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Its amazing how one person can change your whole world compleatly,all it takes is one look and suddenly your heads in the clouds.Every l’amour song reminds toi of him,you start watching romantic films and recreateing it in your head with new charectors...you and him.You gaze at his photo for hours hopeing that one jour he'll see you...the way toi see him.Hes always the first and last thing on your mind every single day.To experence all this emotion for one special person can make toi feel sad at times...but at the same time feel compleately wonderful but...you still dont have him...and even though toi want to fight for him toi just cant...theres always something holding toi back...maybe the fact that so many people l’amour him and toi think toi dont have a chance...

This is how i feel about gerran...anyone else experence these feelings?

Imagine its an ordinary jour just like any other your walking down the rue but then something happens on this jour that is completly out of the ordinary toi see walking down the rue straight towards toi talking to his mates OMG!!!
ITS GERREN HOWELL!!!! but then toi realise that he wasn't walking towards toi and toi are standing there a like an idiot drooling over him.

So he walks past and stares at toi like toi some sort of freak.
toi then walk accueil still thinking about that moment and toi don't care that him and his mates laughed at toi because toi are treasuring that moment that seconde toi will remember for the rest of your life that ordinary jour on an ordinary rue when Gerren Howell walked past toi stared into your eyes and laughed!!