toi a dit toi needed me...then why don't toi want me?
The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. toi feel like toi have plus energy and toi actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! toi kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes toi smile, laugh, and he always gives toi a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. toi sing for the choir all the time and after services, toi two always go to the lake and hang out there...
**Monday**
You, Jessica, and Tanya all sit together in the cafeteria, wondering where Lauren is.
Jessica: I mean I've seen her today. But where is she?
Tanya: Who knows? Maybe she found a new guy to be with.
Jamie: Oh look there she is.
toi guys see Lauren walking to toi guys calmly.
All 3: salut Lauren.
Jessica: Where were-
Lauren: Jamie. Can I talk to toi real quick?
Jamie: Sure.
toi and Lauren walk out of the cafeteria together and meanwhile, the guys see this.
Raymond: salut look your ex just took out your girlfriend right now.
Randy: What?
David: They're walking out. I think they're gonna talk.
***
toi and Lauren are at the back of the cafeteria and Lauren gives a big gulp of breathe and starts crying. toi comfort Lauren and she says:
Lauren: I'm so sorry...
Jamie: It's ok. Tell me, what's wrong Lauren?
Lauren: It's...it's Randy.
Jamie: What about him?
Lauren: I can't be without him...I just can't.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Jamie...I need Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I know you're going through a rough time but don't be so selfish...I'm going through a rough time too.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Please...I l’amour Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I can't live without him Jamie...I...I'm so depressed all the time and I can't stand it! I don't wanna be depressed anymore...what if I get thoughts of suicide?
Jamie: No Lauren...
Lauren: I need him...I need him Jamie...
***
toi and Randy both go to the lake together and instead of going in the boat, toi two just stand on the little pier, looking at the lake.
Randy: You...ok?
Jamie: Huh? Yah...
Randy: C'mon Jamie. I know that look already and it's not working.
Jamie: ...have you...have toi ever needed someone?
Randy: Huh?
Jamie: Needed someone...as in like toi NEED them...as if toi were so dependent on them that without them, your life feels like it's slowly draining from the tip of your fingers?
Randy: ...Why do toi ask?
Jamie: ...*sigh* I think I'm like that right now.
Randy: ...
Jamie: If I think about it, if I never met toi I probably would've met no one. I would've shunned everyone from me as my time got closer. I would've let no one in me, to get to me. Ever since I knew I had leukemia, I trained myself to be as tough as stone. And everything was going good. I was independent. I didn't need anyone. I was so strong that I even thought I didn't need my grandma. But now...I'm dependent on...on YOU. I need toi and I'm like a little kid again.
Randy: *smile*
Jamie: But Randy...understand that I have to...I have to be independent.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I need to be on my own.
Randy: Are toi leaving me?
Jamie: Don't say it like that Randy. I mean we'll still be Friends it's just...I don't want this relationship to go any further...
Randy: Why? Why? It was going so good...
Jamie: It's...I just think toi and I shouldn't be together. I mean there are so many reasons. I think someone else needs toi plus than I need you.
Randy: ...don't say it's Lauren.
Jamie: ...
Randy: Oh god...Jamie please. Don't tell me toi believe what she's telling you...
Jamie: She needs toi Randy.
Randy: No she doesn't...I don't even want her Jamie. I want YOU. Don't leave me Jamie...
Jamie: I have to...
Randy: I don't believe this...
Jamie: And it's not just cuz of her. I...Shawn wants me again.
Randy: What?
Jamie: Just the way Lauren needs you, Shawn needs me.
Randy: Wait...so toi want to leave me for HIM again?
Jamie: He's special to me Randy.
Randy: I thought...I thought I was special to you...not HIM.
Jamie: ...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I-I'm sorry.
Before a tear can escape your eye, toi turn around and toi run away. toi leave Randy there, leaning on the wooden rail in the lake, thinking...
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Shawn: toi wanted to see me Jamie?
Jamie: Hey. So uh...how are you?
Shawn: Good...you?
Jamie: Me too me too.
Shawn: So...how are toi and Randy?
Jamie: We uh...we broke up.
Shawn: ...what?
Jamie: Yah......
........***
Your at your house and toi just tucked in Angie to sleep. toi quickly change into your sweats and wife beater when toi hear a car pull up in your driveway. toi look out the window to see Randy's car! toi sigh and toi go out to see Randy walking up to toi with his head down.
