the noises from howling through the midnight; not from the midnight howl, but from the end of our own territory were howls of sorrows and depression, im not sure what they called but it was misery from what they had to grow through, especially since new members like me- viper, a young recruited alpha loup with rdarkish red fourrure was on the pending liste among the others to be selected to go among what we called the above.
among the hills near our pack downhill there was our den. slowly i walked up towards the end of the cliff and looked upon the full moon with a brawny feeling in me but with suicide trying to push me.
'baby?' a soft voice was heard from behind me that always send the warm chills through my head and lower til the end of my spine which felt so good in every way.
brittnie, my beautiful engaged silver fourrure n light brown paw with glowing, beautiful eyes came behind me with her tail touching my back down my tail as she kissed me from my nose... now i know why it kept me from thinking like how i did.
i stared at her a smile but not how she was expecting as i looked slowly away from her.
'hey, baby everythings gonna be alright, besides your name is viper. im pretty sure toi wont get picked at all since your in the very bottom so toi shouldnt worry at all.' she grabbed my face and turned it towards hers.
'please be happy.. please.. for me.' she frowned as her eyes enlarged with a shine from her god of the moon, im not sure what was her name but shes helping her look even plus beautiful with just one glare.
i kissed her suprisingly as her eyes of beauty slowly went to her normal size as she pinned me and started s’embrasser me. we both stopped and started giggling. she licked my chest clean and then slowly my neck while slowly going back down as if she was teasing me. she came back up and kissed me, got off and started laughing.
'lets sleep.' she a dit with a giggle as i laughed.
'i'll do plus than sleep with toi my love' slowly i got up and walked near her and slapped her behind with my leg as she blushed, i kissed her and ran in the tanière, den finding a good spot to lay down but the floor was as soft as her after removing all the small pebbles from the inside.
she slowly lay near me and rubbed my fourrure against hers as i wrapped my paw around her, then slowly giving her multipe pecks on her head as she giggled then resting our heads with eachother.
'goodnight my love..' i told her in her ear softly.
'goodnight baby, i l’amour you.' she told me before she yawned. she rested her eyes as she gave a sigh n rested herself to sleep.
hours of deep sleep the cold weather began to rise in our own den. winter must be coming real soon; it felt cold but felt so good between us since we cuddled plus tightly til we look like one huge furball.
'vipe..' a soft whisper called me as the air slowly traveled through my earwaves. slowly i rubbed my ear and continued sleeping til the whisper grew.
'vipe...' it whispered louder once plus til i woke up perking my head up. it was Garth, our alpha leader of the pack. he picked up his paw and pulled it against him a couple of time and jerked his head, then slowly stepping out without interrupting brittnie's sleep. slwoly i stoop up and jumped over her without touching her and walking out the tanière, den to Garth.
'wh..whats going on, do toi know what t-'
'what are toi doing sleeping?? toi know toi cant since the head of the pack is sending troops around here to call us out.' he mentioned me. i stared upon the moonlight once more, then back at Garth.
'they wont call me i know that for a fact. since my name starts with a v so whats the point for me.' i told him while rubbing my eyes.
'you don't know that-'
'yes.. i do.' i interrupted with almost an annoyed mean face.
he bowed his head down with a sigh.
'you don't get it yet, i dont know if they ever told toi but theyre changing to the strong ones, not just par alphabetical order.' he told me.
my cœur, coeur sanked.. the coldness of the air went through making my cœur, coeur cold and my life souless.. tears wanted to fall but the wind kept turning them to small pieces of ice; after trying and trying to impress the head leaders of how much of an alpha i was and wanted to tale charge was full of regret, even when i wasnt trying they admired my speed, movement, stealth, especially my 'eyesights' i have.
'your our main tool in this pack.. thats why im here.' he told me with a tone i'd never wanted to hear ever in my life.
'no.. Garth, don't say what i think your about to say-'
'It's not my decision its theres.. im sorry viper.' he repeated.
'no! dont say it!' i told him a light but gentle anger so i wouldnt wake her up.
'viper... your coming with us first thing in the morning.' he a dit with a daek tone.
i fell on my tail speechless, without blinking ou thinking of anything. Garth left as he jumped off. i kept huffing and huffing as my anger and depression built up, quickly i stared at the moon with tears, and the feeling of blood mixing within my eyes as i wanted to end this world already but i know why i cant.. so i kept crying to the moon..
'why... why....'
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