Jacob Black

Will the pain ever go away?
Bella fan fiction


“Smile sweetie.” Dad tried to tell me to do. It didn’t work. The crap that I was going through couldn’t be stopped anyway possible. Charlie wasn’t helping, Jacob wasn’t helping, not even work was helping. I wanted to curl up and die. My life sucked and all I wished was that I could get the pain through my body in one rapide, swift move. The pain didn’t want to cooperate. It wanted to scream at my soul to shut down. And it was working. Everything people told me from the beginning. It was to good to be true.
    That night...

Edward stood up and they both leaned over the bar, bringing eachother into the 'guy slap hug'. When Jasper out stretched his hand I caught the name Tyler tattooed on his opposite wrist.

"Jasper, this is Bella. The lawyer." Edward smiled to Jasper.

"Oh, so you're the Bella Swan. I'm Jasper Cullen, nice to meet you." He held out his hand to me, much like Rosalie just did.

I shook. "Nice to meet toi too."

"So," He turned to Edward. "Remember that girl I have been telling toi about? The one I have been seeing for about a month?"

Edward nodded.

"She's comming tonight. So toi can meet her." He smiled....

“You’re tired. Sleep, love.” I started humming the lullaby . It always helped her to fall asleep. She clasod her eyes and murmured:
“I wonder why I’m so tired. That couldn’t be part of your scheme ou anything.”
I couldn’t stop the chuckle. She was so right.
“For as tired as I’ve been, you’d think I’d sleep better.”
“You’ve been sleeping like the dead, Bella. toi haven’t a dit a word
in your sleep since we got here. If it weren’t for the snoring, I’d worry toi were
slipping into a coma.” I was good in making toi tired, dear. But we had a lot of fun. Actually...

"I wonder how many Friends I will make! Like toi and Aunt Alice, and Aunt Rose, and Uncle Emmett and Uncle Jasper and Daddy are all friends. Oh, and Aunt Angela and Ben." I was smiling down at Alicen as she ran throught clothes racks at Carter's. "Mommy." She stopped infront of me.

"Yes?" I looked down at her.

"Do toi think the other girls and boys will like me? What if they call me names ou make fun of me." She hung her head.

I bent down to her eye level and tucked a few curls behind her ear. "Why would toi think that?" I asked.

She shrugged her shoulders. "I dunno'."

I ran my hand down her cheek...

I woke up the suivant mornng to a knocking on the door. I crawled out of the bed, making sure I don't wake up Edward and Lilly.
I opened the door a a couple who looked like they were in their Mid-Forties were standing on the other side.The man had Blonde wavy hair and looked like Edward, while the women had his coppery colored hair color and warm green eyes. They looked at me and smiled.
"Hi,Is Edward here?"She asked me.I nodded my head sleepily and motioned for them to sit on the couch.
I walked back into my room and shook Edward a little.He opened his eyes and looked at me and smiled.
"Someone's...

Hello my lovleys!

Erm okay,some of toi fanpop users may be aware of the fact that i had been writting a fanfic called Lost l’amour and a few months il y a i stopped due to writters block however im back! (cue the applause! Lol) Just curious if i should continue to write this for my fans if i have any *hopes i do*

Here is a little taster from a chapter that is already on here - The first one give it a try and if toi like it let me know wheter toi want me to continue

Chapter 1
Cuddled up in my lit I remember the better days when Edward and I could tell each other everything. But how could I tell him...

This was the hardest chapter to write, so I hope toi enjoy it! Matthew, thanks for believing in me! X


I stayed up late into the night brain storming ideas on where to meet with my Aunt and Uncle, I didn't want to give our position away but I couldn't think of any where else to take them. I heard the phone ring and shot out of the room. I snatched it from it's cradle

"Hello? Rosalie, Emmett?" I breathed down the phone.

"Renesmee, we got away ok, no-one's following us at least. Edward and Bella think we're taking another holiday to visit our old friend Loria. Where are you? Are toi and Jacob safe?"...

Breathe Me

~4 months later~

Edward Pov.

I can't believe my little girl is turning two today. I don't want her growing up. I'm very much enjoying her little voice when she calls me daddy, ou her giggles when I tickle her, ou the way she smiles at Bella. The way her eyes sparkle like Bella is a living, breathing princess. In Adria's book, that's a big thing.

Bella and Adria were in the driveway drawing with chalk. Bella had drawn a sun and put Adria's name inside. My little sunshine. Adria of course was drawing scribbles of different colors. As Bella would 'ooh' and 'aww' at her work, Adria would...

Charlie’s POV

“This happened about an heure ou so ago,” one of my officers told me. “The driver of this car is nowhere to be found. We think he must have crashed and run.”
“What about the driver of the other car?” I asked, inspecting the car in front of me. It looked familiar.
“In hospital. Minor injuries.”
I nodded. The black car that looked familiar to me had received the most damage. The other car, a blue Prius, had crashed into the side of it. No one would have been able to walk away from that. No one except a….
“Is anyone looking for the driver?” I asked the officer.
“Not...

This is a big chapter!!! So hold your breath for the extreem!! :)
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Free Fallin'

"Bella." Edward sighed, breaking the uncomfortable silence. "I don't know if Alice has already told toi this ou not because she won't let me in her head, but I really like you. I know we have only known eachother for a few hours but every heure we have, I have spent thinking about you. And I want there to be an us, if toi do."

To shocked to speak, I nodded.

"Then I think I need to tell toi some things. But may I remind you, we are going 75 miles and heure down a interstate...

