Charlie’s POV
“Look, it was a just a few drinks.”
“Three bottles of expensive champagne, Sarah.”
“Like I a dit – a few drinks.”
“Do toi think about anyone else before toi start on the drink? Do toi know who has to pick up the pieces after one of your benders?”
Sarah stared at me, different emotions crossing her face. Embarrassment, shame, disgust and then anger.
“How dare toi speak to me like that!” she screeched at me. “You haven’t seen me in years, Charlie, so how would toi know anything?!”
“Do toi think I don’t talk to Kayla?” I shouted at her. “She calls me every time toi drink too much. Why does she do it? She can’t talk to Darren because he’s too busy trying to save toi from hurting yourself!”
Sarah’s wide blue eyes were round with fright. I had never shouted at her before. There had never been a need. Even when she left me with Kayla I never Lost my temper because I knew she was doing it for Kayla. But this was just disgraceful. She can drink in her own house but coming to Kayla’s graduation drunk?
“Are toi saying that Michaela came here was to escape me?” Sarah looked near tears.
“Actually she left because of Darren,” I replied.
“Darren doesn’t treat her bad at all!”
“He doesn’t treat her anything,” I stressed. “He’s too stressed and worried about toi to even bother with Kayla. She thinks he hates her when in fact his time’s occupied looking after you.”
Just then Darren came out of the gymnasium looking slightly happier than when he went in.
“She’ll talk to you, Sarah,” Darren said, smiling slightly. “Kayla doesn’t seem that upset about the incident.”
“Her name’s Michaela, Darren,” Sarah clipped before she pushed past me and into the gymnasium.
“You too,” I a dit to Darren.
“I don’t get what’s so bad about ‘Kayla’,” he told me.
“I’ve been calling Kayla that ever since she was a little girl. Sarah’s just trying to rid me of her life.”
We stood in silence for a few minutes. Darren stared down at his feet, feeling awkward at my answer. He felt guilty now for saying anything. Giving him a friendly pat on the back, to montrer no hard feelings, I went into the gymnasium to be there in case a fight broke out. The hall was still packed with students, some still in yellow robes, and their parents. I spotted Edward with his family but Kayla was not with him. Maybe he had left her to give her some privacy with Sarah. I wandered through the crowd, trying to find Sarah and Kayla. They shouldn’t be far from Edward as he wouldn’t leave her alone without being within ten feet of her. Panic rose up in me and I squashed it down. There was no reason to panic. Kayla probably took her mother off into a quiet corner so her shouts could be heard well. This calmed me down and I managed not to shout out Kayla’s name. I didn’t want to embarrass her. Sarah had done enough of that.
“Charlie!” a panicked voice shouted behind me. I turned and saw Jacob running towards me with Mitchell.
“I can’t find Michaela.” Mitchell was the panicked one. His blue eyes were full of fear.
“Her scent’s weak, Charlie,” Jacob said. He was better at disguising his fear although he was breaking down inside his own mind. “I can’t find it strong anywhere.”
“She’s probably gone outside,” I said, trying to calm them as well as myself. “Sarah wanted to talk to her.”
“Weren’t toi outside?” Mitchell asked.
“There’s got to be plus exits in this hall than one.”
“Charlie!”
Sarah was making her way towards me now. She didn’t look as panicked as Mitchell so I assumed she had spoken to Kayla and everything was going fine.
“I can’t find Michaela anywhere,” she said. “Then again every student here is wearing yellow so it’s no wonder.”
A doubt of worry was swirling round her mind no matter what mask she wore on her face. She was like Jacob in that way.
I looked around and saw that only a few were wearing yellow robes and it was definite that Kayla would have gotten out of her peignoir, robe as fast as she could. Even Edward wasn’t wearing his.
“Don’t worry,” I assured Sarah. “She’s probably in a corner with her boyfriend.”
Sarah nodded but doubted it.
“Charlie!”
Was this going to be plus bad news? I didn’t know if I could handle another person coming to me and saying they can’t find Kayla. Couldn’t they just do a thorough check of the gymnasium before they worried me?
This time it was Carlisle that had shouted me. He was walking towards me with his wife and Edward. They all had smiles plastered on their faces.
“Congratulations, Charlie.” Carlisle shook my hand. “You must be proud of Kayla.”
“Very proud,” I said. “No need to ask if you’re proud of Edward. He’s a brilliant young man.”
Edward was staring intently at Sarah and I think I knew why.
“I don’t believe we’ve met,” Esme smiled at Sarah.
