Niall Horan Fanfic Chapter 8: Everything Falls Apart
“You can’t be with me?” Niall whispered.
“Well we hardly ever talk and you’re always mad at me so yeah…I can’t be with you.” I a dit starting to cry.
“Well fine! Just leave then!” he a dit back crying harder than I’ve ever seen him.
I started for the door when I felt his hand on my wrist. It sent tingles through my whole body. I loved him so much and couldn’t just let him go like this.
“Wait,” he said, “We can work this out? Please?” he said.
“If toi decide to talk to me and tell me the real reason you’re mad, then yes but if not and you’re just going to get all defensive like toi have been lately then no. I’ll leave Niall.” I a dit through my tears.
“Let me explain.” He said.
“I’m listening.” I a dit back.
“I should have stood up for toi from the start, when toi first started getting hate. I’m mad at myself for letting toi leave. It’s my fault toi were in that plane crash. If I hadn’t let toi got that never would have happened. I’m mad at myself for letting toi go. toi were knocked out cold for almost a mois and I was scared toi wouldn’t make it. Every jour I sat and watched you, and toi never got any better. I thought every jour how I could make it on without you. When they pulled the plug on you, toi died. I couldn’t ours not having toi around. All the times we had together rushed back to me. How we first met, everything. I l’amour toi so much Hazel. And when they brought toi back, toi were okay, but it’s my job to protect toi and make sure that nothing bad ever happens to toi again. toi went to dance and I thought for sure toi would get hurt. Hazel I can’t stand the silence between us, and this whole fighting thing. I hate it. I l’amour toi so much and please if toi give me another chance I won’t screw things up. I swear.” He said.
“Niall I l’amour you, and I hate all this just as much as you, I guess I could have been plus careful with what I was doing. I’m sorry to put toi through all this. I know how scared and freaked out I would be if I were in the position of losing you. I l’amour toi plus than anything in the world and can’t picture me without you.” I said.
He grabbed my arms and pulled me into a tight hug. Something I hadn’t felt in a while. He kissed me and we just stood there hugging for the longest time. Being in his arms was like being in another world. He made me feel so sûr, sans danger and I just wanted the moment to last forever. Niall ran his fingers through my hair and placed his hand lightly on my cheek. I was still crying. He wiped away my tear and made small circles on my cheeks with his thumb.
“I was being a real jerk wasn’t I?” he said.
“No, well sort of, yeah.” I said.
He looked deep into my eyes and I couldn’t tell what he was thinking. I just wanted him to hug me again. He grabbed my hands and placed his forehead on mine.
“Do toi ever think of leaving me?” He asked.
“Niall, don’t talk like that.” I said.
“Well do you?” he asked again.
“No, only recently when we got into this huge fight, but Niall I’m nothing without you. You’re my better half.” I a dit smiling.
“Will toi promise me something?” he whispered.
“What?” I asked.
“That you’ll never leave me. Not just break up leave me, like when I’m on tour you’ll always be there and when I’m accueil you’ll always be there. When I wake up in the morning you’re there and the last person I see every night is toi because you’ll always be there.” He said.
“As long as toi never leave me, I’ll always be here for you.” I a dit giving him my pinky.
“I promise.” He a dit wrapping his pinky around mine.
“Me too.” I said.
He grabbed my waist and pulled me back into his arms. He rested his head on my shoulder and I rubbed his back. He picked me up and carried me into our room. We laid down in lit and he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me as close to him as I could get. I turned into him and laid my head on his chest. He kissed my head and said, “Goodnight princess.”
“Goodnight Niall.” I a dit back.
“I l’amour you.” He whispered in my ear.
“I l’amour toi too.” I a dit nestling my head on him.
We fell asleep like that. I was so glad things were good with us again. I don’t know what I would’ve done without him around.
“You can’t be with me?” Niall whispered.
“Well we hardly ever talk and you’re always mad at me so yeah…I can’t be with you.” I a dit starting to cry.
“Well fine! Just leave then!” he a dit back crying harder than I’ve ever seen him.
I started for the door when I felt his hand on my wrist. It sent tingles through my whole body. I loved him so much and couldn’t just let him go like this.
“Wait,” he said, “We can work this out? Please?” he said.
“If toi decide to talk to me and tell me the real reason you’re mad, then yes but if not and you’re just going to get all defensive like toi have been lately then no. I’ll leave Niall.” I a dit through my tears.
“Let me explain.” He said.
“I’m listening.” I a dit back.
“I should have stood up for toi from the start, when toi first started getting hate. I’m mad at myself for letting toi leave. It’s my fault toi were in that plane crash. If I hadn’t let toi got that never would have happened. I’m mad at myself for letting toi go. toi were knocked out cold for almost a mois and I was scared toi wouldn’t make it. Every jour I sat and watched you, and toi never got any better. I thought every jour how I could make it on without you. When they pulled the plug on you, toi died. I couldn’t ours not having toi around. All the times we had together rushed back to me. How we first met, everything. I l’amour toi so much Hazel. And when they brought toi back, toi were okay, but it’s my job to protect toi and make sure that nothing bad ever happens to toi again. toi went to dance and I thought for sure toi would get hurt. Hazel I can’t stand the silence between us, and this whole fighting thing. I hate it. I l’amour toi so much and please if toi give me another chance I won’t screw things up. I swear.” He said.
