi again." He a dit as he started to walk out the door, but I stood up and grabbed his hand, forcing him to turn and look at me.
"I l’amour toi Jasper." I a dit as I bent in and kissed him, my arms wrapping around his neck as I held myself tightly against him.
A few secondes later the red light faded and everything became clear. I could hear Edward and Bella's voices in the background, and I knew that this was one of the few moments I had where I was between the red and the white lights. I tried screaming, tried thinking...but nothing worked.
I was about to give up hope when I saw the sun, the actual sun coming through the window. I tried moving, to let them know I was in here but nothing happened. I took a breath and saw my chest move, I had to try...I had to get to them.
"Edward, HELP ME!!!" I screamed as loud as I could, unsure if anyone heard me.
It didn't take long to figure out that people had in fact heard me, Edward's face appearing in front of my eyes. I threw my arms out, wrapping them around Edward as hard as I could..I wasn't sure but I hoped that it would keep me here, that Edward would keep me in this world.
"Alice," Edward a dit as I hugged him. "Alice are toi ok?"
"I don't know, don't let go." I a dit against his shoulder.
"I won't." He a dit as he hugged me, I felt someone touch my hair, running fingers through my hair. I looked over to see Bella sitting on the lit suivant to me, tears streaming down her face.
"Bella." I said, my voice cracking. "I heard you." I a dit as I blew a Kiss to her.
"Alice?" Jasper's voice called from the end of the bed.
I felt Edward start to loosen his hold on me and I whimpered, not wanting him to let go. I needed him to hold me here, to keep me from falling back into the nightmare.
"Don't let go." I a dit to Edward.
"But, Jasper." Edward thought.
"I'm scared, the things I saw." I a dit as I replayed what I had just seen before I 'woke up.'
"Oh." He a dit as he hugged me again. "It was just the nightmare. Alice, he's been so worried."
"I just can't right now. Please help him understand." I thought.
"Bella, can toi take Alice to clean up. Help her?" Edward asked as we both looked at Bella.
"Of course." Bella a dit as she stood up and helped me stand, walking out of the room without another question.
"Be gentle." I thought at Edward as I chanced another look at Jasper who looked hurt and scared.
I wanted to run back in the room, to hold him and tell him everything was alright. That I was so sorry to hurt him like this, but Bella held my arm as she led me down the hall to my room. I hoped that Edward would talk to him, to tell him I just needed a minute..and that I still loved him regardless as to what he had a dit in my dream.
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End of Chapter 15
***Edward's POV***
A seconde later we heard the doorbell ring and Emmett run down the stairs to see who it was. He returned a minute later holding a pizza box, the most confused look on his face.
"Who ordered pizza?" He a dit as he scrunched his face in disgust.
"Me, thank toi Emmett." I a dit as I stood up and took the pizza from his hands.
"You owe me 19...wait 25 dollars. I tipped him good seeing as how I think I scared the daylight out of him.
"I'll pay toi back." I a dit as I thought of the poor delivery man.
"Let's go, toi have to eat." I a dit as I offered her a hand and helped her stand.
We were just walking out the door when I thought I heard something. I turned and looked at everyone, wondering who was messing with me.
"Edward, HELP ME!!!" Alice's voice screamed in my head, surprising me to the point that I almost dropped the pizza.
I turned back and looked at the lit where Alice lay, still as she had ever been. I was about to start walking back out of the room when she screamed again and this time everyone ran to her side, the scream out loud.
Chapter 16
***Alice's POV***
When the red light would come on there was no way of knowing what would happen. One minute I was being chased par things I couldn't name, things I had never seen before....but those were the good things.
This time I was standing in my bedroom, everything exactly like it was when I left..well like it was before this happened. I heard someone coming up the stairs and knew it was Jasper before the door opened. I turned and faced the door, waiting to see him in what seemed like it was forever. When the door opened I launched myself at him and was surprised when he reached out and stopped me, setting me on the floor a few feet away from him.
"Jazz?" I a dit as I looked up at him, noticing that he was not looking at me at all.
"Alice, we need to talk."
"Jasper, I missed toi so much. Hold me, please?" I a dit as I reached one hand out to him.
He looked at it for a minute before turning and looking at the door. He took a deep breath, his entire body tensing up as he reached for the door handle.
"Please don't go." I a dit softly.
"Alice," He a dit as he turned and looked at me. "Alice, we can't..I can't pretend anymore. I have to tell toi the truth."
"Jasper?" I said, my body freezing in fear.
"Alice, I can't do this. toi need to listen, please. Alice I know the things we promised on the colline many years ago, and I had all intentions of honoring it. But, things have changed. I can not pretend anymore, Alice...I don't l’amour you."
I shook my head, not believing what he was saying...thinking that this was all wrong. We knew each other better then anyone, how could I have missed this? I looked up at him to see him staring down at me, his eyes staring into mine as if he were looking for something.
"I l’amour you." I a dit softly.
"I know, and I am sorry. I will leave, toi always felt this was home. Take care Alice, I won't bother toi again." He a dit as he started to walk out the door, but I stood up and grabbed his hand, forcing him to turn and look at me.
"I l’amour toi Jasper." I a dit as I bent in and kissed him, my arms wrapping around his neck as I held myself tightly against him.
A few secondes later the red light faded and everything became clear. I could hear Edward and Bella's voices in the background, and I knew that this was one of the few moments I had where I was between the red and the white lights. I tried screaming, tried thinking...but nothing worked.
I was about to give up hope when I saw the sun, the actual sun coming through the window. I tried moving, to let them know I was in here but nothing happened. I took a breath and saw my chest move, I had to try...I had to get to them.
"Edward, HELP ME!!!" I screamed as loud as I could, unsure if anyone heard me.
It didn't take long to figure out that people had in fact heard me, Edward's face appearing in front of my eyes. I threw my arms out, wrapping them around Edward as hard as I could..I wasn't sure but I hoped that it would keep me here, that Edward would keep me in this world.
"Alice," Edward a dit as I hugged him. "Alice are toi ok?"
"I don't know, don't let go." I a dit against his shoulder.
"I won't." He a dit as he hugged me, I felt someone touch my hair, running fingers through my hair. I looked over to see Bella sitting on the lit suivant to me, tears streaming down her face.
"Bella." I said, my voice cracking. "I heard you." I a dit as I blew a Kiss to her.
"Alice?" Jasper's voice called from the end of the bed.
I felt Edward start to loosen his hold on me and I whimpered, not wanting him to let go. I needed him to hold me here, to keep me from falling back into the nightmare.
"Don't let go." I a dit to Edward.
"But, Jasper." Edward thought.
"I'm scared, the things I saw." I a dit as I replayed what I had just seen before I 'woke up.'
"Oh." He a dit as he hugged me again. "It was just the nightmare. Alice, he's been so worried."
"I just can't right now. Please help him understand." I thought.
"Bella, can toi take Alice to clean up. Help her?" Edward asked as we both looked at Bella.
"Of course." Bella a dit as she stood up and helped me stand, walking out of the room without another question.
"Be gentle." I thought at Edward as I chanced another look at Jasper who looked hurt and scared.
I wanted to run back in the room, to hold him and tell him everything was alright. That I was so sorry to hurt him like this, but Bella held my arm as she led me down the hall to my room. I hoped that Edward would talk to him, to tell him I just needed a minute..and that I still loved him regardless as to what he had a dit in my dream.