“Sarah Swan,” Sarah held out her hand to Esme. “Michaela’s mother.”
“Esme Cullen, Edward’s mother.” Esme shook her hand and introduced Carlisle.
“Where’s Kayla?” Edward asked me. “I left her a few minutes il y a to talk to her mother.”
Sarah shrugged. “I came in here and I can’t find her. Looked everywhere and not a trace.”
Edward turned sharply in Jacob’s direction.
“You’re right, Jacob,” Edward spoke quietly. “But I will find her. I’m plus familiar with her scent than you. I could pick out her scent in a crowd of thousands.”
Edward sped off, not even at human speed. Esme now looked rather worried and so did Carlisle.
“I’m sure it’s nothing,” I a dit to them. “She’s probably gone off to have a sulk over the incident.”
“So this is my fault?” Sarah said, heatedly. “Michaela’s disappeared and it’s my fault?”
“I didn’t say it was.” I didn’t want to deal with her right now. If Kayla had disappeared then I didn’t want to waste time arguing with Sarah.
Before Sarah could retaliate Edward appeared with Alice. Edward was clutching a mass of yellow.
“I found these at the side entrance.”
“Kayla’s graduation robe,” Esme whispered.
“She had these in her hands before I left her,” Edward said. “I’m positive of it.”
“I’m sorry,” Alice’s or eyes were fearful. “I didn’t see this at all. Nothing.”
“It’s not your fault, Alice,” I comforted the small vampire. She loved Kayla and the poor thing was going to torture herself over this. I turned to Jacob. “Inform Sam and start searching. Go from the side door and try to trace her scent.”
Jacob nodded once and was gone.
“I want to help them,” Edward said. “I’m not staying here.”
I ignored him and turned to Mitchell. “Try to track her par her abilities. Go.”
“Charlie I’m not staying here!” Edward snarled. “She could be hurt! I want to help her!”
“Stay here, Edward. The pack and Mitchell have this.”
With his eyes blazing like or feu he turned on his heel and was gone in a blur of white.
“I’ll see if I can find her,” Alice a dit and she too was gone in a white blur.
The only people left were Carlisle, Esme and Sarah. Sarah looked horrified. She had just realised that Kayla was now missing and something wasn’t right about it. Of course, she knew about what I was and would be sure to blame me.
“I have to go get Darren,” she said, turning away from me. All the anger had left her. Her shoulders were slouched and she shuffled, not walked.
“You know what to do,” I a dit to Carlisle and Esme. They nodded and they too were gone. I was left standing alone. A hole opened up in my chest and every emotion I had suppressed when I first couldn’t find Kayla spilled over and flooded me. Where was my baby girl?
“Look, it was a just a few drinks.”
“Three bottles of expensive champagne, Sarah.”
“Like I a dit – a few drinks.”
“Do toi think about anyone else before toi start on the drink? Do toi know who has to pick up the pieces after one of your benders?”
Sarah stared at me, different emotions crossing her face. Embarrassment, shame, disgust and then anger.
“How dare toi speak to me like that!” she screeched at me. “You haven’t seen me in years, Charlie, so how would toi know anything?!”
“Do toi think I don’t talk to Kayla?” I shouted at her. “She calls me every time toi drink too much. Why does she do it? She can’t talk to Darren because he’s too busy trying to save toi from hurting yourself!”
Sarah’s wide blue eyes were round with fright. I had never shouted at her before. There had never been a need. Even when she left me with Kayla I never Lost my temper because I knew she was doing it for Kayla. But this was just disgraceful. She can drink in her own house but coming to Kayla’s graduation drunk?
“Are toi saying that Michaela came here was to escape me?” Sarah looked near tears.
“Actually she left because of Darren,” I replied.
“Darren doesn’t treat her bad at all!”
“He doesn’t treat her anything,” I stressed. “He’s too stressed and worried about toi to even bother with Kayla. She thinks he hates her when in fact his time’s occupied looking after you.”
Just then Darren came out of the gymnasium looking slightly happier than when he went in.
“She’ll talk to you, Sarah,” Darren said, smiling slightly. “Kayla doesn’t seem that upset about the incident.”
“Her name’s Michaela, Darren,” Sarah clipped before she pushed past me and into the gymnasium.
“You too,” I a dit to Darren.
“I don’t get what’s so bad about ‘Kayla’,” he told me.
“I’ve been calling Kayla that ever since she was a little girl. Sarah’s just trying to rid me of her life.”
