My chest hurts.
From my heartbeat.
It's like my heartbeat
has a heartbeat.
'Cause when I think about Matt:
My cœur, coeur
it beats
for him.
My life
My soul
My virtue
My everything.
So close...
so far away.
So Lost without him.
So Lost in dream without him.
I'm not me without him.
The tears that stain my pillow
wondering
hoping
thinking
loving.
The dreams.
The wishes.
The everlasting bind.
I wait forever and a day.
I would wait forever
3 months,
19 weeks,
20 days,
and 13 hours.
I would give the world for him.
I would give my life for him.
To protect him.
Even if the jour comes
that I don't montrer it,
remember:
I l’amour him.


!~Xanatt~!
Est. March 19th, 2013
∞ For now...For Ever. ∞