So, it's been five years since toi passed. I wanted to take a few minutes to remind people of how wonderful toi were and how much toi impacted my life. Honestly, even now, I miss talking to you. I miss your l’amour hommages on my mur and I miss just being able to talk to someone and being to say the things that I can't to anyone else.

Do toi remember when toi told me I was ten feet tall and bulletproof? It was almost amusing, but I remember just being pissed off at pumpkinqueen and wanting to throttle her. I also remember that toi calmed me down and I took a step back and decided not to say anything too stupid.

I wish we'd had plus time to be Friends and hang out together. I really do. toi were a wonderful and kind person, with plenty of smarts. And I appreciated every moment of being able to talk to toi and have someone I could rely on when I needed it.

Thank toi so much.

R.I.P BLW.

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I noticed some very sad things if toi replay the first Red Dead after the prequel..

1: Jack's amer line "teach me and your just run away again ou something" is now sadder when the prequel reveals John ran off for a whole an when Jack was really little. Jack's clearly still angry.

2: Dutch.. He's some kinda Empty Shell of the man we once knew. The man he and Hosea raised from childhood is now out to kill ou capture him. And he clearly hasn't gotten better, mentally. He is now just another crazed enemy.

3: Uncle's death.. Despite having taken a level in jerkass, we feel like we know the man par this point. It's like meeting up with an friend... And than watching them get murdered.

4: If toi have Jack kill Ross, bascally Arthur and John died in vein.. But sadly this is probably the true ending..

5: Seeing Bill and Javier can be rough now..