My suicide note that I threw away cuz of my awesome Friends and life I wanted to keep.
To the friends, I call my family,
par the time toi read this letter, I will be only a faded memory.
A corpse on the cold bathroom floor.
It is too late for me now, and I know it.
Even as I write this letter I can feel the life draining out of me.
But I feel it, so that's something, right?
I have been dead for a while now, though toi may not have noticed.
I died the night I couldn't l’amour you, my love.
I loved toi with everything.
My heart, my body and soul.
I am sorry I wasn't good enough for you.
At least you're happy.
I went numb, and ceased to feel.
Ceased to be.
That was when I first cut.
I just needed to feel something.
After a while it wasn't enough.
I thought if I cut deeper and spilled plus of my blood I would at least make me feel alive.
It worked for a while, but in the end it just left me hollower than before.
I tried to keep it together, for my family, but toi know something?
toi don't need me any more.
None of toi do.
I just cause toi plus pain and suffering than I'm worth.
Because I lied.
I am not Raven.
Not anymore.
I am nothing without you.
toi don't need me.
None of toi do.
How can I take care of a family when I can't take care of myself?
I can't.
Not anymore.
I used to be able to, before this all started.
I just can't remember how anymore.
I sit here and remember the fight we had.
toi told me to leave and the words toi used cut me plus than any blade ever did.
Don't worry.
I am going now.
I feel so tired, my vision is becoming blurred, and I know I must go soon, but wait.
There is some wisdom I still need to depart on you.
The last order I shall give toi is the one to do what toi want.
I was only trying to protect toi all.
I am sorry.
I won't do it again.
Promise.
I was a bad leader.
I know it.
So, do what toi want, and maybe you'll see why I was the way I was.
Whitney, my baby.
Go off make the world better...
Go be yourself, and be happy.
Go make me proud.
Twan, my brother.
Go be the person toi want to be.
Go blow up things.
Go give away your life.
Go and accidentally kill yourself ou someone toi l’amour and see how it feels to be a murder.
Like I am.
Ducky, my little sister.
Go draw attention to yourself.
Go tell every stranger toi meet that toi are happy, and heck, hug them.
Go get laughed at, screamed at, go get called a freak.
Go be happy about being a freak, my freak.
People don't like things that are different.
I learned that the hard way, and tried to shield toi from it, but maybe I was wrong to do so.
Fang, damn it I l’amour you.
Go be the person who other people depend on for every little thing.
Mel, my freaking OC, and mother figure.
I want someone to hold me.
I want my sissy to hold me.
I want Fang to hold me.
I want my brother to hold me
I want my Mom to hold me.
Then you'll really be alone like toi always wanted to be, and whose fault will it be? Not mine, that's for sure.
That's why I'm leaving.
I want out.
I can't take it anymore.
I need a break.
I need to be free.
I loved toi guys all with all my heart.
I hope you're happy together.
All I can say is that I tried.
It was too hard.
Goodbye,
My baby,
My brother,
My little sister,
My crazy mother figure,
And my best friend, my imaginary right-hand-man, the only person I ever truly loved, Fang.
I wish I could see your faces one plus time, but it's too late for me.
The darkness is creeping in around me.
Don't cry for me, I was already dead.
I just need toi to know that everything I did, I did for you.
All of you.
toi can't catch me this time...
You can't save me...
But toi can let me go....
To the friends, I call my family,
par the time toi read this letter, I will be only a faded memory.
A corpse on the cold bathroom floor.
It is too late for me now, and I know it.
Even as I write this letter I can feel the life draining out of me.
But I feel it, so that's something, right?
I have been dead for a while now, though toi may not have noticed.
I died the night I couldn't l’amour you, my love.
I loved toi with everything.
My heart, my body and soul.
I am sorry I wasn't good enough for you.
At least you're happy.
I went numb, and ceased to feel.
Ceased to be.
That was when I first cut.
I just needed to feel something.
After a while it wasn't enough.
I thought if I cut deeper and spilled plus of my blood I would at least make me feel alive.
It worked for a while, but in the end it just left me hollower than before.
I tried to keep it together, for my family, but toi know something?
toi don't need me any more.
None of toi do.
I just cause toi plus pain and suffering than I'm worth.
Because I lied.
I am not Raven.
Not anymore.
I am nothing without you.
toi don't need me.
None of toi do.
How can I take care of a family when I can't take care of myself?
I can't.
Not anymore.
I used to be able to, before this all started.
I just can't remember how anymore.
I sit here and remember the fight we had.
toi told me to leave and the words toi used cut me plus than any blade ever did.
Don't worry.
I am going now.
I feel so tired, my vision is becoming blurred, and I know I must go soon, but wait.
