I'm so glad toi made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up, and I know why
Because the last time toi saw me is still burned in the back of your mind
toi gave me roses and I left them there to die.
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of toi saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when toi were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched toi laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved toi in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
toi gave me all your l’amour and all I gave toi was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of toi saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when toi were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how toi held me in your arms that September night
The first time toi ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again, I swear I'd l’amour toi right
I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door I understand
But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of toi saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when toi were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it alright.
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
All the time
Hidden message: Tay
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up, and I know why
Because the last time toi saw me is still burned in the back of your mind
toi gave me roses and I left them there to die.
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of toi saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when toi were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched toi laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved toi in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
toi gave me all your l’amour and all I gave toi was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of toi saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when toi were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how toi held me in your arms that September night
The first time toi ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again, I swear I'd l’amour toi right
I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door I understand
But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of toi saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when toi were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it alright.
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
All the time
Hidden message: Tay