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i-am-mariella said:
Dear Michael, ♥ I have no idea how toi could possibly see ou read this now; but I've always wanted to tell toi some things and I feel that I have to get them out and give myself closure. I've always found death scary. Not the act so much; just the fact I l’amour life. I've got so much to live for, and I can't imagine not being able to do everything I l’amour to do. It's plus the thought of not being able to do all the things I wanted before I died. But passing over seems much less scary now I know toi are waiting on the other side. When I first realised that I held a lot of l’amour and fascination for you, I was considerably young, being brought up with all the negative media in England making me feel bored of the fact that a lot of samey artists who all sung the same sort of auto-tuned, generic pop with no meaning and were not distingushable from each other, were supposed to be my role models. They weren't; they held no personal meaning to me. toi were different. Well, of course toi were, it's what toi are known for. But Michael, I'm glad toi know that being different is not a bad thing. toi are inspirational - from your amazing music, which is prized not just for being the PERFECT dancing musique but actually having meaningful lyrics. Most of all, I l’amour toi for being the person toi are. I wondered if I met you, would I like you? Then, when I became a fan properly, I realised I felt like I already knew toi in my cœur, coeur (corny as that may sound!) toi used your immense talent and popularity to send great messages out all around the world in your music. Michael, I've always felt different - I've been called strange. I know how toi feel, but I hope toi can feel glad to be different. It's not a bad thing, (even though they told despicable lies about you, for which I'm sorry about and it makes my blood boil, though I consider myself a placid person, though easily riled and very angry when provoked), toi are just a unique individual and everyone will remember you, whereas media members and sameish artists who do not use their fame for any good. There will always be negative media and I'm sorry they made toi feel sad ou inferior sometimes. Please remember the law of love; l’amour conquers hate and we will always l’amour you. I miss you. Sleep tight, Michael. Keep the Faith x ps; brun foncé, dun ber ber lee!
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