I never know if something might come up and the ranch might just go bankrupt, ou my truck might just quit working, ou something terrible might happen to people I love. I never know any donné jour if when I walk out of my door that I will be able to make it back accueil alive. That keeps me up at night
I guess this sounds cliche but from the rush of things. The need to be at a certain place at an exact time. I'd like to just live out in a house in the woods. I'd like to be free from having to work.
For the past an I've been craving a cosy country shack retreat during the winter, where I can just sit in front of the fireplace with livres ou cross-stitching and tune out everything MDR
1) My emidiate family. My aunt and older sister both suck. None of them understand me, nor do they seem to try to. 2) Constantly second-guessing if my dad really loves me ou not. The last time I was at his house was a mois and a half ago. 3) Never feeling like I belong anywhere (outside the net). 4) The constant societal pressure to conform to the ways of society, just go fit the fuck in. 5) Being constantly criticized ou corrected for doing (not doing) certain shit.
My self-doubt in global, ensemble as well as my uncertainty ou even paranoia towards some matters. There is the need to finally discard them and live my Life without holding back !!!!