What will happen to me?

toi know what I think would help toi find some passion and direction in your life? getting involved with some sort of charity that helps people (or animals) who have real big problems. Not to put down the issue toi have because depression is a big deal that troubles many people, but right now toi feel bad about yourself and have no passion for your own life. Helping others could not only give toi something to feel passionate about but the knowledge that toi have done good could give toi a self esteem boost. I had a relative who suffered from depression who did this and it helped her a lot (of course that is while still getting treatment, because it's important to have professional help). The feelings of loneliness are a vicious circle, because the plus lonely toi get the harder it will be to be good company, so the plus alone you'll be and the lonelier you'll get. Right now, instead of focusing on the loneliness and the anxiety of your life as the reason toi are depressed toi need to realise it's the other way around, toi aren't sad because you're alone you're alone because you're sad.

Also, I'm sorry, but I think a part of this is attention seeking. toi posté this and after only 20 minutes without an answer basically put "you guys are ignoring me, I better go kill myself" that is not the way to handle life, ou get the réponses toi want. When toi say your dad doesn't care, do toi honestly think that's true ou do toi need such quick validation that it's hard to keep up with? Because donné your reaction to having to wait a reasonable amount of time for an answer that's how it seems.

toi are not a hopeless case, there is so much toi could do with your life, and once toi start to really try to live with depression instead of caving under it toi could have a great life. Not wanting marriage o kids isn't so strange, I don't want that either but I'm perfectly happy. At the end of the jour your happiness and esteem needs to come from yourself, not your parents, Friends ou potential children.

I really do recommend trying charity work in conjunction with regular treatment for depression, if anything it will help toi see toi are needed in the world. There are so many people toi can help, and when toi are helping them toi are doing something invaluable. Also, a little thing my relative found helpful (again, as well as treatment, not instead of) is exercise, the endorphins do apparently help.

omgsh hunnie,r u ok?plz dont evr sai that not evr,we are all here 4 a reason and being upset and doing damage 2 ur body will not make things anny esier...i am no expert at this as i am onli 13 and u r an indipendent strong woman,and as u get older i no that things get very hard,and we beutifull ladies r the reason y we're all here so whatevr u do dont make things any difficult 4 u and the ppl around u and be the happy person deep inside.i no u feel tht saying me happy wont make a difference and that is is pointless but u must not let pain get the better of you.


though u may not b relegious here are sum bible verces that might help you,u can reaserch plus on the internet-

lonely-psalm 23,hebrews 13:5

desperate(at your wits end)-psalm 62:5-8,psalm 55:22,2 corinthians 1:8-11

needing guidance-romans 12:1,2,james 1:5-8,psalm 32:3-10

remeber theese r onli a fw,plz plz if u need plus on different subjects tell me,i got many here,tempation,lost,unwanted,needing peace-ANYTHING i hav them all here

plz try theese,the bible is a wonderfull thing 2 comfort u and i use it a lot,along wiv hundreds and thousands of people all over the world.im here remeber so if u want 2 know plus dont forger i hav all the verses that toi could ever want,good luck get better soon

Here's what I would do I would just go out and do SOMETHING who cares if you're alone at a mall just do something be creative.

First saying that toi feel like toi it the rock bottom it will make toi feel even plus bad.
If you're alone toi could go for a walk ou go to the gym (in there toi could meet people and toi wouldn't feel so lonely) ou toi could do some activity toi enjoy (read a book, écriture your diary..)
toi could also get a pet because they are allways for you.

Well no offense but that was completly stupid because you'll die then. so go do something that could save toi now.

helping others usually helps toi to feel better, so that's a good idea. pets are good. something that really helps me when I really don't feel like charity work though is just listing all the good things in your life. try to think positve.

DO NOT DO SUICIDE tryed it once...Bad idea.*(

what the flip is wrong with u ppl!!!!! y would u try and kill urself?!?!?! ppl have it waaaaaaaay worse then u!!! ( read my other commentaires up haut, retour au début ) its not worth killing ur self over trust me and salut at least u have a father mine was murdered....