I'm in crisis what should I do???????????????

First, toi could at least tell us whats bothering you. No can help unless toi tell us.

Pray.
General advice, but when toi believe it helps, it really does. What also helps is to be in presence of people toi love, people charging toi with positive energy. And to give toi something plus specific, I'd need too know more.

stay strong, and keep the faith. continue to read the bible. and remember that no matter how bad things get, every nuage has a silver lining.