I sit in my room looking at the memorys we had together. The times we kissed the times we dated the times we wathed a movie together the time we laughed all gone. l’amour is the least of the problem. I Meet up with him to hang with him. we were doing ok till i fell asleep. I awoke woith the sharp pain in my cœur, coeur i looked down and saw it gets deeper par the moment. I look at him with one last breath and aske" Why do this to me im scared" and i fell over not to talk ou play ou even talk agian. I saw a long tube like light and found myself on the floor of a hospital. He stood there looking at me. It looked like he had cryed a great deal. He picked me up and told me everything was going to be ok. When i got on the lit he told me i was sleep walking and had grabed a couteau and stabed myself. I looked at him and told him i was sad that me and him could not be together. Also to put plus hurt in it his gf came walking in. "hey babe whats up" I looked at him and tryed to get off the lit and when i was on my legs i was alot weaker than i thought i was and fell. I got up and started to run away from it all. I got half way down the hall and i heard him coming after me. It was raining outside when i got outside i fell from being so weak. I started to cry and i tryed to get up but it was to late i fell and died right outside the hospital. I died from a broken cœur, coeur the doc a dit to him as he stood watching them pick my body up off the groud and push my lifeless body down the hall. They stood at my grave and looked at my gravestone and walked away with no hope of me coming back. I loved him. I looked from were my spirt stood on my grave and i tryed to catch him but coudnt he keep gettinng farther from me and everything got slower and he was gone. Never to look at my grave stone ou me again with tears in his eyes he went home. And i was in hell. Never to see him agian
I was in love...but i didnt know till it was too late...
It was the first jour back to school,i was in a new school and in a different state to make things plus diffucult.I sat in the back of the room away from everyone else,i had only been there for 7 minutes and already i was being made fun of and teased because of my long hair.'Im going to hate this an i already know it'i thought to myself,but i was interupted from my thoughts when a girl with orange and black dyed hair sat suivant to me.She was silent and apperintly was to cought up in doing something on her phone to notice me staring at her in confusion.As i was about to say something to her the cloche, bell rang and it was time for class,she got up and left quietly.And that was the jour i first laid eyes on her,the girl that would soon befriend me and save my life.And not only that but she would also steal my heart,and will become my only reason for living.
It was the first jour back to school,i was in a new school and in a different state to make things plus diffucult.I sat in the back of the room away from everyone else,i had only been there for 7 minutes and already i was being made fun of and teased because of my long hair.'Im going to hate this an i already know it'i thought to myself,but i was interupted from my thoughts when a girl with orange and black dyed hair sat suivant to me.She was silent and apperintly was to cought up in doing something on her phone to notice me staring at her in confusion.As i was about to say something to her the cloche, bell rang and it was time for class,she got up and left quietly.And that was the jour i first laid eyes on her,the girl that would soon befriend me and save my life.And not only that but she would also steal my heart,and will become my only reason for living.
but nobody know how i feel like
2>..sick of crying
tired of trying yeah I am smiling but
from inside I am dying
3>..just like the seasons people have the ability to change
4>..I hate who I have become but I am afraid to go back to old me
5>..sometimes I feel like I am being forgotten
6>..I wish i could go to the past
7>..Life dos not hurt until toi think about how much things have changed ,who toi have Lost along the way and how muck of it was your fault
8>..Don't do something stupid cause toi are temporally upset
9>..Forbidden to remember terrified to forget
10> cause toi can not bandage a damage toi can never really fix a cœur, coeur
