I refuse. I simply refuse to lose this battle. all this...this crap, it's not my fault. No.Why am I so stubborn? Why do I only indulge in myself? I let her die. I let them both die. I have to pay the price. But i refuse to go into the cat's room. As I pass the cerise blossom trees, I can only wonder if they know that one jour they'll simply die and fall off the tree? Well anyways, that doesn't matter. None of it does. they'll only just grow back. Staying the same, unchanging. Just like the curse. It'll never change. Eternity is eternity after all. But she understands. She's like a beautiful...