toi know what sucks?

I'm accueil alone now and for the first time in my life I have to cook dinner(I know that sounds spoiled and lazy, but I've tried hundreds of times! And everytime my cooking ends up with a disaster!) for myself without my parents being around. So my mom told me I could get the riz out of the fridge but I have no idea what to do with it and I can't eat it raw, so I wanted to make scrambled eggs but that messed up one of the pots(I'm gonna be skinned alive...) so now I'm having a popsicle for dinner. Which sucks because I'm lire Destiel fanfics right now and that ain't no good combination I can tell toi that!

Sorry, just needed to share this :P

My question; have toi ever eaten a popsicle while lire Destiel fanfics? If so, do toi feel as awkward as I do right now? :O