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I had not been to school for two weeks, had not seen Damon and his family for ages, It was like a prison here and i couldn't get out par myself it was always Sefo follow her studpie mutt.
The whole jour I was followed par 9.00pm ' salut i'm kinda tried so I'm gonna go to ur bed' OMG would Oni ever get his son away from me ' Sefo Im getting changed unless toi wanna stay and get hit the the head i suggest toi leave' He turned and walked out thank goddness, Now Time to go out the window. I got out of the window and started to run Damon I hope some way toi can hear
Me calling hurry and GET here!, To late Sefo came behind me and grabbed me I screamed 'Let me go!! let me go now toi cant keep me with yous forever' He started to drag me I screamed and screamed.
I had to get away, I couldn't stay It killed me not to be loved all this kills. When we got back it was around 12.50am way i ran along way, Oni was shaking his head 'What the Hell do toi thing you're doing Ariel-Belle" I glared at him ' Its just Belle and toi cant keep me trapped forever, Im different for yous and toi know that!'.
Oni was getting angry But he nodded to Sefo to takee me to my room, As soon as i was there I slammed the door in his face and locked it but He got told to guard the kicten window, paul the bathroom window and then there was the bedroom window that was free but close to were sefo was . I sat on my lit écriture in my diary:
Dear diary, why me why now
I hate it and I hate that im stuck
It all sucks I dont know
when im angry at Sefo i feel
a passion of l’amour of scared
write soon hopefully
Sefo opened my door scaring me , I jumped and
fell of my bed. 'Ouch suivant time can toi knock toi scared the crap out of me'. He walked away and i got up when I turned Damon was there I jumped Back and screamed but he put his hand over my mouth. ' OMG Damon toi scared, dont do that' I hugged him then the door opened again, I lifted my arms up pretenting I was sore from falling.
'Umm belle and dont be late oni needs to talk to toi ungrently' he closed the door. 'That was close see why toi shouldnt come here', He laughed softly 'Belle toi dont have you're phone they have toi locked up toi cant see me so I must came see you'.Damon just kissed me then dissapeared, I woke up and walked out to were Oni was ' Well i see that toi can listen but thats not why i want toi here toi know that toi cannot avoid beening who toi are and what toi are' I just rolled my eyes yeah I know I was beening a chienne but he didnt need to give me a talking to.
We walked whiling he talk, I saw Damon and smiled which Oni caught he looked to were i was looking But Damon was gone ' Belle salut earth to Ariel-Belle why are toi smiling' I stopped smiling and looked at him 'one its Belle and Two I was rêverie and three its a free world ou wait is their also a rule that I cant smile' I walked away but soon after was joined par Sefo ' what do toi want' He just shook his head meaning nothing 'Well Belle I mean do toi have to be so mean you're jouer la comédie like someone else i dont Like it I like the old you' I looked at him and He looked at me, He was about to Kiss me but i jumped up 'Well to bad to sad, I have to go now and I have always been mean'.
I had not been to school for two weeks, had not seen Damon and his family for ages, It was like a prison here and i couldn't get out par myself it was always Sefo follow her studpie mutt.
The whole jour I was followed par 9.00pm ' salut i'm kinda tried so I'm gonna go to ur bed' OMG would Oni ever get his son away from me ' Sefo Im getting changed unless toi wanna stay and get hit the the head i suggest toi leave' He turned and walked out thank goddness, Now Time to go out the window. I got out of the window and started to run Damon I hope some way toi can hear
Me calling hurry and GET here!, To late Sefo came behind me and grabbed me I screamed 'Let me go!! let me go now toi cant keep me with yous forever' He started to drag me I screamed and screamed.
I had to get away, I couldn't stay It killed me not to be loved all this kills. When we got back it was around 12.50am way i ran along way, Oni was shaking his head 'What the Hell do toi thing you're doing Ariel-Belle" I glared at him ' Its just Belle and toi cant keep me trapped forever, Im different for yous and toi know that!'.
