Chapter 7

E|POV

2 weeks. 2 god damned weeks! That’s how long it had been since I talked to her. Every time I went near her she bolted as far away from me as fast as she could. I remained in the same place I had since the night she had left. Every waking minute I would sit at the bureau and gaze over at her window hoping to catch a glimpse of her. She never shut her curtains not fully at least not in the 16 years I had been best Friends with her for. About 15 minutes later she opened her curtains and a large grin had spread across my face. Has she forgiven me I thought to my-self, part of me hoping this was true but the other part knowing that it would never happen? I had hurt her too much. But still I kept hoping until she turned round and sat at her bureau with her back facing me. She hunched her back over and began writing. I then heard a chap at my door and since my parents weren’t in I would have to go down and answer the door when I did answer it, I wished I hadn’t it was Jacob Black. My Ex-Best friend. (E) What do toi want? (E) I snapped. (J) I want to know what toi done to make my girlfriend want to leave town? (J) He roared. (E) Well we both know why your dating her don’t we. And toi don’t deserve her as your girlfriend! toi treat her like a bloody coup de poing bag! (E) I screamed. (J) And what do toi mean par that ‘we both know why your dating her’ the answer to that would be I l’amour her. (J) (E) we both know that the only reason you’re going out with her is because I wanted her! toi told me as much! (E) I snapped. (J) And we both know the reason toi didn’t. Because toi didn’t think she would be easy. Well have I got news for you, she’s great absolutely great! She’s a screamer toi know? (J) And with that I snapped him and Bella didn’t oh god no! Just as I was about to introduce him to my left fist Bella came running out and grabbed Jacobs face. She’s gonna slap him I thought to myself, but no she started snogging him only to break away for air. At that point I believed everything that dog had a dit about Bella and him and it made me sick. I could feel the tears stinging in the corner of my eyes. At that moment she broke away from him a dit goodbye to him. Then turned to me. Oh god what was she going to do hug me, Kiss me? Sadly none of these (B) Goodbye Edward (B) and with that she was in the car waiting for Charlie. Charlie came out with an envelope and handed it to me nodding his head and then drove away. I no longer had the patience for Jacob Black; I walked into my house slamming the door shut and slouched down on my canapé to read the letter.

Dear Edward, par the time toi receive this letter toi will know that I have left. As much as I don’t want to talk toi after the past 16 years of friendship I thought I owed toi this. I shall be away for seven weeks. As much as I want to say when I come back stay out of my life, I can’t because I have been keeping a big secret from toi for quite a while. Im in l’amour with you. So there toi have it, as much as I wish toi feel the same way it’s evident toi don’t and never will. I will see toi when I come back after im over you, your my best friend and I don’t want to lose that, ever! So toi can email me during the summer. And do not under any circumstances say toi l’amour me too, because it’s not fair on me. Goodbye Edward.
Bella.
I was now physically sobbing. I couldn’t control it. She was in l’amour with me too all this time. I couldn’t handle it. I went into the cuisine and pulled out the first sharp thing I could find and took it to my wrists then everything went black…


Okay guy’s sorry cliff-hanger. It should brighten up soon! I hope MDR commentaire etc ! <3
Lisa.