~Chasing Cars~ [song my Snow Patrol]


Over Thanksgiving, Alice had convinced me to let her cut my hair. And surprisingly, I absolutly l’amour it. I keep thinking about what Edward will think about it, then I remember me and Edward aren't going to happen. I have Mason to think about and his wife passed away only a an ago.

Black Friday had been crazy. Alice got in a fight with some blonde over a giant cul, ass tv to go in her room. Alice won. Rose got the boots she had been dying for, and Emmett's tool set. I had been able to get Mason's new lit set for his room. He has been hounding me about giving him a new room because his room is for babies. So, after his football game on Saturday, he's going over to Alice's so I can do his room.

I dropped him off with Rose, on time today, and made my way to the hospital. I clipped my I.D. on my srub and made my way up the stairs.

"Belly! You're on time." Emmett yelled to me.

"I know! First time since ever." I laughed.

"Morning, Ang." I smiled.

"Morning, Bella. Oh, Dr. Cullen wants to see toi in his office."

"Okay." I took a couple steps then stopped. "Wait, which Cullen?"

"Edward." she smirked, then continued her computer work.

Thud. Thud.

I could ear my cœur, coeur beat in my ears, I could feel it beating against my rib cage.

I walked down the hall, trying to steady my cœur, coeur rate, to Edward's office and knocked on his already opened door.

"You wanted to see me, Dr. Cullen?" I asked.

He looked up and laughed. "Did toi just call me Dr. Cullen? Last time I checked I was Edward."

I blushed. "Okay. toi wanted to see me...Edward?"

"Yes I did." He smiled. "I haven't got a chance to properly thank toi for talking to me last week." He sat on the edge of his desk, his hands in his lap.

I walked over to him and placed my hand on his. "You don't have to thank me, Edward. toi needed to talk and for someone to listen."

"Well, I feel like I do. So, how about I make dîner for toi tonight? At my place? I think it would only be fair to let toi into my home, since toi let me in yours."

"Thank would be great but-"

"Bring him." He stated simply.

"Edward-"

"Bring Mason, bring yourself, and I will bring myself. I will call toi to give toi directions."

"Edward." I sighed.

"Now, I have a sick little girl I need to go check on." He winked and left, brushing my shoulder as he passed. "Oh." he turned around. "Your hair....beautiful." He turned back around and turned the corner.

I took a deep breath and turned the same corner.

"Bella!"

I jumped and covered my cœur, coeur with my hand. "God, Alice."

"Sorry. I know, 'You know the rules about scaring me when I'm thinking about boys'." She laughed. When she would scare me back in high school, I used to tell her that for laughs. The only boy I ever thought about was Riley. Now...Edward.

"Thinking about Riley, again?" she sighed and hooked her arm thorugh mine.

"No." I sighed. "Not this time."

"Thinking about Edward?" she asked simply.

"Yeah."

She nodded, her cue to tell me to continue.

"I don't know what to think, Alice. I mean...I really do like him. He's nice, and honest. He's beautiful, he makes me smile so easliy. But I have to think about Mason."

"Why do toi always have to think about Mason? I understand he comes first in your life. Your accueil life. Mason shouldn't decide who ou whne toi date. toi need to give a guy a chance then bring Mason into it. Think about toi for a moment. Think about what toi want. What would make Bella happy?"

"Edward."

"Then let Edward make toi happy. I know he asked toi out to dîner tonight because he ran it par me first. He's trying to open up to toi Bella. He's trying to make toi happy, so let him." she stood infront of me and placed her tiny hands on my shoulders. "I l’amour you, Bella. You're practily my sister. I want toi to be happy and toi deserve to be happy. Please try? Just let Edward in."

I nodded.

"Thank you, Bella." She smiled and dropped her hands. "You'll thank me one day. Oh, and i doubt Edward told toi this, but dress nice."



"Momma?"

I was tucking Mason's chemise into his pants. "Yeah, Baby?"

"You look pretty." He smiled.

"Thank you." I smiled and kissed his cheek.

"Are toi done getting me ready? I'm ready to go to Edward's. He a dit he used to play football and I want him to montrer me some stuff. Can I bring my ball?"

I stood up and helped him put on his coat. "I guess. But don't forget and leave it over there."

"Yes!" He grabbed his ball and took off for the front door.

I laughed and shook my head as I slipped my sweater on and grabbed my keys.


"Don't run!" Mason was out of the car and up to Edward's door before I could blink. "Knock!"

He curled his little fist and beat the door three times. The lock clicked and opened montrer Edward with a grin on his face.

"Mason!" he picked Mason up and tossed him up in the air.

Mason laughed a belly laugh I hadn't heard since he was a baby. I couldn't help but to smile.

"I brought my ball! Can toi montrer me how toi do all those tricks and stuff."

"Sounds like a plan. Where's your mom?"

"Right here." I huffed. "He ran." I laughed.

"At least toi made it." He smiled. "Come one in."

He set Mason down and let us in. His apartment was clean. Black, white, and grey clean. It didn't look much lived in. But then again, he hadn't really been "living".

"I hope toi guys like chicken nuggets and french fries." Edward looked down at Mason.

"Dinosuar shaped?!" Mason gasped.

Edward nodded. "T-rex."

"That's my favorite! Do toi have red coolaid?"

"Of course. Red is my favori color." Edward spoke in an obvious tone.

"Mine too!" Mason smiled. "Hey, you're just like me."

Edward laughed and nodded. "I guess I am."

I could really get used to this.

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