The titre says it all.
And no, I'm not leaving. That's not to say that I'm not pissed off at all toi people. And I'm warning toi now, toi might hate this. toi might get offended, toi might hate me, but I don't give a flying Grayson about that. toi guys have taught me just how stupid online drama is, and just how important it is NOT to let yourself get affected par it. So flame me all toi want. I just need to rant.
Seriously, when did all this shit start happening? First our lovely Esmerelda decides to "leave forever" (anyone wanna count the number of times he's a dit that? Good. I didn't think so). Then everything's calm again. Then this morning. I watch the new YJ episode, spend the jour alternating between obsessing about it on tumblr and doing homework, then come on here. BAM. Drama. What the hell guys?
But let me say this. I'm not disappointed because I think toi all are too mature to stoop to this level. toi may think toi are, but I've only been on fanpop for less than a an and I KNOW you're not. toi guys have torn yourselves apart with the drama too many times. And I'm not disappointed because I l’amour toi sooo much that I can't imagine ever hating you. Because I've come to realize that I really DON'T idolize you. I still like toi guys, and there are people on this club who I really do l’amour and care about, but there are people that I don't. And we have to realize this. This isn't a perfect community. There are cliques, there are fights, there is drama, and we can't l’amour everyone. But that doesn't mean we have to act like bitches to each other. And that doesn't mean we have to run away, and give a goodbye note filled with sob stories created for the specific purpose of making us all feel soooo bad for you, and fall on our knees begging for toi to come back.
Onto my suivant point. Fighting. Now toi all probably think I'm a total hypocrite for this. I know you're thinking, "wait, but she fights too! She fights all the time!" Let me clarify. I don't fight ALL THE TIME. I pick and choose my fights. In fact, the only person I enjoy fighting with, Esmerelda aka 66 aka The_Writer is gone. There's a distinction between fights with him and fights with everyone else. Fights with him are plus like trolling the trolls (and come to think of it, probably should be avoided. It's never good to feed the trolls). But when toi guys fight, it's like the definition of girl drama. Backstabbing, name calling, secrets, blame games, and just endless stupidity that is so upsetting. Basically, this club is a bad soap opera.
I know this rant pissed toi guys off. I know it was stupid, and I know that I kinda went all over the place. But that's just my mind. And I just needed to let out what I'd been feeling for awhile. I could go on for ages about this. But I'll spare toi guys from having to read it, so I'm done here. Just everyone sit back and think about what you've done. No one is exempt from this. Everyone has played a part in this stupid soap opera, even me, even you. So just take a step back, log off and cool down, and think.
That's all I've got.
Stay whelmed.
Rae out.~
And no, I'm not leaving. That's not to say that I'm not pissed off at all toi people. And I'm warning toi now, toi might hate this. toi might get offended, toi might hate me, but I don't give a flying Grayson about that. toi guys have taught me just how stupid online drama is, and just how important it is NOT to let yourself get affected par it. So flame me all toi want. I just need to rant.
Seriously, when did all this shit start happening? First our lovely Esmerelda decides to "leave forever" (anyone wanna count the number of times he's a dit that? Good. I didn't think so). Then everything's calm again. Then this morning. I watch the new YJ episode, spend the jour alternating between obsessing about it on tumblr and doing homework, then come on here. BAM. Drama. What the hell guys?
But let me say this. I'm not disappointed because I think toi all are too mature to stoop to this level. toi may think toi are, but I've only been on fanpop for less than a an and I KNOW you're not. toi guys have torn yourselves apart with the drama too many times. And I'm not disappointed because I l’amour toi sooo much that I can't imagine ever hating you. Because I've come to realize that I really DON'T idolize you. I still like toi guys, and there are people on this club who I really do l’amour and care about, but there are people that I don't. And we have to realize this. This isn't a perfect community. There are cliques, there are fights, there is drama, and we can't l’amour everyone. But that doesn't mean we have to act like bitches to each other. And that doesn't mean we have to run away, and give a goodbye note filled with sob stories created for the specific purpose of making us all feel soooo bad for you, and fall on our knees begging for toi to come back.
Onto my suivant point. Fighting. Now toi all probably think I'm a total hypocrite for this. I know you're thinking, "wait, but she fights too! She fights all the time!" Let me clarify. I don't fight ALL THE TIME. I pick and choose my fights. In fact, the only person I enjoy fighting with, Esmerelda aka 66 aka The_Writer is gone. There's a distinction between fights with him and fights with everyone else. Fights with him are plus like trolling the trolls (and come to think of it, probably should be avoided. It's never good to feed the trolls). But when toi guys fight, it's like the definition of girl drama. Backstabbing, name calling, secrets, blame games, and just endless stupidity that is so upsetting. Basically, this club is a bad soap opera.
I know this rant pissed toi guys off. I know it was stupid, and I know that I kinda went all over the place. But that's just my mind. And I just needed to let out what I'd been feeling for awhile. I could go on for ages about this. But I'll spare toi guys from having to read it, so I'm done here. Just everyone sit back and think about what you've done. No one is exempt from this. Everyone has played a part in this stupid soap opera, even me, even you. So just take a step back, log off and cool down, and think.
That's all I've got.
Stay whelmed.
Rae out.~
*Shrugs* Cheer, cry, be happy, sad, angry, dunno.
Too much drama, feelings feelings feelings, this is all gonna be fluff, so if toi need the point of this article, skip to the bottom.
l’amour toi guys, really do, but this drama is toooooo much.
So, me and my OC's are going on a... vacation.
toi can still post on my wall, IM, boîte mail me, ect.
Just takin' a break from the club.
And if I'm a depressed emo faggot to you, not your fault. Stuff has happened, I should be fine in a bit.
Anyways,
Fly on~
-Raven, gone.
"So you're just going to let him leave to D.C.?" Lexi stared at her older brother.
"Yup."
"You're stupid! That's crazy toi idiot! He'll get himself killed!"
"No he won't."
"Yes he will Jaime! He'll kill the President, be banned from the Military and THEN die!" Lexi folded her arms across her chest.
"He won't kill the President Lexi, stop daydreaming."
"Then toi obviously don't know him."
"Actually I do, but toi don't. Dad is going to D.C. for a meeting with House of Representatives, and the President to talk about what was stolen from the Navy." Jaime put his hands in his pockets, staring and his little sister.
"And what makes toi think he won't go crazy?"
"Nudge will keep him under control. Trust me." Lexi almost dropped the phone that was in her hand.
"Nudge? I thought she retired."
"Nope, and Jack will be with her. Things will be fine." Jaime opened his wings an soared upwards. "You coming accueil ou what?" Lexi sighed and followed him.
"Yeah."
"Yup."
"You're stupid! That's crazy toi idiot! He'll get himself killed!"
"No he won't."
"Yes he will Jaime! He'll kill the President, be banned from the Military and THEN die!" Lexi folded her arms across her chest.
"He won't kill the President Lexi, stop daydreaming."
"Then toi obviously don't know him."
"Actually I do, but toi don't. Dad is going to D.C. for a meeting with House of Representatives, and the President to talk about what was stolen from the Navy." Jaime put his hands in his pockets, staring and his little sister.
"And what makes toi think he won't go crazy?"
"Nudge will keep him under control. Trust me." Lexi almost dropped the phone that was in her hand.
"Nudge? I thought she retired."
"Nope, and Jack will be with her. Things will be fine." Jaime opened his wings an soared upwards. "You coming accueil ou what?" Lexi sighed and followed him.
"Yeah."