“Niall I l’amour you, and I hate all this just as much as you, I guess I could have been plus careful with what I was doing. I’m sorry to put toi through all this. I know how scared and freaked out I would be if I were in the position of losing you. I l’amour toi plus than anything in the world and can’t picture me without you.” I said.
He grabbed my arms and pulled me into a tight hug. Something I hadn’t felt in a while. He kissed me and we just stood there hugging for the longest time. Being in his arms was like being in another world. He made me feel so sûr, sans danger and I just wanted the moment to last forever. Niall ran his fingers through my hair and placed his hand lightly on my cheek. I was still crying. He wiped away my tear and made small circles on my cheeks with his thumb.
“I was being a real jerk wasn’t I?” he said.
“No, well sort of, yeah.” I said.
He looked deep into my eyes and I couldn’t tell what he was thinking. I just wanted him to hug me again. He grabbed my hands and placed his forehead on mine.
“Do toi ever think of leaving me?” He asked.
“Niall, don’t talk like that.” I said.
“Well do you?” he asked again.
“No, only recently when we got into this huge fight, but Niall I’m nothing without you. You’re my better half.” I a dit smiling.
“Will toi promise me something?” he whispered.
“What?” I asked.
“That you’ll never leave me. Not just break up leave me, like when I’m on tour you’ll always be there and when I’m accueil you’ll always be there. When I wake up in the morning you’re there and the last person I see every night is toi because you’ll always be there.” He said.
“As long as toi never leave me, I’ll always be here for you.” I a dit giving him my pinky.
“I promise.” He a dit wrapping his pinky around mine.
“Me too.” I said.
He grabbed my waist and pulled me back into his arms. He rested his head on my shoulder and I rubbed his back. He picked me up and carried me into our room. We laid down in lit and he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me as close to him as I could get. I turned into him and laid my head on his chest. He kissed my head and said, “Goodnight princess.”
“Goodnight Niall.” I a dit back.
“I l’amour you.” He whispered in my ear.
“I l’amour toi too.” I a dit nestling my head on him.
We fell asleep like that. I was so glad things were good with us again. I don’t know what I would’ve done without him around.
Well Directioners, it looks like our boys made a good impression whilst over in America, as rumours have emerged that Nickelodeon are tempted to offer them their own show.
Due to the overwhelming reception from fans they received on their récent whistle-stop tour, a source told Now magazine: “Simon Cowell has vowed to launch them on the US X Factor, while Nickelodeon are in talks to give them their own show.”
We’ve yet to see the iCarly episode which they filmed so can’t commentaire on their jouer la comédie skills yet, but if true, it bodes very well for any future success in the USA, if not all over the world.
In other news, Harry Styles has been told to rejoindre an exercise class to cure his back problems.
Harry a dit last month: “I have bad posture and I’ve been told to take pilates once a week.”
We bet that class will be one of the busiest around! “Mum, mum, I wanna take up Pilates, please!”
Due to the overwhelming reception from fans they received on their récent whistle-stop tour, a source told Now magazine: “Simon Cowell has vowed to launch them on the US X Factor, while Nickelodeon are in talks to give them their own show.”
We’ve yet to see the iCarly episode which they filmed so can’t commentaire on their jouer la comédie skills yet, but if true, it bodes very well for any future success in the USA, if not all over the world.
In other news, Harry Styles has been told to rejoindre an exercise class to cure his back problems.
Harry a dit last month: “I have bad posture and I’ve been told to take pilates once a week.”
We bet that class will be one of the busiest around! “Mum, mum, I wanna take up Pilates, please!”
one direction toi are so beautiful
Liam:
toi are so beautiful to me
toi are so beautiful to me
Can't toi see
Harry:
Your everything i hoped for
Your everything i need
toi are so beautiful to me
Zayn:
toi are so beautiful to me
toi are so beautiful to me
Can't toi see
Harry:
Your everything i hoped for
Your everything i need
toi are so beautiful to me
toi are so beautiful to me
toi are so beautiful to me
watch it here: link
Liam:
toi are so beautiful to me
toi are so beautiful to me
Can't toi see
Harry:
Your everything i hoped for
Your everything i need
toi are so beautiful to me
Zayn:
toi are so beautiful to me
toi are so beautiful to me
Can't toi see
Harry:
Your everything i hoped for
Your everything i need
toi are so beautiful to me
toi are so beautiful to me
toi are so beautiful to me
watch it here: link
one direction chasing cars
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
ou anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would toi lie with me
And just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are a dit too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would toi lie with me
And just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
montrer me a garden
That's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
[CHORUS]
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
ou anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would toi lie with me
And just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are a dit too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would toi lie with me
And just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
montrer me a garden
That's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
[CHORUS]
one direction my life would suck without toi
Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means toi take back
All toi a dit before
Like how much toi wanted
Anyone but me
a dit you'd never come back
But here toi are again
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
toi got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling toi goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for trying' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you
[CHORUS]
Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let toi go
Oh yeah
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
toi got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you. X2
Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means toi take back
All toi a dit before
Like how much toi wanted
Anyone but me
a dit you'd never come back
But here toi are again
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
toi got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling toi goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for trying' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you
[CHORUS]
Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let toi go
Oh yeah
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
toi got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you. X2