**6 months later...***
Bride laughed and giggled as I bounced her on my leg; just another jour at the park. It was summer, finally, a break from school. I guess I was looking vers l'avant, vers l’avant to being a sophomore. School wasn't that bad anymore now that I had my friends. Felicity wasn't that bad either. We're not exactly the greatest of friends, but we can tolerate each other now. Also, Trace and I started dating. It was great; he's really sweet and funny. I couldn't ask for a better guy.
"Come on, Harley! Gail a dit to be accueil par three!" Aspen called. Everyone else was already at the sidewalk, starting on their way home. I ran up to catch up to them.
We got home, right at about the time we were supposed to. Gail was lire on the porchswing, with Sky at her feet. I looked off into the distance. There weren't many houses around here. The closest house was down the street, but toi could still actually see it from our house. That house had been up for sale for quite a while. Only then did I notice the "sold" sign there. Huh.
"Hey, girls," Gail smiled from the porch. Even though she's now our legal mother, we all still call her Gail. It'd just be weird calling her "Mom." Still, I l’amour her like I would a mother. I smiled. "Who wants to help me with dinner?" She didn't have to ask. She always has Scout and I help with dinner, while the younger kids play in the house ou backyard.
After a nice meal of meatloaf (*couch cough*), Gail set out bowls of mint ice cream; the perfect dessert.
"Did toi see that house sold?" Gail asked. We nodded. "Did toi meet the family yet?"
"No," Scout answered. Gail smiled.
"Well then, when toi girls are done eating, why don't we go say hi?" she suggested. We shrugged. Once we were done, we headed on over to the house. I furrowed my eyes at the car in the driveway. It seemed familiar.... We knocked on the door. It opened.
My cœur, coeur practically burst out of my chest right then and there.
"Nikolai!!" I shouted. I jumped up and wrapped my arms around his neck. He laughed.
"Hey there!" Carmine and Reed emerged from the inside of the house. I couldn't believe it!
"Carmine! Reed! What're toi guys doing here?!" My face hurt from smiling so huge.
"We decided we needed a change," Nikolai said.
"And we saved up enough money for a house," Carmine added.
"So we thought we'd déplacer out into the country, away from all the city crap," Reed finished. I felt like I was going to explode from happiness overload! This as just amazing! Not even in a million years would I have thought I'd be able to have all the people I loved together with me.
"Well, aren't toi guys gonna come in?" Carmine smiled. We went in, and were donné a tour of the house.
Now everything is perect, I corrected myself.
The End. ♥
Bride laughed and giggled as I bounced her on my leg; just another jour at the park. It was summer, finally, a break from school. I guess I was looking vers l'avant, vers l’avant to being a sophomore. School wasn't that bad anymore now that I had my friends. Felicity wasn't that bad either. We're not exactly the greatest of friends, but we can tolerate each other now. Also, Trace and I started dating. It was great; he's really sweet and funny. I couldn't ask for a better guy.
"Come on, Harley! Gail a dit to be accueil par three!" Aspen called. Everyone else was already at the sidewalk, starting on their way home. I ran up to catch up to them.
We got home, right at about the time we were supposed to. Gail was lire on the porchswing, with Sky at her feet. I looked off into the distance. There weren't many houses around here. The closest house was down the street, but toi could still actually see it from our house. That house had been up for sale for quite a while. Only then did I notice the "sold" sign there. Huh.
"Hey, girls," Gail smiled from the porch. Even though she's now our legal mother, we all still call her Gail. It'd just be weird calling her "Mom." Still, I l’amour her like I would a mother. I smiled. "Who wants to help me with dinner?" She didn't have to ask. She always has Scout and I help with dinner, while the younger kids play in the house ou backyard.
After a nice meal of meatloaf (*couch cough*), Gail set out bowls of mint ice cream; the perfect dessert.
"Did toi see that house sold?" Gail asked. We nodded. "Did toi meet the family yet?"
"No," Scout answered. Gail smiled.
"Well then, when toi girls are done eating, why don't we go say hi?" she suggested. We shrugged. Once we were done, we headed on over to the house. I furrowed my eyes at the car in the driveway. It seemed familiar.... We knocked on the door. It opened.
My cœur, coeur practically burst out of my chest right then and there.
"Nikolai!!" I shouted. I jumped up and wrapped my arms around his neck. He laughed.
