When it comes to falling for somebody toi know toi can never be with because
a) it's forbidden
b) potentially destructive ou even fatal
c) completely hopeless,
there are only three things toi can do. Deny, deny and then deny some more. toi avoid contact with him as much as possible, which isn't easy in a small town. toi refrain from uttering his name out-loud to anyone, not even in passing. Not even to yourself. toi keep any feelings toi have for him locked up tight, and toi throw away the key. In the daytime, toi can hide. Don't think, don't think, don't think about him. toi can lie, deny, ignore,...
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