Oni was getting angry But he nodded to Sefo to takee me to my room, As soon as i was there I slammed the door in his face and locked it but He got told to guard the kicten window, paul the bathroom window and then there was the bedroom window that was free but close to were sefo was . I sat on my lit écriture in my diary:
Dear diary, why me why now
I hate it and I hate that im stuck
It all sucks I dont know
when im angry at Sefo i feel
a passion of l’amour of scared
write soon hopefully
Sefo opened my door scaring me , I jumped and
fell of my bed. 'Ouch suivant time can toi knock toi scared the crap out of me'. He walked away and i got up when I turned Damon was there I jumped Back and screamed but he put his hand over my mouth. ' OMG Damon toi scared, dont do that' I hugged him then the door opened again, I lifted my arms up pretenting I was sore from falling.
'Umm belle and dont be late oni needs to talk to toi ungrently' he closed the door. 'That was close see why toi shouldnt come here', He laughed softly 'Belle toi dont have you're phone they have toi locked up toi cant see me so I must came see you'.Damon just kissed me then dissapeared, I woke up and walked out to were Oni was ' Well i see that toi can listen but thats not why i want toi here toi know that toi cannot avoid beening who toi are and what toi are' I just rolled my eyes yeah I know I was beening a chienne but he didnt need to give me a talking to.
We walked whiling he talk, I saw Damon and smiled which Oni caught he looked to were i was looking But Damon was gone ' Belle salut earth to Ariel-Belle why are toi smiling' I stopped smiling and looked at him 'one its Belle and Two I was rêverie and three its a free world ou wait is their also a rule that I cant smile' I walked away but soon after was joined par Sefo ' what do toi want' He just shook his head meaning nothing 'Well Belle I mean do toi have to be so mean you're jouer la comédie like someone else i dont Like it I like the old you' I looked at him and He looked at me, He was about to Kiss me but i jumped up 'Well to bad to sad, I have to go now and I have always been mean'.
she unloads his gun
She and he waits for this
he releases his love
In blue and green orbs
she gives him plus and more
A million miles away
A million years girl
In a black woven chest
he digs his nails deep
She trusts in him for what he does
live in a house in the suburbs
He kisses the pain with blood and light
sleeping it off in the morning
A million miles away
A million years girl
In her world of his
she unloads his gun
In a world of his
she covers the sun
A million miles away
A million years
A million years girl
Well toi see
I'm not myself anymore
Well toi can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
Lost my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
par Myself
I'm gone now
I'm Lost again
I'm lost
par myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things toi don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm Lost in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've Lost all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
par Myself
I'm gone now
I'm Lost again
I'm lost
par myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm Lost here
par myself
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
par myself
par myself
I'm not myself anymore
Well toi can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
Lost my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
par Myself
I'm gone now
I'm Lost again
I'm lost
par myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things toi don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm Lost in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've Lost all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
par Myself
I'm gone now
I'm Lost again
I'm lost
par myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm Lost here
par myself
I'm Lost now
I'm here now
I'm Lost here
par myself
par myself
I need you
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing toi makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because toi can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because toi make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because toi can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world toi keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me toi were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need toi is
because I'll always l’amour you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing toi makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because toi can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because toi make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because toi can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world toi keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me toi were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need toi is
because I'll always l’amour you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
priceless and important,
gives toi the roads
and leaves toi choices
of which your luck depends on.
This is your life
and toi live it
wrapped par sadness
ou happiness.
Who cares?
This is your life,
invisible for others.
toi pick the road
and pray that the choice
is right,
but life loves toi not,
that's toi who l’amour
the joy of life.
Life,
priceless and important,
gives toi choices,
unpredictable events,
grays and hope,
and life is all yours.
But, the question is
will toi remain sane
even though your life
is cruel to your dreams,
will toi remain sane
even when your life
is dying in your eyes.