We stood in silence for a few minutes. Darren stared down at his feet, feeling awkward at my answer. He felt guilty now for saying anything. Giving him a friendly pat on the back, to montrer no hard feelings, I went into the gymnasium to be there in case a fight broke out. The hall was still packed with students, some still in yellow robes, and their parents. I spotted Edward with his family but Kayla was not with him. Maybe he had left her to give her some privacy with Sarah. I wandered through the crowd, trying to find Sarah and Kayla. They shouldn’t be far from Edward as he wouldn’t leave her alone without being within ten feet of her. Panic rose up in me and I squashed it down. There was no reason to panic. Kayla probably took her mother off into a quiet corner so her shouts could be heard well. This calmed me down and I managed not to shout out Kayla’s name. I didn’t want to embarrass her. Sarah had done enough of that.
“Charlie!” a panicked voice shouted behind me. I turned and saw Jacob running towards me with Mitchell.
“I can’t find Michaela.” Mitchell was the panicked one. His blue eyes were full of fear.
“Her scent’s weak, Charlie,” Jacob said. He was better at disguising his fear although he was breaking down inside his own mind. “I can’t find it strong anywhere.”
“She’s probably gone outside,” I said, trying to calm them as well as myself. “Sarah wanted to talk to her.”
“Weren’t toi outside?” Mitchell asked.
“There’s got to be plus exits in this hall than one.”
“Charlie!”
Sarah was making her way towards me now. She didn’t look as panicked as Mitchell so I assumed she had spoken to Kayla and everything was going fine.
“I can’t find Michaela anywhere,” she said. “Then again every student here is wearing yellow so it’s no wonder.”
A doubt of worry was swirling round her mind no matter what mask she wore on her face. She was like Jacob in that way.
I looked around and saw that only a few were wearing yellow robes and it was definite that Kayla would have gotten out of her peignoir, robe as fast as she could. Even Edward wasn’t wearing his.
“Don’t worry,” I assured Sarah. “She’s probably in a corner with her boyfriend.”
Sarah nodded but doubted it.
“Charlie!”
Was this going to be plus bad news? I didn’t know if I could handle another person coming to me and saying they can’t find Kayla. Couldn’t they just do a thorough check of the gymnasium before they worried me?
This time it was Carlisle that had shouted me. He was walking towards me with his wife and Edward. They all had smiles plastered on their faces.
“Congratulations, Charlie.” Carlisle shook my hand. “You must be proud of Kayla.”
“Very proud,” I said. “No need to ask if you’re proud of Edward. He’s a brilliant young man.”
Edward was staring intently at Sarah and I think I knew why.
“I don’t believe we’ve met,” Esme smiled at Sarah.
“Sarah Swan,” Sarah held out her hand to Esme. “Michaela’s mother.”
“Esme Cullen, Edward’s mother.” Esme shook her hand and introduced Carlisle.
“Where’s Kayla?” Edward asked me. “I left her a few minutes il y a to talk to her mother.”
Sarah shrugged. “I came in here and I can’t find her. Looked everywhere and not a trace.”
Edward turned sharply in Jacob’s direction.
“You’re right, Jacob,” Edward spoke quietly. “But I will find her. I’m plus familiar with her scent than you. I could pick out her scent in a crowd of thousands.”
Edward sped off, not even at human speed. Esme now looked rather worried and so did Carlisle.
“I’m sure it’s nothing,” I a dit to them. “She’s probably gone off to have a sulk over the incident.”
“So this is my fault?” Sarah said, heatedly. “Michaela’s disappeared and it’s my fault?”
“I didn’t say it was.” I didn’t want to deal with her right now. If Kayla had disappeared then I didn’t want to waste time arguing with Sarah.
Before Sarah could retaliate Edward appeared with Alice. Edward was clutching a mass of yellow.
“I found these at the side entrance.”
“Kayla’s graduation robe,” Esme whispered.
“She had these in her hands before I left her,” Edward said. “I’m positive of it.”
“I’m sorry,” Alice’s or eyes were fearful. “I didn’t see this at all. Nothing.”
“It’s not your fault, Alice,” I comforted the small vampire. She loved Kayla and the poor thing was going to torture herself over this. I turned to Jacob. “Inform Sam and start searching. Go from the side door and try to trace her scent.”
Jacob nodded once and was gone.
“I want to help them,” Edward said. “I’m not staying here.”
I ignored him and turned to Mitchell. “Try to track her par her abilities. Go.”
“Charlie I’m not staying here!” Edward snarled. “She could be hurt! I want to help her!”
