Edward's pov
She started to wake up.
“Edward” she a dit in panic and confused. She started to look around.
“Bella, don’t panic” I a dit to her while calming her down
“Why am I tight up, what happened” she asked me still in a panicking voice
“Don’t toi remember, Bella. After toi drank the blood toi were, I would say wild, like toi were someone else. toi threw Jasper in the middle of the room and Emmett against the wall, I had to grab toi tight while toi were kicking and screaming. Carlisle had to give toi something to sleep” I a dit a little worried and confused. How can’t she not remember what happened. I was feeling even plus worried and scared for her condition right now.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to do that” she a dit while her voice shocked with every words.
“It’s nothing, Bella. I don’t think toi could help it. I’m going to release you” I a dit feeling sorry now too that she was tight up in the first place.
“No, don’t. I don’t wanna hurt any of toi anymore” she a dit with a painful voice while I could here a little sob coming out of her.
“Bella” I could only say, the rest of my words didn’t wanted to come out.
“It’s gonna be fine, toi can let her go now, Edward” Jasper a dit to me “She has her feelings under control now, except for the emotional part” while he gave Bella a little smile, she gave him a tiny smile too.
I freed her hands and grabbed them tight while pulling her gently up.
She started shaking so I grabbed her tight against my chest and she put her hands around my waist.
“Bella” I heard Carlisle say. She turned her head towards him but she didn’t let go of my waist.
“What is the last think toi do remember” he asked her friendly
“Well, I remember that Edward gave me the blood bag and that I drank from it…” she a dit slowly before Jasper interrupted her
“Bella, Keep yourself under control, you’re losing control again” he a dit strong and angry.
I looked at him a little angry and then I looked back at Bella.
“… and then not much anymore. I heard jasper yelling and then I could hear Edward’s voice and that’s about it, I think” she a dit slowly finishing her sentence before she was interrupted.
I was starring at her just like everyone else in the room.
“So now what” she asked loud enough so everyone could here her in the room.
“Well toi can still eat, but then we have no other option than thigh toi up” Carlisle answered her question like he was used to say that.
“And Emmet and me will be close by” Jasper a dit strong but friendly
She started to look down at the ground, I knew she felt ashamed about what happened before but she didn’t need to be so I took her head towards me.
“I’m going to be there on you’re side all the way” I a dit with a loveable voice and giving her a smile, she gave me a little smile too.
“Are toi still hungry” Carlisle asked her friendly
“No” she answered back but I could here the insecurity in her voice. She wasn’t good in hiding her feelings
“Bella, toi can’t stop eating because you’re scared of losing control over yourself again” I a dit to her. She looked at me
“I wasn’t the one who loosed control” she whispered a little upset while looking at her stomach.
What did she just say. But before I could ask her, Carlisle jumped in.
“What do toi mean” He asked her curious but he wasn’t the only one who wanted to know what she meant with that.
“It’s nothing I’m just imagining things, I guess” she answered back like she didn’t wanted to answer that question.
“Bella, the last time toi a dit that , toi were right, so please tell us.” Carlisle asked her doctorly but in a little demanding voice now too.
“Well… When I drank the blood, it was like I wasn’t the one drinking it” she a dit slowly but in a confused tone.
“hmm” Carlisle just answered. He was as confused as she was and as everyone else was in the room.
“I guess toi should stay here till the baby is born so we all could keep an eye on toi and the baby” he continued slowly
“Are toi hungry now” I asked her again
“No, I’ll eat tomorrow if toi don’t mind” she answered back in a tired voice.
It was time for her to rest, there could still be some tranquilizer in her system.
“Come, I’ll carry toi to bed” I a dit and grabbed her tighter so I could pull her up. She laid her head against my chest while I walked towards my old bedroom. She already fell asleep in my arms so I gently laid her on the bed. I crawled beside her and laid my arm around her waist while holding her hand.
She started to wake up.
“Edward” she a dit in panic and confused. She started to look around.
“Bella, don’t panic” I a dit to her while calming her down
“Why am I tight up, what happened” she asked me still in a panicking voice
“Don’t toi remember, Bella. After toi drank the blood toi were, I would say wild, like toi were someone else. toi threw Jasper in the middle of the room and Emmett against the wall, I had to grab toi tight while toi were kicking and screaming. Carlisle had to give toi something to sleep” I a dit a little worried and confused. How can’t she not remember what happened. I was feeling even plus worried and scared for her condition right now.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to do that” she a dit while her voice shocked with every words.
“It’s nothing, Bella. I don’t think toi could help it. I’m going to release you” I a dit feeling sorry now too that she was tight up in the first place.
“No, don’t. I don’t wanna hurt any of toi anymore” she a dit with a painful voice while I could here a little sob coming out of her.
“Bella” I could only say, the rest of my words didn’t wanted to come out.
“It’s gonna be fine, toi can let her go now, Edward” Jasper a dit to me “She has her feelings under control now, except for the emotional part” while he gave Bella a little smile, she gave him a tiny smile too.
I freed her hands and grabbed them tight while pulling her gently up.
She started shaking so I grabbed her tight against my chest and she put her hands around my waist.
“Bella” I heard Carlisle say. She turned her head towards him but she didn’t let go of my waist.
“What is the last think toi do remember” he asked her friendly
“Well, I remember that Edward gave me the blood bag and that I drank from it…” she a dit slowly before Jasper interrupted her
“Bella, Keep yourself under control, you’re losing control again” he a dit strong and angry.
I looked at him a little angry and then I looked back at Bella.
“… and then not much anymore. I heard jasper yelling and then I could hear Edward’s voice and that’s about it, I think” she a dit slowly finishing her sentence before she was interrupted.
I was starring at her just like everyone else in the room.
“So now what” she asked loud enough so everyone could here her in the room.
“Well toi can still eat, but then we have no other option than thigh toi up” Carlisle answered her question like he was used to say that.
“And Emmet and me will be close by” Jasper a dit strong but friendly
She started to look down at the ground, I knew she felt ashamed about what happened before but she didn’t need to be so I took her head towards me.
“I’m going to be there on you’re side all the way” I a dit with a loveable voice and giving her a smile, she gave me a little smile too.
“Are toi still hungry” Carlisle asked her friendly
“No” she answered back but I could here the insecurity in her voice. She wasn’t good in hiding her feelings
“Bella, toi can’t stop eating because you’re scared of losing control over yourself again” I a dit to her. She looked at me
“I wasn’t the one who loosed control” she whispered a little upset while looking at her stomach.
What did she just say. But before I could ask her, Carlisle jumped in.
“What do toi mean” He asked her curious but he wasn’t the only one who wanted to know what she meant with that.
“It’s nothing I’m just imagining things, I guess” she answered back like she didn’t wanted to answer that question.
“Bella, the last time toi a dit that , toi were right, so please tell us.” Carlisle asked her doctorly but in a little demanding voice now too.
“Well… When I drank the blood, it was like I wasn’t the one drinking it” she a dit slowly but in a confused tone.
“hmm” Carlisle just answered. He was as confused as she was and as everyone else was in the room.
“I guess toi should stay here till the baby is born so we all could keep an eye on toi and the baby” he continued slowly
“Are toi hungry now” I asked her again
“No, I’ll eat tomorrow if toi don’t mind” she answered back in a tired voice.
It was time for her to rest, there could still be some tranquilizer in her system.
“Come, I’ll carry toi to bed” I a dit and grabbed her tighter so I could pull her up. She laid her head against my chest while I walked towards my old bedroom. She already fell asleep in my arms so I gently laid her on the bed. I crawled beside her and laid my arm around her waist while holding her hand.