I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let toi go. I drive myself crazy, wanting toi the way that I do.

You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him plus as days pass by. It's been a mois since toi and Randy haven't a dit a single word to each other.

**Randy's POV**

I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was...

After a few weeks pass, you've been getting much sicker. toi can feel it and toi can see it. Whenever toi look in the mirror, toi see a pale face, small dark circles, and white lips. Your rosy cheeks have turned to paleness and nothing but paleness. You've been feeling much weaker and you've been sucking at basketball, basket-ball lately. Your coach notices and he talks with toi about it.

Coach: So Jamie. How is it?
Jamie: ...you should know coach...I'm losing it.
Coach: What can toi do Jamie? toi need to rest. toi can't play.
Jamie: What? But...but I l’amour playing. I can't just stop.
Coach: Then at least you...

Chapter 11: Baby Boom

Jamie was nine months; Landon was working at a drug store and going to school.

One jour Jamie walked to her father 's house.

Jamie knocked on the door and Camilla opened the door.

"Hello Mrs. Carter" a dit Camilla

"Hello Camilla toi look nice today" a dit Jamie

"Thank you, your dad have been waiting for, please come in," a dit Camilla

"Thank you" a dit Jamie entering the house.

Jamie looked around the house some things changed and some things remained the same.

Jamie looked at the cuisine there was Hegbert making soupe for lunch.

Jamie moved and she stands there watching her father...