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Bella's POV


"Bella!?" I heard someone call my name. I know that voice, I would know it anywhere.
"Edward!!" I yelled out.
Edward came into my view, he was too far away for my liking. It was only then that I realised where I was. I looked around, where am I? I have never seen this place before. It was a small village. There were small and simple houses made out of bricks. There were people walking around all in old fashioned clothes. I realised...

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From time to time, human emotions encapsulate me. If it weren’t for Zafrina, my friend from the Amazonian Coven, I don’t know if I’d be able to montrer Edward those emotions. She helped me realize my capabilities, and taught me to use them to my full potential. He loves it though, when I do let him in. Somehow however, I think he’s quite happy not knowing everything. It’s foreign to him, exciting. I guess it keeps him wondering, which isn’t something Edward is used to. Mostly, I’ve used this capability to montrer Edward how deeply, truthfully and...

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I couldn’t have prepared myself enough for how deeply consumed I would become with lire Edward’s Diary. It’s been absolutely heartbreaking lire the black book with the red ribbon wrapped around it. The one from before Edward met me.

I’m not ready to post one of his diary entries yet, but one quote from what I’ve read has stood out plus so than anything I’ve read so far in his diary -more than anything Edward has ever said.

“The days flow into the nights. There’s no separation between the two. I have nothing to live for - yet here I am,...

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Hey everyone. As promised, I have typed out an older diary entry for you. The following entry is from before my life completely changed - before him.
-Bella

Even on days when I’m feeling plus down than usual, the smell of fresh cut herbe and the hot pavement below my feet seems to brighten up my day, somehow. The rare breeze blowing from the leaves of the fully bloomed trees feels almost euphoric against the smoldering heat. The best thing about phoenix, though, is that it’s a vigorous, booming city - full of opportunity. I’m going to miss it.

I’ve made...

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“I haven’t seen a prospective talent so promising since we found Jane and Alec. Can toi imagine the possibilities when she is one of us?”

-Aro

Jacob hasn’t left Nessie’s side in days, except to go accueil to change his clothes and check in with Billy and the pack periodically. He was Lost without her. We were all Lost without her. Each one of us have taken turns blaming ourselves for everything that has happened. Now, though, I know it was bound to happen no matter what. The Volturi were desperate for our attention. Desperate for us to become part of...

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The chaos didn’t last very long, actually. The Volturi and their guards froze, standing there with the most oddly twisted expressions on their faces. It looked as though they were battling between enmity and sympathy. I, too, gave up the battle. I wasn’t sure if it was because I wanted to see what they were thinking, ou if the looks on their faces amused me. No one got destroyed. Felix, however, has a few chunks taken out of him and my bite marks, like Jasper’s, will remain. It took me longer than it should have to realize Charlie was causing the Volturi...

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The familiar downward slanting alley gave me vague flashbacks of a time when I was plus fragile, human. Edward kept himself one pace ahead of me, protectively, holding my hand the entire time. He’s still just as protective of me as he was when I was a fragile, weak human. Feeling his hand sewn into mine was about the only thing at this point that was keeping me from plowing down the two cloaked men ahead of us and running to find Renesmee, destroying everyone in my path. I couldn’t do anything to put her fragile life in jeopardy, though.

We came to the...

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The Volturi weren’t going to stop at anything. Our coven was becoming plus strong and powerful than they ever expected - and they didn’t like it. They were going to try anything in their power to either take us down, ou take our most powerful members. The Cullens don’t care about power, though. All we’ve been trying to do is live as close to a normal life as possible, happily. The Volturi, however, have been making the ‘happily’ part nearly impossible.

I thought I had reached my full potential as far as strength goes with the punks who shot Charlie...

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My entire body was La Reine des Neiges - departed from my mind which was moving a million miles an hour. The lifelessness in my body was battling with the outrage, placing me in an almost fog - like confusion. I stood still in my crouch, my lips stretched over my teeth for half a seconde before the outrage finally won. I didn’t have a chance to look at Edward, but I could hear his growls and sense his indignation…
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Renesmee, to my surprise, had a great time playing dress up with...

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I really thought my clumsiness would have disappeared along with the blood in my veins and my beating heart. It didn’t, though. I still stumble and trip, and I run into things a lot, too. I’m not perfect like him. Edward carries himself with the grace of an Angel while I am constantly on the verge of tripping over my own feet ou smashing my stone like body into a glass door. Yes, I did that.

Then there’s Alice. She carries herself with so much poise and grace that I often wonder if she’s floating. She’s so tiny, and her movements seem almost motionless....