"Hey there!" Carmine and Reed emerged from the inside of the house. I couldn't believe it!
"Carmine! Reed! What're toi guys doing here?!" My face hurt from smiling so huge.
"We decided we needed a change," Nikolai said.
"And we saved up enough money for a house," Carmine added.
"So we thought we'd déplacer out into the country, away from all the city crap," Reed finished. I felt like I was going to explode from happiness overload! This as just amazing! Not even in a million years would I have thought I'd be able to have all the people I loved together with me.
"Well, aren't toi guys gonna come in?" Carmine smiled. We went in, and were donné a tour of the house.
Now everything is perect, I corrected myself.
The End. ♥
I'm setting here looking at a paused télévision screen and i soon think to myself is that the way that our life is life when we are put on hold.
If tht's the case then why are we not able to do the work that we have been meant to do forever,
how can the people in our lives trust us for the decisions that we make in our daily lives that we live.
are we really meant to be th people that we are meant to be ou are we just passing through this earth with no-where to go but down, that is what i think about when i see a paused tv.
so what do toi think about this journal entry that i just wrote toi need to think about what i a dit and give me your best anwsers that toi can give.
thnx erie morgan maples
If tht's the case then why are we not able to do the work that we have been meant to do forever,
how can the people in our lives trust us for the decisions that we make in our daily lives that we live.
are we really meant to be th people that we are meant to be ou are we just passing through this earth with no-where to go but down, that is what i think about when i see a paused tv.
so what do toi think about this journal entry that i just wrote toi need to think about what i a dit and give me your best anwsers that toi can give.
thnx erie morgan maples
Why, do things have to be so hard
In life?
Why can't things be easy
And everyone could just enjoy
Their short lives.
Betrayed
par an old friend
par an old boyfriend
It feels like the whole world
Has gone on the enemy's side
Why do things have to be so complicated?
Tears are rolling down my cheek
As life goes on,
That's what I do.
Because I feel unused, unhelpful, abandoned.
Life goes on
And even though I try
To shrug off the troubles I have had in the past,
Smiling,
Inside, I am extremely hurt
Stabbed par my own friends
I am deserted
Even though I smile
I am hurt
I am betrayed.
In life?
Why can't things be easy
And everyone could just enjoy
Their short lives.
Betrayed
par an old friend
par an old boyfriend
It feels like the whole world
Has gone on the enemy's side
Why do things have to be so complicated?
Tears are rolling down my cheek
As life goes on,
That's what I do.
Because I feel unused, unhelpful, abandoned.
Life goes on
And even though I try
To shrug off the troubles I have had in the past,
Smiling,
Inside, I am extremely hurt
Stabbed par my own friends
I am deserted
Even though I smile
I am hurt
I am betrayed.
Hate.Disappointment.Regret.They all make up some of the worst thing in our lives...then why can't we just give it up?Give it up and just throw all our problems away?The answer is simple because this,this is reality not a fairytale ou some fiction story,where the writer can just have their way over their characters like puppets.No.Not at all in reality does one have their way to control their life ou the lies that people tell them.There's no stopping your troubles in life ou changing the regret you've made in the past ...it's life.
such a waste, my life whole life is a fake!...but im sure ive been a thorn inside of you...that's torn at toi for years. but, sometimes i can taste how amer i've become...& its plus then i can bare. sometimes i pray for someone to blow me away. just make it quick, but let it burn...so i can feel the pain thats torn at me for years. i can't be held responsable, 'cause this is all so new to me. can i...leave my pain behind?
the sercomstances of one's birth are irrelavent. its what toi DO with the gift of life, that determends who toi are. the pain toi feel...its normal. let it go.
toi think?
yes. toi need to forgive and forget.
i can't...
toi can.
but i can't just do nothing...
it's not nothing!
i cant just...forget.
it's hard to forgive, and its hard to forget, but it's easy to do nothing...
you're right...
the sercomstances of one's birth are irrelavent. its what toi DO with the gift of life, that determends who toi are. the pain toi feel...its normal. let it go.
toi think?
yes. toi need to forgive and forget.
i can't...
toi can.
but i can't just do nothing...
it's not nothing!
i cant just...forget.
it's hard to forgive, and its hard to forget, but it's easy to do nothing...
you're right...