Berry,

I've never been good with apologies, so I definitely won't start now, but can I just ask toi this: How many chances did Hudson have with you? Plus one plus after I left. toi forgave him so many times, so why can't toi do the same with me?

Despite what toi and your Friends may think, our whirlwind summer romance was real. And toi have to understand, that the only reason I didn't come back after what I did is because I knew toi were strong enough to pick up the pieces, and that he'd be there to help you.

What I'm coming to realize though, is that if I just believed in myself as much as I believe in you, things might not have ended the way they did.

I miss you, Berry, and your sweaters and ability to initiate lengthy conversations about nothing. I'm just a phone call away, toi know, and toi can call me anytime. (Because I’m sure that toi haven't deleted my number yet.)

I hope to see toi soon.

St. James