Quinn’s thoughts. Ch. 1

“they’re lying to me!” those words felt like a coup de poing In the face. “ya Rachel told me, but I want to hear it from you.” I sobbed and told him what I hoped I would never have to tell him, “Yes, Puck’s the father.” His eyes filled with shock as he said, “I’m done with you.” Those words broke my heart.


So here I am, sitting par myself, wanting to coup de poing Rachel Berry right in the face. I so shouldn’t be sad, I mean, its been 3 months since I terminated Noah Puckerman’s baby, I’m back on the Cheerio’s but I’m sad, alone and VERY pissed off. I miss Finn, his warming smile, his caring words, nut what I miss the most is his eyes. The way they sparkled when he smiled at me, I loved him for a whole an and now he’s gone, I l’amour this picture, the one in the 2008 Thunder Clap. ‘Hottest Couple. Quinn Fabray and Finn Hudson.’ We look so happy, his arms around my waist. I still have his ’08 football jersey. I’m thinking about giving it back, I still have pictures, but the jersey smells so much like him. I want to be with him, Puck sits down across from me. “hey,” he says, I just glare at him. “I’m sorry, really.” He says. I hold back tears, “I hate you.”


TBC