"Coughing loudly,
A sudden breath taken,
But not retrieved,
Is such a deadly thing,
Tears falling fast,
Beginning to shack,
cœur, coeur pounding loudly,
About to burst in the chest,
Dropping to the ground,
As I try so hard to stay alive,
With no help par my side,
The final breath taken,
So I keep thinking,
I will finally stop living,
And death will be waiting,
To take me away,
Until a little bit of hope found me in my last moments,
And saved me from my deadly fait,
As I take another breath once again,
To live another day,
And really I have toi to thank,
For sparing me I say silently in my thoughts,
Completely unable to even talk,
Breathing so heavily,
I slowly continue my day,
Like it never happened anyways..."
A sudden breath taken,
But not retrieved,
Is such a deadly thing,
Tears falling fast,
Beginning to shack,
cœur, coeur pounding loudly,
About to burst in the chest,
Dropping to the ground,
As I try so hard to stay alive,
With no help par my side,
The final breath taken,
So I keep thinking,
I will finally stop living,
And death will be waiting,
To take me away,
Until a little bit of hope found me in my last moments,
And saved me from my deadly fait,
As I take another breath once again,
To live another day,
And really I have toi to thank,
For sparing me I say silently in my thoughts,
Completely unable to even talk,
Breathing so heavily,
I slowly continue my day,
Like it never happened anyways..."
Let this down easy and slow,
my cœur, coeur still beating as fast as a pro,
damn I really don't know,
feel like all is just kicking me down on the floor,
crazy I know but still I'm just going with the flow,
taking it all in,
not letting anything go,
toi know how hard it is,
just trying to be a fucken villain,
every one just blaming you,
because it seems like the easiest thing to do,
call him an it,
call him a nothin like he an't shit,
hard to take such hate,
but I deal with it any way so I'm not going to complain,
if all just want to play this silly little game,
I'll play back but one jour you'll see,
just par listening to this rap,
I'm not going to go turning back,
and hide like a stupid rat,
I'll make toi wish toi never had meet somebody like me,
as cruel as can be and I'll montrer no mercy.
GOT THAT?!
my cœur, coeur still beating as fast as a pro,
damn I really don't know,
feel like all is just kicking me down on the floor,
crazy I know but still I'm just going with the flow,
taking it all in,
not letting anything go,
toi know how hard it is,
just trying to be a fucken villain,
every one just blaming you,
because it seems like the easiest thing to do,
call him an it,
call him a nothin like he an't shit,
hard to take such hate,
but I deal with it any way so I'm not going to complain,
if all just want to play this silly little game,
I'll play back but one jour you'll see,
just par listening to this rap,
I'm not going to go turning back,
and hide like a stupid rat,
I'll make toi wish toi never had meet somebody like me,
as cruel as can be and I'll montrer no mercy.
GOT THAT?!
I'm so past what I can take,
just been driven to the brick,
god this is just making me sick,
so cold yet I can't hold,
what the hell the world on my shoulders,
It's crushing me over and over,
Making me just want to rollover and let my self die,
then things be alright,
hell without my l’amour par my side.
I'm nothing just a lonely somethin,
Don't know why but I just feel this is right,
wanting just every one to leave my sight,
let me be before I completely loss mh fuckin mindH,
Nog like any one is listening to this stupid cul, ass rhyme,
Just go, let it all go,
go with the mother fucken flow,
Kick back and let this all roll out,
hell as long it an't really in my house,
All just drama and shit doesn't mean I'm really effected par it,
Only my mind playing tricks,
really I don't want to play this game no more,
all out war just pissin me off,
attakin me like I was a stupid loud cul, ass dog.
just been driven to the brick,
god this is just making me sick,
so cold yet I can't hold,
what the hell the world on my shoulders,
It's crushing me over and over,
Making me just want to rollover and let my self die,
then things be alright,
hell without my l’amour par my side.
I'm nothing just a lonely somethin,
Don't know why but I just feel this is right,
wanting just every one to leave my sight,
let me be before I completely loss mh fuckin mindH,
Nog like any one is listening to this stupid cul, ass rhyme,
Just go, let it all go,
go with the mother fucken flow,
Kick back and let this all roll out,
hell as long it an't really in my house,
All just drama and shit doesn't mean I'm really effected par it,
Only my mind playing tricks,
really I don't want to play this game no more,
all out war just pissin me off,
attakin me like I was a stupid loud cul, ass dog.