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osalie and Renesmee went hunting together today, alone. It was hard to pry Nessie away from Jacob, but Rosalie… well, has a way with words. She can leave even Jacob speechless, sometimes. Her l’amour for Nessie is immeasurable, though. Rosalie can fill some of the void that plagues her existence par having Nessie around. The main reason Rosalie dislikes being what we are… vampires, is because she will never be able to birth her own child, be a mother. For that, she has an excessive amount of resentment towards me. I managed to enter this ceaseless life with...

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Although I knew it wasn’t possible, I still had to remind myself that vampires don’t sleep. I couldn’t be dreaming. The porcelaine skinned, red eyed, beautiful man that stood before me was real. par now toi would think nothing could shock me, but this… this was different. Everything I had been fighting to avoid, was standing right in front of me. Charlie was really standing there. He was really a vampire.

At first I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. I tried, but they wouldn’t move. I was momentarily unaware of everything else around me. I forgot...

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We wanted to have Jacob present while Charlie was reintroduced to Nessie, as an immortal. She always feels safest when Jacob’s around. Charlie reassured us about a hundred times that he was ready to see Nessie, so we finally brought her to the Cullen’s house so she could meet the grandfather she would now have in her life, forever.

Carlisle was having a difficult time understanding why Charlie and I weren’t completely savage after being turned. He has a new theory about it. Carlisle theorizes that humans who were turned par vegetarian vampires, are more...

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“Baylor here, has the uncanny ability to subject your chiens to the most crippling pain they’ve ever felt in their lives. He is quite the asset to our coven.” Marcus was grinning, proudly, as he explained why the pack were on the ground howling in evident pain. Baylor stood stiff, not taking his eyes off the wolves. It was apparent that all Baylor had to do was shoot his piercing red stare at the loups in order to keep them incapacitated. When he looked directly at one wolf, that loup would howl, almost scream out in poignant agony.

No one saw Baylor...

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The four days leading up to their arrival were, well… torturous. I was on edge the whole time, hardly able to leave the house, only briefly to hunt. The loups guarded the outside of the house, circling it jour and night. Though we didn’t need them there, they insisted on being there, just in case. Every so often Jacob would morph back into human form and come inside to be with Nessie. This was all too familiar. I couldn’t believe how soon I would have to face the Volturi, again, for the seconde time since being turned.

Rosalie spent most of her time...

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My normally amplified vision suddenly became blurred. Anger surged through my cold, rock body. The feeling of guilt overwhelmed me to my core. My mind was pulling me in so many different directions. I still wanted to destroy Baylor. I wanted to destroy all of them.
Edward could see the rage in my eyes. He stayed calm, promising to keep Charlie safe. Alice was on the phone to Carlisle, talking sternly, asking that he get Charlie and keep him safe. She didn’t give Carlisle much detail, just told him we would be back soon to help keep Charlie safe.
Well, that...

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Once we were on the plane, reality set in. There was no turning back. The thought of not making it to Volterra before Baylor could tell the Volturi about Charlie, absolutely horrified me.
Something else that set in once we were on the plane? Thirst. This was my first time in such close proximity to so many humans for this long. Plus, I haven’t hunted in a while. My throat began to feel like a thousand flaming needles were pricking it. The smell, was almost unbearable. Though I trust myself, I was still exceedingly thankful to have had Edward and Alice with...

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Before I knew what was happening, Edward gave me a quick half Kiss on my forehead, and flew out the door, and into his car. It didn’t even take me a seconde to figure out what he was doing. Edward was going after Baylor… to try to destroy him, before he could make it to Volterra, and tell the Volturi about Charlie’s understanding of what we are. I couldn’t let him do this alone. I couldn’t let anything happen to him.
I was out the door within secondes after Edward, just making it into his car before he took off. Though he demanded I stay behind, I...

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He didn’t take it well. In fact, he is pretty much in disbelief. It was expected, though. I had a hard time actually saying what I am. Oddly, when I tried to say the word “vampire” to Charlie, it got caught in my throat. Edward had to finish my sentence for me. Then, after Edward blurted it out, I actually considered denying it… until I realized how crazy that would have made Edward seem. It didn’t help that Charlie asked Edward to repeat himself, four times.
The funny thing is, when I say that I’m a vampire out loud, I start to question my own...

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There was a piece of white paper folded on my seat. I got in and closed the door before I unfolded it. Two words were written in his elegant script.”
Be safe.

I was visiting with Charlie today. This time alone. I figured that, since Sue wouldn’t be there today, we could spend some one on one time together, alone. I no longer worry about being alone around humans, either. Especially my family. I could never hurt Charlie. Somehow, his scent isn’t the most appealing to me, anyway. Needless to say, though, I did go hunting with Edward yesterday as a precautionary...