Cas opened his eyes and rolled them to left. Meg was sitting suivant to his bed. He looked down and noticed he was holding something in his hand. He rolled his eyes to the right and saw the machines and the perfusion leading some kind of fluid medication into his veins. He frowned and tried to pull all threads out of his body.
“No, Cas, don’t do that” Meg tried to stop him. “You have to get better”
Meg didn’t understand. Medication ou drugs was what triggered it. He wasn’t himself when he took them.
Cas opened his mouth to explain, but something entirely different was said.
“Get out”
Wait, why did he say that? That’s not what he meant to tell.
“What?” Meg asked, to make she’d heard Cas correctly.
“Get out” Cas repeated unwillingly. “I don’t want to see toi anymore. toi are the reason I am here. toi brought Heather to me. You’re the reason I almost died”
No! No, don’t listen to what I’m saying!, Cas thought desperately. If only Meg could read his mind.
“I should’ve gone with Dean and Sam and Jo” Cas continued heartless, but as he saw Meg’s eyes go wet, he felt tears coming up in his own.
Meg swallowed and forced the tears back. She was not going to cry. Not now, not when Cas was being so horrible to her.
“Fine, then I’ll go” she finally reacted. “The Winchesters are on their way back. toi won’t see me again, but before I leave you, toi should remember this. When those men attacked you, it was me who took care of you. When the pain was driving toi insane, it was me who looked for a way to redeem you. And I’m the one who stayed here until toi woke up. I don’t expect toi to be thankful, but I won’t allow toi to forget it either”
She stood and turned around. Cas took her hand, accidentally dropping the necklace. Meg was right, about everything. And he was grateful, plus than grateful. He wanted to tell her that. Come on, Cas, just three little words, that’s all. toi can do it.
“I…hate you” he mumbled resentful.
Meg jerked her hand and walked out of the room.
“No, Cas, don’t do that” Meg tried to stop him. “You have to get better”
Meg didn’t understand. Medication ou drugs was what triggered it. He wasn’t himself when he took them.
Cas opened his mouth to explain, but something entirely different was said.
“Get out”
Wait, why did he say that? That’s not what he meant to tell.
“What?” Meg asked, to make she’d heard Cas correctly.
“Get out” Cas repeated unwillingly. “I don’t want to see toi anymore. toi are the reason I am here. toi brought Heather to me. You’re the reason I almost died”
No! No, don’t listen to what I’m saying!, Cas thought desperately. If only Meg could read his mind.
“I should’ve gone with Dean and Sam and Jo” Cas continued heartless, but as he saw Meg’s eyes go wet, he felt tears coming up in his own.
Meg swallowed and forced the tears back. She was not going to cry. Not now, not when Cas was being so horrible to her.
“Fine, then I’ll go” she finally reacted. “The Winchesters are on their way back. toi won’t see me again, but before I leave you, toi should remember this. When those men attacked you, it was me who took care of you. When the pain was driving toi insane, it was me who looked for a way to redeem you. And I’m the one who stayed here until toi woke up. I don’t expect toi to be thankful, but I won’t allow toi to forget it either”
She stood and turned around. Cas took her hand, accidentally dropping the necklace. Meg was right, about everything. And he was grateful, plus than grateful. He wanted to tell her that. Come on, Cas, just three little words, that’s all. toi can do it.
“I…hate you” he mumbled resentful.
Meg jerked her hand and walked out of the room.
Dean and Sam were in the waiting room of the hospital, both drinking coffee. There was no way any of them could sleep now.
Kevin and Alexia entered the hospital. They had informed Anna about Cas’ disastrous jouer la comédie and she had directed them to Sam and Dean.
“Hey” Kevin said. Sam looked up.
“Kevin! What are toi doing here? I thought toi were hiding from Crowley” Sam exclaimed hoarse. He was getting tired.
“Yeah, I was, but something came up” Kevin explained. He sat down suivant to Sam and Alexia suivant to Dean. “We had a little visit from our old friend Cas”
“You know where he is?” Dean asked urgent.
“Not anymore” Kevin commented. “He destroyed the tablets”
“He what?” Sam exclaimed surprised.
“He destroyed the tablets” Alexia repeated. “And then he took off. Anna went out looking for him, but she needs toi two to get Meg to fess up. Get her to talk”
Kevin and Alexia entered the hospital. They had informed Anna about Cas’ disastrous jouer la comédie and she had directed them to Sam and Dean.
“Hey” Kevin said. Sam looked up.
“Kevin! What are toi doing here? I thought toi were hiding from Crowley” Sam exclaimed hoarse. He was getting tired.
“Yeah, I was, but something came up” Kevin explained. He sat down suivant to Sam and Alexia suivant to Dean. “We had a little visit from our old friend Cas”
“You know where he is?” Dean asked urgent.
“Not anymore” Kevin commented. “He destroyed the tablets”
“He what?” Sam exclaimed surprised.
“He destroyed the tablets” Alexia repeated. “And then he took off. Anna went out looking for him, but she needs toi two to get Meg to fess up. Get her to talk”