Jamie: Randy what are toi doing here?
Randy: Jamie...please...please don't leave me.
Jamie: Randy stop this. I told you, Lauren needs toi the way Shawn needs me.
Randy: Then let Lauren and Shawn leech off each other...I...I need to be with you. What about MY needs? Why is always Lauren's needs?
Jamie: ...
Randy: toi a dit toi needed me too. Why are toi putting other people in front of what toi want? toi a dit toi needed me...then why don't toi want me?
Jamie: Randy I just can't...please just accept this and déplacer on. It'll be better for toi and me.
Randy: Just this once...I'm going to do this once...
Randy looks at toi and slowly goes down to his knees.
Randy: Don't leave me.
toi start crying uncontrollably and your helpless. toi can't leave Randy now. Look how far he's gone to get toi to change your mind. But toi don't want Lauren to commit suicide either...you fall on your butt and toi cry with your head on your knees. toi feel Randy's arms over your shoulder, keeping toi warm and safe. toi hug him back and toi just cry in his shoulders. After crying for such a long time, toi manage to say:
Jamie: This needs to be the last time we're like this...goodbye Randy.
The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. toi feel like toi have plus energy and toi actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! toi kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes toi smile, laugh, and he always gives toi a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. toi sing for the choir all the time and after services, toi two always go to the lake and hang out there...
**Monday**
You, Jessica, and Tanya all sit together in the cafeteria, wondering where Lauren is.
Jessica: I mean I've seen her today. But where is she?
Tanya: Who knows? Maybe she found a new guy to be with.
Jamie: Oh look there she is.
toi guys see Lauren walking to toi guys calmly.
All 3: salut Lauren.
Jessica: Where were-
Lauren: Jamie. Can I talk to toi real quick?
Jamie: Sure.
toi and Lauren walk out of the cafeteria together and meanwhile, the guys see this.
Raymond: salut look your ex just took out your girlfriend right now.
Randy: What?
David: They're walking out. I think they're gonna talk.
***
toi and Lauren are at the back of the cafeteria and Lauren gives a big gulp of breathe and starts crying. toi comfort Lauren and she says:
Lauren: I'm so sorry...
Jamie: It's ok. Tell me, what's wrong Lauren?
Lauren: It's...it's Randy.
Jamie: What about him?
Lauren: I can't be without him...I just can't.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Jamie...I need Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I know you're going through a rough time but don't be so selfish...I'm going through a rough time too.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Please...I l’amour Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I can't live without him Jamie...I...I'm so depressed all the time and I can't stand it! I don't wanna be depressed anymore...what if I get thoughts of suicide?
Jamie: No Lauren...
Lauren: I need him...I need him Jamie...
***
toi and Randy both go to the lake together and instead of going in the boat, toi two just stand on the little pier, looking at the lake.
Randy: You...ok?
Jamie: Huh? Yah...
Randy: C'mon Jamie. I know that look already and it's not working.
Jamie: ...have you...have toi ever needed someone?
Randy: Huh?
Jamie: Needed someone...as in like toi NEED them...as if toi were so dependent on them that without them, your life feels like it's slowly draining from the tip of your fingers?
Randy: ...Why do toi ask?
Jamie: ...*sigh* I think I'm like that right now.
Randy: ...
Jamie: If I think about it, if I never met toi I probably would've met no one. I would've shunned everyone from me as my time got closer. I would've let no one in me, to get to me. Ever since I knew I had leukemia, I trained myself to be as tough as stone. And everything was going good. I was independent. I didn't need anyone. I was so strong that I even thought I didn't need my grandma. But now...I'm dependent on...on YOU. I need toi and I'm like a little kid again.
Randy: *smile*
Jamie: But Randy...understand that I have to...I have to be independent.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I need to be on my own.
Randy: Are toi leaving me?
Jamie: Don't say it like that Randy. I mean we'll still be Friends it's just...I don't want this relationship to go any further...
Randy: Why? Why? It was going so good...
Jamie: It's...I just think toi and I shouldn't be together. I mean there are so many reasons. I think someone else needs toi plus than I need you.
Randy: ...don't say it's Lauren.
Jamie: ...
Randy: Oh god...Jamie please. Don't tell me toi believe what she's telling you...
