I wanna run but I cannot chase the sun I'm hiding from the light because it is so bright I don't wanna fight because i'm filled with fright look there is the spirites they come only in the night toi wouldn't find me in the jour of light morning when I'm out of your sight trying to escape the night the stars are so bright toi call to me and I'm full of fright I carefully look to the sky but then I look all around and see nobody is to be found I run from the sun I run from toi toi are not who i had thought I knew I can't I can't be blue as long as I'm far away from toi Is this true what toi are feeling that you're no longer peeling far far away where toi can't find me it is my time to fly and now I will say GOODBYE.
I draw a pretty picture A picture on my wrist The picture keeps getting bigger Every time my feelings are dismissed toi think the words don’t hurt me That the actions don’t cause me pain toi think that if I smile I must be happy again I’m not going to blame it on toi Because I know that its my choice But it only ever happens when toi raise your voice I hear the screams and shouts And I reach out for the blade I do it without thinking Then I look at the mess I’ve made It looks ugly and it stings But it takes away the pain And the hurt Of all the other things I know you’ll tell me its wrong If toi ever find out That’s why I keep my arms covered I don’t want toi to scream and shout I keep my arms covered so no one else can see The scratches ive made on my arms There something that’s private to me.
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