This is my very first story ,so please tell me what toi think . I'll write plus soon if it seems okay.And sorry about the "word" ,but that's part of Mat's personality,He swears sometimes...sorry.
l’amour toi loads!!
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I tried to avoid Mathew today, even though he was my best friend since....well...ever.I just couldn't see him after what happened ,even though I had feelings for him ,I couldn't montrer it to him ,it would just ruin what little friendship that was left! But I couldn't keep it up for long, Mathew was going to live with me, and we simply had the same lessons and most everything in common.
"Um.. Jess? Can we talk? “Mathew a dit ,looking away.
"Err...I don’t know, Mat, the bell's about to ring...” I said, trying to avoid eye contact,"I don't want to get caught late to class..."
"Jessica...”He a dit as he reached for my hand, but I didn't give it to him,"We need to talk-"
"I don’t have time... I'm...I'm sorry" I lied to him! Why did I lie to him? We've always been so close, it was obvious to him that I was lying...that...that I was avoiding him.
"Jess...”He said, holding me back."I'm sorry! We have to talk, toi can't just avoid it"
The cloche, bell rang.
I looked through my notebook, looking for the class I was heading to.
"It's lunch next" he continued, looking down.
My eyes widened...my cœur, coeur sanked, I knew he was upset, he'd never admit it, but he was.
"I promise, we'll talk, just...not yet.” I gave him a hug before walking away, making sure he wouldn't see what was going on, that I was upset...that I was hurt.
Mathew's point of view:
I headed towards the back of the school, distracted from the outside world.
God! I'm so stupid!
"Mathew! Hey! Yo dude, Mathew!" a voice started calling.
I kept walking ,thinking about how I could ever fix things.
"Mathew! Wait up ,man!”
Annoyed, angry, and upset, I finally turned around to face the person; it was Connor, once again with his football,waiting for another game.Connor was a freshman, he moved in not long ago, and you'd never think that I would be Friends with him, but I was.We were Friends since the jour he came up to me with his football, and we'll always be as long as there's a game to play.
"Ey man, I've been calling toi since ever, what's up?”
"not in the mood" I a dit with anger in my tone, as I walked away.
"Scared I'll beat toi this time?" he called out with a smile
"Dude, Fuck off!"
"wha..whats?"
"I a dit Fuck Off!"
Back to Jessica's point of view:
I sat on the floor ,crying ,meaningless tears falling ,rolling down my cheeks .Tears because i couldn't handle it,tears because i couldn't hold it in anymore,tears....tears because i loved him.
My phone rang,
"Jessica," It was Kaitlin, her voice breathless. "There's a problem here”
"Between me and Mathew? Yeah, I wanted to talk to toi about, I-" I said, my voice trembling helplessly
"No ,no .no "Kaitlin inturupted," toi have to get to the hospi-"
"Kaith?? Kaith ? Whats going on ?"
Nothing,
I looked at my phone ...our line got cut off.
l’amour toi loads!!
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I tried to avoid Mathew today, even though he was my best friend since....well...ever.I just couldn't see him after what happened ,even though I had feelings for him ,I couldn't montrer it to him ,it would just ruin what little friendship that was left! But I couldn't keep it up for long, Mathew was going to live with me, and we simply had the same lessons and most everything in common.
"Um.. Jess? Can we talk? “Mathew a dit ,looking away.
"Err...I don’t know, Mat, the bell's about to ring...” I said, trying to avoid eye contact,"I don't want to get caught late to class..."
"Jessica...”He a dit as he reached for my hand, but I didn't give it to him,"We need to talk-"
"I don’t have time... I'm...I'm sorry" I lied to him! Why did I lie to him? We've always been so close, it was obvious to him that I was lying...that...that I was avoiding him.
"Jess...”He said, holding me back."I'm sorry! We have to talk, toi can't just avoid it"
The cloche, bell rang.
I looked through my notebook, looking for the class I was heading to.
"It's lunch next" he continued, looking down.
My eyes widened...my cœur, coeur sanked, I knew he was upset, he'd never admit it, but he was.
"I promise, we'll talk, just...not yet.” I gave him a hug before walking away, making sure he wouldn't see what was going on, that I was upset...that I was hurt.
Mathew's point of view:
I headed towards the back of the school, distracted from the outside world.
God! I'm so stupid!
"Mathew! Hey! Yo dude, Mathew!" a voice started calling.
I kept walking ,thinking about how I could ever fix things.
"Mathew! Wait up ,man!”
Annoyed, angry, and upset, I finally turned around to face the person; it was Connor, once again with his football,waiting for another game.Connor was a freshman, he moved in not long ago, and you'd never think that I would be Friends with him, but I was.We were Friends since the jour he came up to me with his football, and we'll always be as long as there's a game to play.
"Ey man, I've been calling toi since ever, what's up?”
"not in the mood" I a dit with anger in my tone, as I walked away.
"Scared I'll beat toi this time?" he called out with a smile
"Dude, Fuck off!"
"wha..whats?"
"I a dit Fuck Off!"
Back to Jessica's point of view:
I sat on the floor ,crying ,meaningless tears falling ,rolling down my cheeks .Tears because i couldn't handle it,tears because i couldn't hold it in anymore,tears....tears because i loved him.
My phone rang,
"Jessica," It was Kaitlin, her voice breathless. "There's a problem here”
"Between me and Mathew? Yeah, I wanted to talk to toi about, I-" I said, my voice trembling helplessly
"No ,no .no "Kaitlin inturupted," toi have to get to the hospi-"
"Kaith?? Kaith ? Whats going on ?"
Nothing,
I looked at my phone ...our line got cut off.