"Feeling sick for no reason at all,
What's with me?,
I ask myself,
I'm so confused,
Feeling plus horrible and yet I did nothing wrong,
I just feel guilty in a way,
But for what I just can't explain,
Its hard to understand,
It's like I'm fighting with myself,
But only in the inside,
What's going on?,
I keep wondering on and on,
This wasn't the first time I realized something was not right,
Like something was eating through me from the insides,
Causing misery from the pain, cœur, coeur slowly being crushed in the chest,
Making it so hard to breath,
I believe this was my fate,
To be coursed with such depression and hate."
What's with me?,
I ask myself,
I'm so confused,
Feeling plus horrible and yet I did nothing wrong,
I just feel guilty in a way,
But for what I just can't explain,
Its hard to understand,
It's like I'm fighting with myself,
But only in the inside,
What's going on?,
I keep wondering on and on,
This wasn't the first time I realized something was not right,
Like something was eating through me from the insides,
Causing misery from the pain, cœur, coeur slowly being crushed in the chest,
Making it so hard to breath,
I believe this was my fate,
To be coursed with such depression and hate."
"Cold dark jour it seems,
Yet so bright,
Don't feel well,
Yet I feel quite fine,
Stressed,
Yet I feel relieved,
Tired,
But don't feel like I want to sleep,
Hungry,
Yet unable to eat,
Depressed,
Yet smiling so happily,
Want to leave,
Yet feel like I must stay,
What a funny way this all turned out,
To have such a bad day,
Be so happy in this way,
Guess it's just how the world stops to say,
Wow, toi finally get your peace today,
Even though it was mostly token in the wrong way,
But don't toi complain,
ou else you'll get it worse,
The suivant day..."
Yet so bright,
Don't feel well,
Yet I feel quite fine,
Stressed,
Yet I feel relieved,
Tired,
But don't feel like I want to sleep,
Hungry,
Yet unable to eat,
Depressed,
Yet smiling so happily,
Want to leave,
Yet feel like I must stay,
What a funny way this all turned out,
To have such a bad day,
Be so happy in this way,
Guess it's just how the world stops to say,
Wow, toi finally get your peace today,
Even though it was mostly token in the wrong way,
But don't toi complain,
ou else you'll get it worse,
The suivant day..."
"Lier, lier,
Lied so much,
Now you're doomed to die,
Sad and alone,
toi try to correct the things that toi just can't hide,
Lying plus and more,
It soon consumes your life,
Growing deeper in the rut,
Losing everything toi ever loved,
Oh, what a hopeless shameful moment this has ever become,
Can't escape the pain toi caused,
Which made the situation complicated and filled with such confusion,
Tireless and stressed from all the thoughts running through your head,
Making toi wish toi were just plain dead,
Start a new,
With a better life toi never had,
One were toi didn't lie, and lie so much,
Specially in your own head,
Lier's really do go to hell,
But still living,
Just being burnt with there own words,
That is what really makes it the real curse,
So try not to lie so much,
Unless toi wish this to be your fait,
Then I must say,
Good luck to you,
For you're making a big mistake,
I've been there before my friend,
And truthfully,
It's NOT really that fun,
Being hated par everyone..."
Lied so much,
Now you're doomed to die,
Sad and alone,
toi try to correct the things that toi just can't hide,
Lying plus and more,
It soon consumes your life,
Growing deeper in the rut,
Losing everything toi ever loved,
Oh, what a hopeless shameful moment this has ever become,
Can't escape the pain toi caused,
Which made the situation complicated and filled with such confusion,
Tireless and stressed from all the thoughts running through your head,
Making toi wish toi were just plain dead,
Start a new,
With a better life toi never had,
One were toi didn't lie, and lie so much,
Specially in your own head,
Lier's really do go to hell,
But still living,
Just being burnt with there own words,
That is what really makes it the real curse,
So try not to lie so much,
Unless toi wish this to be your fait,
Then I must say,
Good luck to you,
For you're making a big mistake,
I've been there before my friend,
And truthfully,
It's NOT really that fun,
Being hated par everyone..."
