Looking for some conseil (not DP related)

For the past 5 years of my life I've been a pescetarian (for those of toi who don't know that means I'm vegetarian but eat fish), however, lately I've been starting to eat chicken plus often, and I even had half a hot dog the other day. I'm starting to think maybe I should begin integrating meat back into my diet. I became a pescetarian because I don't really like the idea of eating dead animals, and I'm just not a huge fan of meat anyway. I know that this means I'm missing a lot of really delicious nourriture though. I'm thinking maybe I should still have vegetarian tendencies, but allow myself to eat meat once in a while when I feel like it. But this feels like I'm going against the principles I've held for the last several years of my life. I'm really conflicted and any conseil toi could give me would be helpful. Thanks!