“Stay here, Edward. The pack and Mitchell have this.”
With his eyes blazing like or feu he turned on his heel and was gone in a blur of white.
“I’ll see if I can find her,” Alice a dit and she too was gone in a white blur.
The only people left were Carlisle, Esme and Sarah. Sarah looked horrified. She had just realised that Kayla was now missing and something wasn’t right about it. Of course, she knew about what I was and would be sure to blame me.
“I have to go get Darren,” she said, turning away from me. All the anger had left her. Her shoulders were slouched and she shuffled, not walked.
“You know what to do,” I a dit to Carlisle and Esme. They nodded and they too were gone. I was left standing alone. A hole opened up in my chest and every emotion I had suppressed when I first couldn’t find Kayla spilled over and flooded me. Where was my baby girl?
Llovera, gotas mínimas
Lloverá, de mi boca
Saldrá el mar
No, no, Romeo, no
No, no, me dejes ver
Tu vida fue gestada ya
Lloverá, caudales de agua
Agua lisa
Lloverá, desde mis ojos
No, no, Romeo, no
No, no me dejes ver
Que tu muerte fue gestada ya
Renacimiento
English Translation:
Llovera, minimum drops
Rain, from my mouth
Will the sea
No, no, Romeo, not
No, no, let me see
Your life was articulated and
Rain, water flows
Smooth water
Rain from my eyes
No, no, Romeo, not
No, do not let me see
May your death was articulated and
Renaissance
Lloverá, de mi boca
Saldrá el mar
No, no, Romeo, no
No, no, me dejes ver
Tu vida fue gestada ya
Lloverá, caudales de agua
Agua lisa
Lloverá, desde mis ojos
No, no, Romeo, no
No, no me dejes ver
Que tu muerte fue gestada ya
Renacimiento
English Translation:
Llovera, minimum drops
Rain, from my mouth
Will the sea
No, no, Romeo, not
No, no, let me see
Your life was articulated and
Rain, water flows
Smooth water
Rain from my eyes
No, no, Romeo, not
No, do not let me see
May your death was articulated and
Renaissance
I've waited a hundred years
And I'd wait a million plus for you
Nothing prepared me for of the privilege of being yours, I do
If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how toi smile when toi blush
ou how toi curl your lip when toi concentrate enough
But I would have known what I was living for all along
What I've been living for
Your l’amour is my turning page
Only the sweetest words remain
Every Kiss is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase
I surrender who I've been for who toi are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours
I would have known what I've been living for all along
What I've been living for
Though we're tethered to the story we must tell
When I saw toi well I knew we'd tell it well
With the whisper we will tame the vicious scenes
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees
And I'd wait a million plus for you
Nothing prepared me for of the privilege of being yours, I do
If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how toi smile when toi blush
ou how toi curl your lip when toi concentrate enough
But I would have known what I was living for all along
What I've been living for
Your l’amour is my turning page
Only the sweetest words remain
Every Kiss is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase
I surrender who I've been for who toi are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours
I would have known what I've been living for all along
What I've been living for
Though we're tethered to the story we must tell
When I saw toi well I knew we'd tell it well
With the whisper we will tame the vicious scenes
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees
Last born of the clan
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his couteau and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing suivant of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his Friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his Friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his couteau and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing suivant of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his Friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his Friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
Situations are critical
toi got to look first before toi go
If toi wasn’t too sure then now toi know
The situations are critical
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before toi go
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before toi go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
The monsters are buried down deep inside
toi never know when they’re satisfied
Buried down deep where the sun don’t shine
The monsters are buried down deep inside but
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before toi go
You’re wasting away, ok, you’ve got to look before toi go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before toi go
Oh wait, ok, you’ve got to look before toi go
You’re wasting away, ok, you’ve got to look before toi go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness
toi got to look first before toi go
If toi wasn’t too sure then now toi know
The situations are critical
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before toi go
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before toi go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
The monsters are buried down deep inside
toi never know when they’re satisfied
Buried down deep where the sun don’t shine
The monsters are buried down deep inside but
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before toi go
You’re wasting away, ok, you’ve got to look before toi go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before toi go
Oh wait, ok, you’ve got to look before toi go
You’re wasting away, ok, you’ve got to look before toi go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness
I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your rue light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
a volé, étole me a dog-eared map
And called for toi everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
ou Lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
ou Lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Diving too deep for coins
All of your rue light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
a volé, étole me a dog-eared map
And called for toi everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
ou Lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
ou Lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down