I took a glance at Edward's and I took in a sharp breath. He face was a scowl almost hostile, as he stared at me through burning beurre scotch eyes. I almost regreted my vow. But even in a scowl, his face we still beautiful.

"Mind if I sit?" I asked him.

He didn't answer, only stared.

Alice gave him a look he could have seen out of the corner of his eye. His face dropped into something a bit plus along the lines of calm and he blinked a few times before speaking. "Of course." He nodded.

I sat down and glanced around the table. Rosalie was fingering a black, glossy pendent around her neck. The same...

Edward pulled two tickets out of his manteau pocket with an unusually questionable grin on his face. I hadn’t seen this expression before. His eyes were bigger than normal, and black. I could see that he needed to hunt. His head tilted slightly downwards, and while one side of his lips curled up, somehow the other side seemed to curl down. Edward looked as though he didn’t know if he wanted to smile, ou frown.

“Are those plane tickets?” It sounded plus eager out loud than it did in my head.

Edward shifted his dark gaze down at the two tickets he held between his long, porcelain-like fingers,...

Edward Pov

Uh oh. Ella told Evan and Eden.

"Bella." I held up my hand. "Let me explain." I begged. I quickly grabbed a evelope off the coffee table. "This is why she was here."

"To drop off our mail?" Bella was furious.

"No. To drop off her wedding invitation." I shook my head and she snatched the invitation out of my hand and opened it.

"Oh." Bella huffed and smiled cruley. "So, toi kissed her because toi are engaged and because she is getting married..." she looked down at the card. "In two weeks." She laughed without humor. "It makes total sence now." She threw the invite at me.

"Let me explain,...

“What?!” Charlie was looking from me to Gabriel to me to Tess over and over again. He finally caught on to what I had a dit five minutes. I had a hand on Gabriel’s shoulder as a soothing gesture and to restrain him. Instinct had completely taken over him, I saw that when I read his mind. If he Lost control now, especially when he hadn’t fed, it could be catastrophic.
I could see Charlie’s mind working hard to figure out why I wasn’t defending Tess. Hadn’t I a dit just five minutes il y a how much I trusted and liked her? Well, that was before I knew. I looked at Lexi for confirmation...

Renesmee's point after breaking dawn

chapter 1 rnesmees point of view

"Jake, I really don't want to leave toi right now," I moaned as Jake made me get ready to leave.
It was unfair, I didn't HAVE to go accueil now, but Jake was in enough trouble as it is. "Honey,
your father hates me enough as it is. Besides, Bella wants toi back accueil with her." Jake held
his hand out and helped pulled me off his couch, "Jake, please, we haven't seen each other for
a long time," I pleaded. I pulled Jake down suivant to me, "Besides, I l’amour you," I tried to
hypnotize Jake to let me stay with him for a few minutes more....

It all started with my scent
Then everything came and went
You saved me from evil ones
And waited for my response

You a dit that toi feel for me
That you’d never set me free
I was joyous for your love
That’s as gentle as a dove

But then toi left me bleeding
And I was always weeping
My cœur, coeur aches n every beat
As I stare in your void seat

I knew that toi l’amour me still
And there’s no l’espace to fill
Then as toi ask for my hand
My life’s a fairytale land

The prince has returned and loved me
Together forever we’d be
Everything was set on motion
Then there came a commotion

All I did was to make it all worse
Now...

Wow. For me, it doesn't feel like I'm already écriture 8! Well, as long as toi all keep enjoying them, I will write :) Thank toi all so much for all of your l’amour and awesome comments!

Songs:
1. Escape- Enrique
2. Crazy for This Girl- Evan and Jaron
3. Don't Dream it's Over- Sixpence verison

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2 days later

Bella

Emmett, Jasper, and Edward were having a "guys day", so Alice, Rose and I were hanging out at my house untill they were done with their play date.

"I still can't believe this." Rose sighed, and fell back on my lit smiling.

"I know." Alice squealed....

Ok....I l’amour grille-pain four waffles...I don't know what that has to do with anything but I do....

.:Story Start:.
We ran all jour with only one break, I was asleep almost the whole time.When I was awake I noticed each time my stomach grew a bit, but there was another side-affect I grew weaker.As for cravings it was meat.Felix thought it was the vampire of them and I agreed, laughing.Jane watched me eating now and noticed it was ribs and smiled a sad smile.
"That use to be Alec's favori nourriture when he was human.He really misses it...", she laughed, it was shaky.I looked at her.
"Heh....It's their favorite,...

Change of story (kind of) make sure toi know that ,now, they had to postpone the reunion par a fewdays, leaving this first jour of the reunion a week later.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Jacob laid his hand on the side of her shoulder, but she pulled back. "Hi, Jacob." She didn't bother to feel it with heart.

"Aw, com on, Bella." He rolled his eyes. "Don't be like that."

"Like what?" She asked.

"Pushing me away. I haven't see toi in ten years." He smirked.

"I know." She smiled. plus like grimced.

"Why don't toi and I go catch up." He smiled...ugh.

"No, Jacob." She rolled her eyes....

I walked into a room with a bunch thirteen and fourteen an olds. They sat down on the floor. Justin and I introduced ourselves as Ms.T and Mr.J. We taught them some basics and and played some games.
"Okay everyone, have a seat." I waited for them to sit down and be quiet." At the end of this camp, we will hold a showcase, so toi can montrer what toi learned; toi can do it individually ou in a group of four." I said.
"And the thing about Krumping is that toi can add your own twist once toi know the basics, Like Ms.T used to do Ballet, so sometimes, toi may see her doing Ballet tricks." he said....