There is some wisdom I still need to depart on you.
The last order I shall give toi is the one to do what toi want.
I was only trying to protect toi all.
I am sorry.
I won't do it again.
Promise.
I was a bad leader.
I know it.
So, do what toi want, and maybe you'll see why I was the way I was.
Whitney, my baby.
Go off make the world better...
Go be yourself, and be happy.
Go make me proud.
Twan, my brother.
Go be the person toi want to be.
Go blow up things.
Go give away your life.
Go and accidentally kill yourself ou someone toi l’amour and see how it feels to be a murder.
Like I am.
Ducky, my little sister.
Go draw attention to yourself.
Go tell every stranger toi meet that toi are happy, and heck, hug them.
Go get laughed at, screamed at, go get called a freak.
Go be happy about being a freak, my freak.
People don't like things that are different.
I learned that the hard way, and tried to shield toi from it, but maybe I was wrong to do so.
Fang, damn it I l’amour you.
Go be the person who other people depend on for every little thing.
Mel, my freaking OC, and mother figure.
I want someone to hold me.
I want my sissy to hold me.
I want Fang to hold me.
I want my brother to hold me
I want my Mom to hold me.
Then you'll really be alone like toi always wanted to be, and whose fault will it be? Not mine, that's for sure.
That's why I'm leaving.
I want out.
I can't take it anymore.
I need a break.
I need to be free.
I loved toi guys all with all my heart.
I hope you're happy together.
All I can say is that I tried.
It was too hard.
Goodbye,
My baby,
My brother,
My little sister,
My crazy mother figure,
And my best friend, my imaginary right-hand-man, the only person I ever truly loved, Fang.
I wish I could see your faces one plus time, but it's too late for me.
The darkness is creeping in around me.
Don't cry for me, I was already dead.
I just need toi to know that everything I did, I did for you.
All of you.
toi can't catch me this time...
You can't save me...
But toi can let me go....
Q .. How do toi sink a submarine full of blondes?
A .. Knock on the door.
Q .. Why does a blonde only change her baby's diapers every month?
A .. The instructions stated, "good for up to 20 pounds".
Q .. What stops then goes then stops then goes?
A .. A blonde at a blinking red light.
Q .. What's five miles long and has an IQ of forty?
A .. A blonde parade.
Q .. What is the blonde's highest ambition in life?
A .. They want to be like Vanna White and learn the alphabet.
Q .. What are the six worst years in a blonde's life.
A .. Third grade.
Q .. What do UFO's and smart blondes have in common?
A .. toi keep hearing about them, but never see any.
Q .. How to toi keep a blonde busy all day?
A .. Put her in a round room and tell her to sit in the corner.
Q .. What do toi do when a blonde throws a pin at you?
A .. Run! She's got a hand grenade in her mouth.
A .. Knock on the door.
Q .. Why does a blonde only change her baby's diapers every month?
A .. The instructions stated, "good for up to 20 pounds".
Q .. What stops then goes then stops then goes?
A .. A blonde at a blinking red light.
Q .. What's five miles long and has an IQ of forty?
A .. A blonde parade.
Q .. What is the blonde's highest ambition in life?
A .. They want to be like Vanna White and learn the alphabet.
Q .. What are the six worst years in a blonde's life.
A .. Third grade.
Q .. What do UFO's and smart blondes have in common?
A .. toi keep hearing about them, but never see any.
Q .. How to toi keep a blonde busy all day?
A .. Put her in a round room and tell her to sit in the corner.
Q .. What do toi do when a blonde throws a pin at you?
A .. Run! She's got a hand grenade in her mouth.
Things to do when bored.
1 call all of your contacts on your phone
2 walk around your neighborhood and everytime toi see someon say a compleatly aléatoire word like tacos
3 fake play a video game to annoy someone don't forget sound effects
4 dance to every song on the radio
5 walk around a public place with your pants pulled up like a nerd
6 hang out with old friends
7 have a thé party like toi did when toi were little
8 write your name n a piece of paper over and over
9 play ding dong ditch
10 act. Like your alseep on a chair in public and scare everyone who comes par except old people
commentaire and I will make more
1 call all of your contacts on your phone
2 walk around your neighborhood and everytime toi see someon say a compleatly aléatoire word like tacos
3 fake play a video game to annoy someone don't forget sound effects
4 dance to every song on the radio
5 walk around a public place with your pants pulled up like a nerd
6 hang out with old friends
7 have a thé party like toi did when toi were little
8 write your name n a piece of paper over and over
9 play ding dong ditch
10 act. Like your alseep on a chair in public and scare everyone who comes par except old people
commentaire and I will make more