Jamie: She needs toi Randy.
Randy: No she doesn't...I don't even want her Jamie. I want YOU. Don't leave me Jamie...
Jamie: I have to...
Randy: I don't believe this...
Jamie: And it's not just cuz of her. I...Shawn wants me again.
Randy: What?
Jamie: Just the way Lauren needs you, Shawn needs me.
Randy: Wait...so toi want to leave me for HIM again?
Jamie: He's special to me Randy.
Randy: I thought...I thought I was special to you...not HIM.
Jamie: ...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I-I'm sorry.
Before a tear can escape your eye, toi turn around and toi run away. toi leave Randy there, leaning on the wooden rail in the lake, thinking...
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Shawn: toi wanted to see me Jamie?
Jamie: Hey. So uh...how are you?
Shawn: Good...you?
Jamie: Me too me too.
Shawn: So...how are toi and Randy?
Jamie: We uh...we broke up.
Shawn: ...what?
Jamie: Yah......
........***
Your at your house and toi just tucked in Angie to sleep. toi quickly change into your sweats and wife beater when toi hear a car pull up in your driveway. toi look out the window to see Randy's car! toi sigh and toi go out to see Randy walking up to toi with his head down.
Jamie: Randy what are toi doing here?
Randy: Jamie...please...please don't leave me.
Jamie: Randy stop this. I told you, Lauren needs toi the way Shawn needs me.
Randy: Then let Lauren and Shawn leech off each other...I...I need to be with you. What about MY needs? Why is always Lauren's needs?
Jamie: ...
Randy: toi a dit toi needed me too. Why are toi putting other people in front of what toi want? toi a dit toi needed me...then why don't toi want me?
Jamie: Randy I just can't...please just accept this and déplacer on. It'll be better for toi and me.
Randy: Just this once...I'm going to do this once...
Randy looks at toi and slowly goes down to his knees.
Randy: Don't leave me.
toi start crying uncontrollably and your helpless. toi can't leave Randy now. Look how far he's gone to get toi to change your mind. But toi don't want Lauren to commit suicide either...you fall on your butt and toi cry with your head on your knees. toi feel Randy's arms over your shoulder, keeping toi warm and safe. toi hug him back and toi just cry in his shoulders. After crying for such a long time, toi manage to say:
Jamie: This needs to be the last time we're like this...goodbye Randy.
Chapter 10: Do toi realize?
Landon couldn't believe that his father was gone.
Landon went outside and called his mom.
Cynthia took it hard and then Cynthia came up and she saw Landon upset.
Cynthia pattered his shoulder.
"I never a dit I l’amour him" a dit Landon
"He knows toi loved him," a dit Cynthia
"I wished I never argued with him," a dit Landon
"I know," a dit Cynthia
Time froze, Landon felt the shake and lightening happened and a strong wind, then Crystal came down.
"Landon" a dit Crystal
"Can I make a wish?" a dit Landon
"You can't make your father a live again," a dit Crystal
"Why?" asked Landon
"Because toi can't make two people come back from the dead" a dit Crystal "we can't rewind time"
"We did it for Jamie" a dit Landon
"No we didn't" a dit Crystal
"What?" asked Landon
"We never did" a dit Crystal
"But then is Jamie's grave still there?" asked Landon
"No" a dit Crystal "Now that's were your father is layed"
End of Ch10
Landon couldn't believe that his father was gone.
Landon went outside and called his mom.
Cynthia took it hard and then Cynthia came up and she saw Landon upset.
Cynthia pattered his shoulder.
"I never a dit I l’amour him" a dit Landon
"He knows toi loved him," a dit Cynthia
"I wished I never argued with him," a dit Landon
"I know," a dit Cynthia
Time froze, Landon felt the shake and lightening happened and a strong wind, then Crystal came down.
"Landon" a dit Crystal
"Can I make a wish?" a dit Landon
"You can't make your father a live again," a dit Crystal
"Why?" asked Landon
"Because toi can't make two people come back from the dead" a dit Crystal "we can't rewind time"
"We did it for Jamie" a dit Landon
"No we didn't" a dit Crystal
"What?" asked Landon
"We never did" a dit Crystal
"But then is Jamie's grave still there?" asked Landon
"No" a dit Crystal "Now that's were your father is layed"
End of Ch10